Yay! It's my Off-day again :D

Thanks to Yong Meng who saw the cross on my name for today!

I'll be going out later with Li En, Yong Meng and Livia. Lol I asked Livia cuz I felt awkward and she's like the only one who's not working now -.- and is so free. Hahaha.

I hope it'll be fun! (:

Anyways, yesterday, even though it was Wednesday, we were pretty busy :/ And Shi Bei came again. Lol! One week can come 2 times. LOL. I'm starting to feel really tired these days cuz I haven't been getting enough sleep. But I have only worked 2weeks and I'm this tired already :/ How can I withstand 2whole months and plus plus? Ohmy.

I seriously just wanna sleep :/
My Panda eyes are growing darker everyday and I find it scary to look at it.

Sometimes I feel like I'm giving it to others, but nobody is giving it to me. When will it be my turn? When can somebody be happy for me? Or even cry for me..

the many words said
I hate those the most

Ah ah ah, I'M GETTING AN OFF-DAY TOMORROW!

I was really tired yesterday.
The previous night, I only slept at 1 because of somebody -.- and I woke up at like 7plus yesterday to go out with my Mum, so I was really sleepy and on Slow-motion-mode. Lols.

I'm feeling better today (Maybe)
Later still have to go to work. Sigh.

I'm going out with my Mum again later, for awhile :D

Yesterday on the bus ride home. I got bitten by that idiot! -.- The bite mark on my arm was still there when I reached home. Today don't have le, Thank God. I seriously didn't think that idiot will be so serious to bite me. Lols.

kyouminaishi

Yesterday wasn't a super busy day. Okay okay.
My rest time was with Yong Meng. And before that, there was only 2 of us cuz the others rested earlier. So he was like One-Man Show, cuz I'm not really needed cuz he does things really fast. Anyways, for staff meal, he cooked the noodles and the side dishes and it felt quite awkward eating together. Lols even though I'm supposed to be used to it but I'm not, yet.

Thank God, Jenny came awhile later. Lolol

Last night, I was a little touched, honestly.
It was 11plus already, I was on the bus home with Yong Meng and then my Mum suddenly called me to ask me where I was and was worried for me. When I reached home, she haven't sleep yet. Until I bathed and everything then she went to sleep. I'm a bit touched.

Sometimes, I feel that being too independent isn't good at all.
You'll feel kinda lonely at times.

This morning, I was out with my Mum :D Quite happy :D
We went to the temple to pray and then ate vegetarian food, bought some stuff and went home. Lol, and my Mum would hold my arm and we'd walk together and I think it kinda feel nice :D

Have to prepare to go to work! Ja ne

like never before

Sigh, yesterday was a not-so-good day for me.

#1. I didn't carry the Ramen bowl properly and the soup spilled on a customer's leg :/
#2. I was trying to be quick by doing 2 things at the same time and I ended up over-filling the Lemon Tea cups and the Lemon Tea was over flowing. lols
#3. I scalded by thumb and skin peeled when I bumped into Yong Meng gg.
#4. Some food thingy landed on my apron cuz something dropped from the sink.
#5. I HAD TO DO D/S YESTERDAY. Lol I hate this most.

-.-

But I enjoyed my break time :D
I ate with Vivian, Elyn and Sharon jie. Then after that went to the Arcade and see Sharon jie play the sweet thing. Lol she got win Jackpot somemore. Lolols.

Ohya, I met Shi Bei yesterday too!
Lol quite surprised to see her when she was there with her friend :D

I'm feeling so out of everything now.
I woke up early this morning cuz I needed to go over to Dagu's house to get some stuff. I'm tired. I want to sleep more :/

the other side

Ah. I feel very tired these days.

I reached home around 11.40pm last night cuz it was a public holiday and really super busy. And I went to bed at 12 and it took me more than 20minutes to sleep. I'm tired, but just couldn't sleep. Lolol, then yesterday I blamed Yong Meng gg for it then he was like sorry. HAHAHA.

Things are quite peaceful and okay now :D I'm glad. At least I needn't worry so much anymore. Li En seems better now. At least better than the past few days :D Last night, Yong Meng gg treated us (plus Elma) to ice-cream at Macs! He bought one for himself and Li En but it was late at night, like 11plus then Li en didn't want to eat the ice-cream cuz on diet. Lols. He ended up eating 2 ice-creams. The 3 of us walked to bus interchange while Elma took the MRT. There wasn't much "conflict" (Thank God, not like the previous previous night which made everyone so upset) Li En took a different bus from us so yea, parted ways again. And the bus ride home was alright, at least he's got a happy look on his face because of the chocolate cookie sombody gave xD Lol and it wasn't awkward talking to him.

Anyways anyways, I sometimes feel happy working there. Especially when customers say thank you when we help them take orders or serve them food and drinks :D But uh, I sometimes get scolded cuz of my absent-mindedness or just because of my stupidity luh :/

It'll be another full day for me again later. Fortunately, I get to go for violin class today :D It's been ages since I last practise T.T Exam's gonna be in 3-4months time and I'm not that ready :/

te wo tsunaide

I've been working at Ajisen for a week! :D
Later I have to go to work again *moans*

I'm a little tired today. Xiao Gu, Ahyi, Mei and Me went to KFC to have breakfast just now and we then walk-walk at NTUC. We also went to the bakery and blahblah. I was really tired and I just want to go home. And maybe I was also too full after the breakfast and when I saw the bread and food uh, I seriously wanted to puke.

But I'm really tired right now.

A lot of things are happening and I feel helpless.
I'm tired.

Then I thought back about last time. I wish I didn't have those feelings. Cuz the naive me believed whatever you said but you dashed my hopes and now I can't stand back on my two feet again. What "forever"? They're all rubbish. I won't believe in it anymore.

the time of our lives