"T-to the death!"
by Kana-chan.

..

stupid phone. my handphone's spoilt. it's probably something inside the phone that's causing the problem. well that's according to my uncle. so just now afternoon, i have to go all the way to plaza singapura to check how much it would cost if i'm gonna repair the phone. and that guy said. "it's gonna cost $100 plus and it's NOT worth it." =.=" blahblah. in the end, didn't send for repair. stupid phone. lol maybe it's My fault. haha. for dropping the phone too much? lol. who knows. the smses can't work. i can't sms. if i type something, then the whole phone will hang on me. =.="

i had to spend $198 today. well my aunt paid for me first. i got a new phone. sony ericsson Z610i. tomorrow.. gonna sell that motorola L6 liao. sigh. now i owe my aunt more than $300. sheesh. that time when i bought the L6, i also haven't pay her yet. wah! i've been spending too much money. i'm so broke. .. but i kinda like my new phone too. at least the memory is bigger.

YAYS (:

for the whole day, i was out. then i called up jorene to ask her out to plaza singapura. haha. we were kinda walking around aimlessly. sorry jorene, for not going home with you..

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"Don't worry, being late won't destroy the world."
by Sachiho-oneesama.

blahblah.

having muscle ache now. argh. because i haven't been doing much running. and for P.E today, Ms Tay asked us to run two small rounds around the school. i know luh. only 2 rounds. so little. but to me, it's quite a lot eh because it's been a long time since i last ran. and my stamina dropped. tremendously. i sprint at the last part of the second round. haha. then overtook jorene and ying. if i didn't sprint, then obviously won't overtake them. they're really good runners ^^ and jorene was saying that it's not good to sprint at the end. later have heart problems. haha. i don't care. if i die of heart failure. i just wanna get over and done with that run. took 4min15sec. very slow orh. =.="

Mr Iskandar came again today. lol. he's a really funny guy :D and he's bloody good with his piano. woah. the songs he played was really nice eh! i like guys who can play the piano (: or voilin or guitar. ^^

finally talked to wenjie. yea finally. lol.

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"Disagreeing is also part of LOVE."
by Sakurako.

lol

decided. i shan't reply tags at my tagboard. i'll just go to your blog to reply you. of course, unless you don't have a blog, then i'll reply you there ^^ gonna have choir later. gonna leave the house in 30minutes time. yea. have practice with the adult choir. i hope everything's gonna turn out fine. hope so. let's pray hard. lol. haha. anyway. i'm not feeling THAT sad anymore. so.. ya. i don't know. lol.

i wanna watch episode 49 and 50 :D

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"I shall exact your revenge."
by Enma Ai [Jigoku Shoujo]

today's a good day. well not exactly good but a better day :D my day is never good. haha xD lessons was as usual too. i like snowball (: i sure like his name. it's pretty cool eh ^^ but i hate animal farm. too political =.=" and for music lessons, watched that sound of music vcd. they can really sing well :D nice voice they've got ^^ and choir. was okay too. i sat down with marianne. she was sick and i just got well from my sickness yesterday. and since i coughed, so today my throat was kinda pain. that's why i sat down. at least i recovered after eating panadols. lol

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"D.Gray Man = Dark Grey Man"
by Chong.

D.Gray Man's a great anime :D
it's nice and easy to understand ^^

i didn't blog yesterday. gomenasai. honto

i called my mum, and did my history work, that's why didn't have much time to blog. i called home, because something bad happened. i'm kinda sad. but i don't know what to do. my mum picked up the phone and i asked her if everything's pretty okay. and she said yea. but i know that nothing was alright. NOTHING. bad things happen these days. to me. to my family. and then my mum asked if i wanna talk to meimei and after that she passed the phone to her.

meimei was saying "jiejie nangis ya"

and then my mum took back to the phone and told me that she said i was crying. i held back my tears at that time. and then i said "nevermind". it wasn't nevermind. but i won't let my mum worry over such minor stuff like.. me crying. and after we hung up, i couldn't help but burst out crying. maybe i disappointed my parents too much and when something bad happens, then i realise how hard my parents work and stuff.

i'm such a.. bad girl. honto.

i don't know. even now i feel like crying. i don't know. i'm weird, aren't i? for crying suddenly. haha. i'm not like that. usually. these days.. feel kinda vulnerable to some stuff. i don't know. i'm feeling weirder by the seconds.

and today. was a bad day. had the first booking in my whole life in tkgs. first. because i didn't bring my name tag. so i had to tape this masking tape across my pinafore above my sku badge. well that wasn't much of the bad thing.

the bad thing is that.. i'm ill. running nose. but this time is kinda weird. as i said, i'm feeling weirder by the seconds. although it's just running nose and a little cough. but my body can't take it. when Choy hit me in class. i felt as though i was some jelly and i was so numb and strengthless. i could feel the pain when she hit me. but i couldn't hit her back. usually i will take "revenge". lol. but for today. my hand couldn't move. so too bad. gotta let her hit. nevermind. when i went to sku in early in the morning, i was still okay. but as time passes.. the first period, then second, then third and so on.. i became very sleepy as though as i wanna drop on the floor and just die. i don't know why i'm so weak. haha. i wasn't like that in the past. even if i was sick, it wasn't as bad as this. my immune system is getting worse i suppose.

ipen.. shinde miru?

