It's just another day..
Another day, normal than ever

Joyce's leg got injured D: Hope she gets well real soon! Our class get to move to the first floor and it feels like last time when we were in Lower Sec. Natsukashi na :D

The classroom was kinda dirty at first and Natasha swept the whole classroom for us! And Zoe commented that it was like a farm and I asked Zoe what was the books that are piling up on her table called. She said "Hay Stack"

LOLOL. I just thought it was super funny and I couldn't stop laughing at that for a moment -.-

Ohanyways, xuele lent me her violin books. Just now I practised my violin a little and I can't play the songs -.- I really have to improve on my bowing techniques cuz I seriously suck at it D:

Ja, mata ashita ne ♥

losing fragments of courage along the way.

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I haven't been posting regularly these days :/

Yesterday:

I watched Skip Beat the whole morning till 2pm. Ohmigosh. It's awesomely good! It really touched me. I seldom watch romance anime but I think Skip Beat's storyline and the comedy part are really awesome. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!! Then in the afternoon, went for violin class. Ohmigosh (again). I seriously had a bad day. I think I was just being complacent or something. My playing was horrible. Every "song" that we played, confirm at least got one mistake de D:

Firstly, I wasn't looking at the book, that's why I keep playing wrong notes. Secondly, I got lost frequently and even my friend who sat beside me pointed out my mistake (although it was the wrong mistake that she pointed out). Thirdly, I wasn't very focused yesterday D: (I even said A as F -.-)

When I got home, as usual luh, practised violin and it turned out okay. Anyways, SAD that I can't go for class next week! Cuz I'll be overseas D: I want violin class D:

At night, I watched Kyo Kara Maou and didn't do Maths -.- I'm so not self-disciplined this weekend. Argh.

Today:

In the morning, I watched 1st Episode of La Corda D'Oro ~Second Passo~ and did Chinese homework and practised violin a bit before going to Church. Lunch-ed at Macs again -.- I've put on weight, definitely -.- There was no Youth today. Cuz the Youth Choir performing for the adults. When the pastor was talking, I dozed off a little and Ahyi shook me to wake me up :/ Oops o.O

After that, went to Uncle John's house to celebrate his birthday! A lot of people wor :D On the way to his house, it was pouring. Although I held an umbrella, my shorts got wet and when I reached his house, Jomel had to lend me her clothes. Lols.




I really missed staying there.. It's so much more fun :D

There was this pair of twins. My cousin's cousins. I know their names but I can't differentiate who is who :/ Wow. Twins. And sometimes they really talk in sync yeh!! Damn cool luh xD They're really funny and lame too xD

Twin 1 held out his hand to shake my hand.
I held out my hand and then he puts his hand on this forehead -.- I just diao-ed at him.
He said "You too slow luh"
Twin 2 walks over: Eh, why you bully her?
I stared back.
Twin 2: Why you never ask me to join you?
Then he started blocking my way. Lols

Anyway, I wonder if Shaniece and Sheralin talk in sync too! Having twins are really cool xD

I called my Mum awhile ago to wish her. It's the first time I talked so casually to her.. Somehow, I'm feeling really happy (:

Happy Birthday Mum and Uncle John!

I kinda miss you,

I wanna do work le! Ja~

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Woah, I'm sleepy again today D:

Lessons were okay. During Legacy, MsLee went through with us JC&Poly's cut-off points, subject combinations :D Woah, sec4 le! Soon, we're gonna take Olevel and we're going seperate ways D: Hope I'll have some friends who'll be in the same class as me in the JC! :D

During recess, went to Library since Ms Begam asked me to. So I wasted quite a bit of time there. And then I went down to the General Office to settle some Ez-link stuff and THE GENERAL OFFICE PEOPLE SAID THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON. Ohwow. I came back to class feeling so pissed, irritated, frustrated and I just started crying. Oh what's wrong with me. I felt damn stupid for crying over such stuff.