HAI desu ne.

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"How would you like to see what death is like?"
by Enma Ai [Jigoku Shoujo]

i pen.. shinde miru?

that anime is cool. totally wacky :D

sorry jorene.

i hate pythagoras theorem. sku's gonna start tomorrow. i'm gonna die soon. there's loads of homework that i'm not done with. i'm always this last minute. argh. kills me. i can't watch anime. today. i don't think so. i don't think i'll finish up everything fast. i'm such a slow poke. nevermind. but i'm gonna rush everything so that later at 8.45pm i can watch Initial D. that show looks stupid. i don't know. maybe it's nice. well i just wanna watch it. jiayou to me ^^

Pride of Tomorrow-JUNE

i do like you
impossible :D

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"BRING HIM DOWN"
by Asumi-chan.

yesterday. choir was fine :D
thanks jorene. for helping me with my maths ^^

bad day today. i scolded that f word. after a long long long time. i was just so angry. and i wasn't feeling quite good and he was venting his bloody anger on me or something. and she also. talk to me like i'm some crap. fine i AM some shit. but she doesn't need to speak in that manner. just because he and she not in good terms. doesn't mean they have to talk to me in that friggin irritating manner. and give me that kind of f-ing look. they ARE annoying.

suddenly blacked out. my legs were as soft as jelly. leg was numb. i wonder what feeling it was that i'm feeling. it's weird. and there i quickly sat on the sofa and after sometime, i returned to normal again. first time. having headache as usual.

everything's so wrong. hate this singapore family. i can't stand it. they are so noisy. in the past, it was all fakes. fake saddistic post. just wanted to be a saddist for once. and there i wrote saddistic post. i think so.. well i used to have a problem with myself. problem with love. a world without love. that's what problem IS to me last time. but now, i don't think that's a problem. well it IS a problem. but a minor one. the problem that i'm facing now, is worse than anything.

because i do like him.
but we're impossible.
that's what i know..

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"The light, eh?"
by Evangeline-san.

found out. blood+ has 50episodes. i tried to download episode 50 just now. but somehow the web didn't work too fast. maybe i'll try again tomorrow. i slept at 4am yesterday. just to watch blood+^^ finished up with 26. moving on to 27 and so on. pretty fast eh. i watched from 12 to 26 last night. i spent 5hours altogether. didn't get much sleep xD but nevermind. i'm used to have little sleep. it's kinda bad for health eh.

there was this episode where Saya regained her memories of the first time she met Haji and she also remembered how she lived with Haji. Saya saved his life before eh. using her blood. first she use a sharp thing to cut her palm and when it bleeds, she suck out the blood and then "transfer" it into Haji's body by "kissing". i don't know how to explain. since Saya saved his life, he swore that he will protect her and stuff. he looks like some cold blooded character. but actually he loves Saya. he's a bit like byakuya. he doesn't smile. yea. well i just LOVE seeing SAYA and HAJI TOGETHER :D he's..

CHARMING :D

having choir later. sad. byebye for now

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

but in this picture, it didn't bleed ehit was supposed to..

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"It's not 100% iRon."
by Jorene

by the way, we were talking about oNion rings.

as usual. slacked. lol
but i'm gonna do my geog soon.

yesterday, i watched blood+ till episode 6. it's a VERY bloody anime. but i just found it pretty interesting. but it has 48 episodes i think. and i'm still at.. 6. =.=" kinda slow eh. later gonna watch somemore :DD have many animes to watch right now.

1. jigoku shoujo [it's on tv, arts central, mon-wed, 12midnight]
2. blood+
3. noein
4. kino's journey
5. darker than black
6. god? save our king [Kyou Kara Maou]
7. tsukuyomi moon phase
8. bakuretsu tenshi
9. one piece

err.. that's a little too much. i wonder when i'll finish them up.

i went out with jorene today. went to this comic shop. big ehh. but too bad, most of the books are for rent, not sale. nevermind. but i found quite a few comics which LOOKS nice :D maybe i can order them at the comic shop near tkgs. i hope that blurr king's not there. LOL! after that, went to bugis to have our lunch and stuff. visited kinokuniya. i bought one comic from there. i can't remember the name. but it LOOKS nice too. i.. judge by book by LOOKING, don't i? umm looking at the characters. whether the drawing is nice.. or.. UGLY xD lol. then after that to the library. i borrowed 5books. jorene helped me borrow 2. which means i gotta read 7 books in 21days. i'm gonna die. lol

i love chocolate milk, i drank it ^^
i love to say "just joking" too

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"I thought you drink through your nose"
by XiaoJiao

adeline was drinking a can of pepsi.

stayed at home once again. called Ahyi to ask if i could go to Melati Jaya. and she said that later my mum will scold. then i just said nevermind and hung up the phone. i was kinda.. "shivering" when i made that call. because i was thinking about how to face PinPin and stuff. then i got scared. i don't know. maybe if i apologise, PinPin may ask me why. but i won't reply him. that's for sure. i'd probably say that it's okay and just sorry. i don't want him to know anything. i don't know what to do. i'm lost. i really am.

i did that links thing. lol. all links are written as FRIEND :D
supposed to be first alphabet and then friend.
example. i'll just use my name. vivi
it would be written as v*FRIEND
but it didn't look nice. so i'll just stick to FRIEND ^^
i know this whole link thinggy is pretty lame
but i just want it to be like that :DD

today.. was supposed to do homework. but in the end. i just slacked all the way. i'm dying doing homework. school's gonna re-open soon. i don't want sku. but.. if it's more holidays.. means.. more homework. ARGH! i don't know luh. i need to have more self-discipline eh. haiis. i haven't even go to the library to return my books. i'm just too lazy. =.="

i just like using the word JUST :D

you're my friend, aren't you?
tomodachi.. ka?

&the pages keep turning.

"You wanna come along?"
*smiles*
by HiM toO

He's really not shuai eh. but it's alright! rode the lil motorcycle with him. LOL! super amateur. riding with him means Life in Danger. okay Fine. it's not THAT bad luh xD it was a rough ride though, but FUN one! he almost crashed into that motor trishaw in front of him. =.="

blah. watched otome was boku ni koishiteru. till now, only episode 4. very slow. i know. it's quite nice. so far. weird storyline xD and in the morning, before jorene called, i was watching noein. hildy asked me to watch it. i watched till episode 5 and up to now, i still don't understand anything. NOT A SINGLE THING. lol. maybe i'm just slow. xD for today, i don't feel like doing any homework. just feel like watching anime and stuff. just feel like slacking. tomorrow i'm gonna chiong with all the homework for awhile. ^^

i'm a lazy girl.

if anybody wanna go shopping. call me kay.
err.. not exactly shopping. just walk around.
tell me the place and time suggested.
thank you. ^_^

i'm worrying..

&the pages keep turning.

"wait for me, we go down TOGETHER"
by HiM toO

you know.. i'm like.. darn happy :D ahh.. *thmb thmb* heartbeat. actually not really luh. and he asked me to go buy stuff with "him", alone. yea :D he asked me along. to him maybe nothing, but to me, it's really something nice ^^ he knows i'm bored luh :D wah :d but i'm happy like siao orhh??!!!!

URESHI-YO ^^

when crossing the road, he kept turning back to look at me. to see if i was Fine. well, i can cross the road MYSELF. lol. but the road was really messy and you can actually sense that your life's in danger and stuff. may die anytime you see. anyways don't expect him to hold my hand and cross the road. lol. i'm a girl and i'm old enough xD but just happy.

2posts for today.
just now one, and now another one.
new playlist. i keep changing songs ehh.

1. Because you live-Jesse Mccartney
2. Ruang Rindu-Letto
3. Pride of Tomorrow-JUNE
4. Zui Ai Hai Shi Ni-Danson Tang

Ruang Rindu-Letto
Di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
Terbawa sungai ke ujung mata
Dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
Menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada
Jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
Terasa hangat oh didalam hati
Kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
Tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi
Tak pernah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
Kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
Ku saat itu takut mencari makna
Tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

Chorus 2x:
Kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
Semua kutrima apa adanya
Mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
Di ruang rindu kita bertemu

Bertemu

&the pages keep turning.

"if you're not around, then it's not fun anymore"
by HiM toO

i'm sure he said it out of friends. SOBS. but it's okay :D

i'm back.
SO back.

didn't post for 2 weeks. that's long.

everything in indo was pretty WRONG. yar wrong. i don't know. i don't want to elaborate on it much. the first week was total fun. but. 2nd was disaster. sad. but it's okay luh. because it always happen to be like that.

thanks jorene. for everything.
ohya. forgot to reply to your email. one of the question i mean. i do drink milk everyday. still. chocolate milk :D love them loads ^^

&the pages keep turning.

"JAJA"
quoted by Jorene.