I went up and down a few times (but not as much as what Jorene went through yesterday) which I could have used it to do AMaths question. I lost precious time on such useless things. I was so frustrated that I cried. Thanks Teshura and Yunnie. For being there. And after awhile, I cooled down and laughed. Lols

After school, there was Choir practice before going Raffles Place to do CIP. I kinda love today :D Choir practice and CIP were awesomely fun :D I kinda missed Choir friends (uhm, but not the choir practise) We reached Raffles Place at 4plus and we had some time to sit down and chit chat. Laura, Dan Hong and Me were talking about our ambitions in the future and what we want to take in JC! Quite an interesting talk with them :D

Anyway, we sang from 5.30 to 6pm. 7songs. Zhi Jun asked me to eat dinner with them. But I called Ahyi to ask her permission and at first she was reluctant to let me go but in the end, she still let :D

First time I eat with Yan Jie, Ying Yun and Jie Ning yeh :D For Zhi Jun, not first time luh. But it kinda feel nice. I thought that after it was announced that I'm not in the SYF group, our friendship would not be as good as the past. But at least I know that I still have my friends around :D

I'm really happy (:

We ate at Yoshinoya xD Uh.. kinda expensive :/ And shopped around after that. I bought a transparent bag :D Lol, but got mickey and minnie mouse de! xD While we walked around Raffles Place, there were many funny moments. Cuz they are just super funny xD Talk about very lame stuff xD Then mrt-ed home with Zhi Jun and Yan Jie. Yan Jie called her mum and her mum thought my name was "Shi Shi" cuz when I said my name, she heard my name and "Shi Shi" and the whole train ride, Zhi Jun was like laughing at it -.- Lols

Yesterday, library Duty :x Quite a busy day for me. At night, discuss "project" with Jorene online. Nothing much luh. It's just another day..

I wanna watch Skip Beat le! Ja mata ashita ne ♥

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I just changed my blogskinpicture! Uhm, I'm still searching for suitable background. If you have any recommendations, please tell me! :D

My posts are so boring. Cuz I don't post about funny stuff or anything that's worth laughing. Sigh. My sense of humour is really bad -.- Lessons were unbearable today. Felt sleepy D: After school, had to go for Speech Day Rehearsal and I serve as the back stage crew.

Actually Jocelyn and me don't need to go. Suddenly Ms Yeo called us to help out. But in the end, at 4plus, Mr Fi said we could go already, since they don't need so many helpers -.- Waste time yeh. We were there from 2plus to 4pm when we could have gone home to practise AMaths. Sigh anyway I can't go Speech Day, I realised. Cuz I'm gonna be overseas with my family and relatives to go sao mu.

I'm sleepy T.T

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Sigh, what a sleepy day for me. I feel like sleeping right now. I'd probably go to bed after I post this. Lols. After recess today, the lessons were dreadful cuz I just felt like switching off. Lessons before recess were pretty alright cuz we had AMath, P.E and Geography!

I don't think P.E and Geography can be boring :D And for AMaths, you practise questions, so you're always doing something at any point of time(uhm, unless you aren't listening in class) HAHAHA. I feel that I'm paranoid over AMaths that Bel has to keep asking me to relax. I'm just so afraid that I won't do well for Mid-Years and I probably won't do well since it's a BIG paper. I don't do well for BIG papers for AMath D: When I have free time during cirriculum time, I would want to practise AMath questions.. I must be really siao. I have never felt so pumped up before. Someone help me!!

I just did AMaths awhile ago. I really wanna catch up with where the class is! Jiayous (:

After school, went Gramercy with Xin Yu and bus-ed home with her, Jorene and Sherlynn! I went to see the Grade3 exam piece. Woah, quite difficult yeh :/ And Amirah played that for her exam when she only started learning violin a year ago?!! Wowowowowow!

At about 3plus, met Jorene to go TM with her to get some stuff. Lol I took really long to choose the things I want. As usual luh. Sorry Jorene! Have to keep waiting for me.

On the way home, in the bus, I saw Jac! Woah, so long never see her yeh xD

When I reached home, I practised my violin. OMG. My worse nightmare. My violin is the lousy lousy one. So it's like if you don't practise for a day, it'll just go out of tune. And IT REALLY IS OUT OF TUNE TODAY D: Saturday please come!!