YAYS :D blogging in indo now ^^ i'm at my aunt's house. suprisingly they have computer with internet. RICH. lol. because it's pretty expensive to have internet here. lol. and you know what. I BOUGHT THAT WITCH SHOE! when i saw the shoe at the mall just now, i was so. obsessed with it. and i thought my mum wouldn't allow me to buy that shoe. it's high heels and it's SUPER pointy xD but anyways in the end, she bought it for me. I LOVE YOU MUM! ^^ until now, i still haven't reach home yet. have been hanging around at the mall, and you know.. the mall and my house , is 2hours of car ride difference. well there's little malls at my house there, but you can't compare with those near the aiport and around that area. lol. i wanna go home soon. pretty tired. woke up so early today.

BYEBYE ^^
HAPPY GIRL :D

&the pages keep turning.

"They're so friendly, they quarrel"
quoted by Madoka.

it's true :D that quote there.

going to my father's house at night, after dinner later.
sad. no more computer. no more downloadings. sad

yesterday night. late at night, i watched ANGEL LOVER. it's nice ehh ^^ gonna miss 4 episodes of angel lover. sad. in indonesia don't have angel lover. SOBS. but it's okay. i can watch it at crunchy some other time if i feel like it. ^^ but i slept at 2+ am yesterday. after angel lover ended, at 1.30am, i did some planning on what i have to do when i'm in indonesia. came out with a crap timetable. i wonder if i'll follow them. lol. i really need to practice self-discipline more. =.="

anyways will be going back tomorrow.
DO TAG AT MY BLOG KAY
i'll reply when i'm back. YAYS :D

aku mau cinta, tapi gak ada yang cinta ):

&the pages keep turning.

"Sucks for you, mya"
quoted by Shichimi

4th post. too many already. =.="
sunday's flight gonna be a darn EARLY flight.
won't be seeing those guys :D
great. don't need to break the ice anymore ^^

aku mau cinta, tapi gak ada yang cinta ):

&the pages keep turning.

"Tel Ma Amoris"
quoted by Negi Springfield.

it's a MAGIC SPELL. mahou yo.

i think.. i know what that card is already. my dad totally scared the wits out of me. it's that immigration card. white one where you have boxes for you to fill in your particulars and stuff. i think that shouldn't be much of a problem to get it. have to get it from the air stewardess on sunday. i guess i know how to settle all these.

aku mau cinta, tapi gak ada yang cinta ):

&the pages keep turning.

"I'll abandon my knighthood for YOU"
quoted by Sasame.

4 songs on my playlist
1 english, 1 malay, 1 chinese and 1 jap :D

anyway. i'm DEAD. there's something in my passport that is GONE. it's a card. and my DAD's.. flaring. well kinda. he called me and when he told me about that thing which was missing, i just kept saying "uhh" as in. "yes". then he scold me "don't uhh, don't play with immigration stuff okay" in chinese. "if have problems, you ownself settle it yourself" he put down the phone angrily. but now there's a bigger problem. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT CARD is. dang. it's obviously not my STUDENT PASS. because i'm sure my father knows if my student pass is gone. *touch wood* I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. argh. sad. i'm going back myself this time. i'm not going back with my dad. i wonder WHY. someone will probably pick me up from the airport there. like last time. dang. i really hate this passport crap. but still, i wanna go home. i hope there won't be much problems on sunday. WISH ME LUCK. .. .. ..

aku mau cinta, tapi gak ada yang cinta ):

&the pages keep turning.

"It's for love.."
quoted by Konoka-chan.

question: ai ka?
answer: HAI desu ne :D

lol. that was just a made up, by me xD

CHOIR
ms lim talked to us about our overseas trip. gonna have competition. YAYS (: i hope we can go to the korea one. i wanna go korea :D how nice there's a competition in JAPAN. that would be the BEST ^^ but korea is fine too. but i think ms lim wants us to go for the czech republic one. i don't know how to spell that country's name. but it sounds like "check" republic. whatever the spelling is. but i won't be able to make it for that one.

1st: too expensive [but that's not really the problem]
2nd: i have to go back to indo, so cannot luh

it's in december or end of november. i think so. can't remember. cannot means cannot luh. nevermind. too bad for me. anyway. YAYS (: gonna perform at the president charity show. sounds fun ^^ but pretty rushing. it's on the 7th july. and we've got quite a few songs that we have to learn. sad. there would be MORE choir practices this way. ):

after choir, went home to get changed and eat lunch. then had to go to jian ning's house to do FPS. eeks. i hate FPS. FOREVER. =.="

today may be the LAST POST for now :D
maybe only. i may be able to blog tomorrow
not sure. YAYS (: in less than 48hours
i'm going to be back in indonesia :D
JU*ST HAPPY ^^
actually, this sunday's flight not confirmed yet
AHAHHS xD

aku mau cinta, tapi itu gak mungkin :(

&the pages keep turning.