Ah, anyways, I really can't stand people who brag. I don't quite mind if you're proud, arrogant or what, but please don't brag in front of me cuz the words you say are empty. There's no meaning in them when there's no action. SIGH!

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Hello! It's the start of a new school term! A new beginning huh? D:

Quizzes are coming and Mid-Year Exams are around the corner, intensive revision is gonna start soon too D: It's gonna be a busy term ): I don't like busy and hectic schedule. Makes me get sick of my life D:

Lessons were as usual.. But I enjoyed AMath most I think :D

After school, there was Class Committee Training. I thought it wasn't as good as last year's.. The activities we did were............................... But the guy who did the talking was kinda funny xD

Then bus-ed home with, Jorene, Jia Yi and Sherlynn!

Ohyea, I'm at home now :D

Through this training, I feel that I'm really a despicable person. Somehow. But it's not just through this training session that I've come to realise things but I have been thinking about some stuff for quite a while already and I feel that I'm like a jerk covered in goat's fur. I'm disgusted with myself. I really wanna buy a diary soon. I want to write things out cuz there's no one I can tell stuff to D: Sigh, what a life..

you're just a nobody if you're not somebody

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Konbanwa!

Today's a really relaxing day for me :D
I watched Gintama in the morning and afternoon, went for Church.

Lunch was at Macs@TM. Omg. I just ate Macs a few days ago and today again?!! Lol xD

Today's Youth.. Theme: The Eternal Freedom. The pastor was kinda funny at the start and then I started not understanding what he said and kinda switched off :/ Towards the end, there was this so-called-touching moment. He asked those who ".............." (Can't remember what he said. Maybe something like "Let me pray for you to ask God to clear your sins......."?) to raise their hands and I didn't raise since I'm not a Christian, so I didn't dare to.

That moment was supposed to be sad I think and I heard people sniffing..

It reminded me of last year. At the Hillsong Concert. The pastor asked the audience to pray together and stuff. Then in the middle, my tears just dropped and the lady beside me gave me a big hug. These kind of thing is just not understandable. I really didn't know why I cried. Lols

Uhm, I wanna watch Gintama le! Ja mata ashita ne ♥

when you think you have freedom,
you actually don't

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Uhlo! :D Today's a meaningful day for me definitely :D

Joyce, Xin Fang, Jorene and Me visited the Old folks' Home today and we sang songs with them, played Bom Bom Chuckie(is that how you spell it?) and played a simple ball game. Uhm, most of the time was just sing song though xD Love it! ^.^ We stayed there till 12plus after they finished their lunchie. We chit chat with them a little and I've got a bit difficulties understanding them sometimes :/ I'm not too strong with my hokkien uh :x After that, had to rush home and get my violin stuff and go for class. Before that, met Xin Yu to go Comics Connection with her. Ii na, I saw the comic that I wanted! But I no money to spend on now D: Buuuuuuu >.<

For class, we learnt to play notes on the A string. Then there was this part where we had to play one by one. I played a note wrongly :/ But teacher said good cuz my hands were relaxed or so she said! :D Yays (: I'm always looking forward to lessons :D







I just completed my holiday homework! :D Actually not. I haven't done Chinese. Lolololol. But at least I finished the rest. I did whatever I can :D I'm so proud of myself for being self-disciplined and do homework just now and yesterday and not watch anime! :D

Since I'm done with my homework, I can enjoy tomorrow! :D Ja, mata ashita ne ♥

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HELLLLOOOOOOO. I haven't been blogging regularly. Gomen!
This is gonna be a LONG POST! Ohmy..

On Wednesday morning, I was watching Peacemaker while ironing my clothes. In the afternoon, I made Sushi! :D So that can qing3 friends to eat. The sushi that I made was better looking compared to the previous ones that I made. Haha but taste wise, uhm, don't know what to say. Around 5plus, I left my house to meet Xin Fang and Hui Qi at White Sands to go to Jing Yi's house together.

BBQ&SLEEPOVER:

Present: Hui Qi, Livia, Jorene, Xin Fang, Jocelyn, Sherlynn

We had BBQ and we played Pool after that. Super fun eh xD My first time playing Pool and I managed to get one ball in :D Banzai! After that, we went back to her house and bathe and watched tv/movies and play card games :D

I missed my conditioner so much. I washed my hair at her house and my hair was like rough and dry D: I needed conditioner. Oh, and everybody else bathed too and so we smell the same cuz we used Jing Yi's soapie xD Hahahah :D

We watched movies such as Date Show, Just by Luck, Campus Stories and I can't remember the last one till 5plus a.m. Between that, we played taitee and bridge while watching those movies. We played cardgames till 3plus and some of them went to sleep le. Anyway, Jorene just learnt to play bridge and she got quite obsessed with it at first xD When we played bridge, I won quite a lot of times too! I'm so proud of myself :D Uhm, well, as long as I'm not Livia's partner xD HAHAHAHA don't know why also, when we two are partners, we don't ever win de xD

Campus Stories or whatever-the-name-is is a horror movie. Wow. It's my 2nd time watching horror movies. The first was when I was P5 I think. U-channel showed and my aunt asked me to watch with her. That was the last time I watched horror movies cuz I really hate scary stuff cuz my imagination will run wild. But the movie that we watched yesterday(cuz it's at 4plus a.m le) was kinda okay. Maybe cuz there's a lot of people around. XF, JY, HQ and Livia were watching too. So it wasn't too scary. Uh......... But I don't think I'll watch horror movies again

At 5plus, we tried to go to sleep after watching the movie and there was this Wooooooooo sound coming from somewhere. Everybody was so scared and they jumped to the sofa and XF started grabbing my pyjamas. Lol! But in the end, it was the wind coming from the door there. Haha

At 5.30am, when some of them slept, Jing Yi, Jocelyn and Me couldn't really sleep, cuz it's like morning le -.- Then we played Monopoly till 6.30. After that, we slept awhile till 7plus and wake up to eat breakfast.

It's my first time I slept so little xD

We stayed at JY's house till 1pm and before that we still played taitee, bridge and towards the end, reversi xD we had lunchie at her place too! Her mum cooked Kimchi soup and it's oishi-licious! :D

Ohya, When I woke up, I was kinda tired and for the whole of yesterday, I was feeling super restless. Lol! And then still have to go Lao Ren Yuan somemore. My eye kinda hurt. At first I was dreading at the thought of needing to go there -.- But you know what? The trip to Lao Ren Yuan was really meaningful and I enjoyed it! :D We're going again tomorrow :D

ANYWAY, Thanks to Jing Yi who kept us in her house! We messed up her place man and her family has to clean them. Haha xD JY's parents look really young by the way and her house is SUPER CLEAN AND NEAT! Love it loads. How I wish my room was like hers xD

I don't know how to describe this sleepyover thing. It's my first time doing this. Fun is not the right word to describe it. It's just INTERESTING. and awesome? Haha xD

Today, I went to Popular with Ahyi and Mei to get stuff that Mei needs. Then the rest of the time, I surfed the net and did homework. I was doing Chemistry Worksheet till awhile ago and I'm almost done! I shall continue tomorrow cuz I NEEDA CATCH SOME SLEEP (Lack of sleep the previous night) Hahahahhaha

OYASUMINASAI, Love!

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I haven't been posting regularly. Kinda lazy. I was watching Gintama :D Some stories are really heartwarming :D while the others are like crap and funny xD Love it! ♥

Yesterday afternoon, I went to school with Jorene for Physics class. Lol, RAINING eh D: Physics class was okay. Super intensive luh. He gave out many worksheets -.- Worse still, I don't know how to do some of them. Class ended at 5 and I went home with Jorene again.

Go school and go home with Jorene. How rare. Haha

As usual luh, talk a lot of crap. Most of the time I was the one listening cuz she got loads of stuff to complain about. Haha xD Usually she listen to my complains, now my turn xD

Today is the most relaxed day of all. I didn't do any AMaths until awhile ago. In the morning, I watched Gintama and afternoon, went to have lunch with Mei and Ahyi at Macs@T2. Nice lunch! I was craving for Macs(I don't know why). I don't usually eat fast food :/

Then I went NTUC to get ingredients cuz I'm making something tomorrow :D Hope the food that I'm making will be successful -.- Tomorrow's D-Day! To go Jing Yi's house and have a bbq and sleepyovernight xD Hope that it'll be really fun ^.^

When I reached home, I practised my violin. Buuuuuuuuu >.< my violin is out of tune and since I don't know how to tune it, the whole time I couldn't concentrate playing the songs cuz it's just OUT OF TUNE. ARGH. Saturday, please come, so that the violin will get tuned -.-

Then, Xin Yu called me. omg what a long talk we had -.-

how i wish i could call to ask you "how are you?"

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Osashiburi! These days kinda lazy to post uh :x

Ah, I just love to see this picture. I'll see it every time I flip open my dear phone :D

Friday:
Happy Birthday, Jing Yi!
I didn't dislike Friday. But it's definitely not my favourite day either. Lol teachers filled our reflections log with homework to complete over the holidays D: Sad life. But what to do, Sec4 le. We had netball for PE. There were accidents. Yunnie sprained her ankle D: And I got banged by Zoe and Natasha when the 3 of us were trying to get the ball. Lol! Got hit on my left eye xD Haha netball is fun when there's rules to follow :D Xin Fang said, "You were like squashed in between" Hui Qi continued, "like an ant" HAHAHAHAHA. Then when I reached home, I was touching my forehead then suddenly felt a bit of pain. Lol! My forehead above my left eye got balaku! xD

After school, there was Choir. I get to sing with the normal SYF group cuz I'm gonna join them in doing CIP. Ying Yun got really sick at that time and Zhi Jun brought her down to the sick bay. After awhile, I went down to see how she was and stayed with her at the sick bay till it was time to go home.. It's like.. who cares if I'm not in the Choir room, practising with everyone else. It doesn't make a difference even if I was there. So Ms Tong also let me stay in the sick bay to "look after" her.

Hope Ying Yun's well already! :D

Then Mr Tan came into the sick bay to see see. He asked for our classes and I told him 3e9 and 4e9. Lol, then he said "You look like a Sec2" LOLOLOLOL. This is not the first time I'm getting this kind of reaction when I tell people I'm Sec4. I must look really childish o.O

Yesterday:
It was a fun and enriching day! Some TKGians including me went Singapore Poly for a Chemistry Workshop. We made paper weight and esters(banana smell). My paper weight don't know look like what -.- I hope there'll be something like that again next time! :D

There wasn't violin class yesterday, so the whole afternoon till night, I was just wasting my life away.. I watched Gintama! Lol, just felt like watching suddenly. Episode38 is woooper funny! I laughed like mad xD And Ahyi and Mei was like staring at me. HAHA

Today:
It's a FRUITFUL DAY. I did AMaths the whole morning! Still a bit far from the class. LSN teach until Chapter 17 le. But I'm still at Chapter15 D: I'm gonna continue tomorrow! :D In the afternoon, got Church. Last Sunday, I brought a bag to put my umbrella in it but it didn't rain. Today, I didn't bring umbrella and it rained -.- Ahyi was like saying, "Walk faster! The bible will get wet" Ohplease luh. I didn't need her to tell me that. I protect books more than I protect myself from the rain. When I reached the mrt station, the inside wasn't even wet at all lor. She likes to "yek" a lot eh. Can't stand it. And her voice is like high pitch and irritating. Buuuuu >.<

I wonder if I should go for Church Camp. Today, church friends were trying to persuade me but I kept shaking my head. Hmm.. I need more time to consider about it D: I was kinda lazy cuz it's my only free day if our group(Jo, Joyce, XF) is going old folks' home on Tuesday and Thursday..

That's about today luh! Ja, mata ashita ne

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One more day to go! And it's March Holidays (: Lol, but teachers start to give homework already and Ms Wong even said "Don't expect to have holiday" Buuuu >.<

Lessons were pretty much like the usual ones. I just realised that if you listen attentively in class, the time passes quickly :D There were assembly performance put up by Band and Dance. Cool uh :D I thought Choir was performing today (since the practice schedule stated) and I was kinda looking forward to watching it until I asked a friend and she said don't have D:

Mata kondo ne! ♥

Today, nuraidah taught me a lot of Jap words. Haha and then she talked to me in Jap. I understand BUT I don't know how to reply her in Jap -.-

After school, did Library Duty! Nothing much to elaborate on bah.. Lol and I managed to print out music scores too! :D Lol waste the school printer's ink xD When I reached home, practised violin awhile. Hetakkuso! D: I seriously suck at it D: Need more practise!

Happy Birthday, Cheryl!

tokyo et paris, paris et tokyo
et puis toujours la musique

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It doesn't feel like a Wednesday today. Since there's no school :D BUT, it's E-learning day. Sigh, the many assignments that we had to complete were kinda difficult :/ Especially Chinese. But I'd rather have E-learning day than go to school actually xD

In the afternoon, went TM with Jorene to shop for people's birthday presents. Lol, I took really long to choose presents cuz I didn't know what to buy. Sorry Jorene! For making you wait for me all the time. Lol. There's school again tomorrow D: Sad uh

Just now, I was reading through my diary.. Woah, how nostalgic. I read about some stuff that I forgot about. My heart is wavering. Anyway, it's been a long while since the last time I wrote diary entries. I want to buy a diary. I should go artbox again some time :D

someone perfect yet unperfect

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I kinda liked today :D

Lessons were kinda relaxed ^.^ There was Chem Mock SPA! I enjoy doing Chem spas :D I think it's really fun! Mixing chemicals and stuff :D Anyway, there was nothing on after school so I could go home immediately. The whole afternoon till just awhile ago, I was watching anime. I finish up 12Kingdoms le. The last few episodes a bit boring uh :/ In the evening, I practised my violin. Sigh, I wish I could play nice songs.. Lol I should take things slowly I guess, since I just started learning!

Today, we got back our History SBQ paper and EL Compo. And with that, we can calculate our total marks for this term and L1R5 le. I'm REALLY happy with my results this term! :D 4A1s, 1A2, 1B3, 1B4 and 1C6. This sums up my L1R5: 10! :D I reached my target! My target for this term is actually 11. Anyway, even though I get 10 for this term, my results next term will probably deteriorate, since it's Mid Year papers you're talking about D: Sigh

Lol my C6 is HCL and B4 is English D: Sigh, languages are my greatest weakness. I got B3 for Geog. Although I was aiming for B3, but I know I can do better than this. But it's okay, I'm satisfied for now! :D One sad thing for me.. My Chem didn't get A1 D: I missed 0.7 to my dear A1 D: Super sad! Lol, Livia topped the class for Chem. She's the only one who got A1 xD Livia's really smart and Jing Yi has improved tremendously! I have to play my part to do better too! :D

That's about today. Ja, mata ashita ne ♥

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Brr. It's a super cold day. Cuz of the rain D: I don't like the rain
When I reached home, I went to watch Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto. I think cuz of this cold weather, I felt like sleeping. I watched the show till I almost fell asleep -.- Or was it because it's boring? Tomorrow then I continue watching again if it's possible..

I just watched Red Cliff II! I think it's nice yeh! Some of my friends say it's boring. Lol but I think the Part II is better than Part I. Really sad show D: About war and stuff, so many people died. But good movie! Takeshi Kaneshiro is still chao shuai! xD

Ohya! 4e9 won the Debate! Yay (: JIAYOU 4e9! ♥

you are only you when you're alone and nobody's watching

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Uhlo! Today's a busy day for me.

Morning:
Jing Yi, Livia and Me went online to discuss about Geog ppt slides and completed our part. And Joyce send me her part just awhile ago, so Geog ppt is done! :D I also did Chinese Jia Ju thing and also the HCL Paper that we had to finish up this weekend.

Afternoon:
Had Church. Kak Chan was the one who did the talking. Lol, I could understand some parts and it was kinda funny :D It's been awhile since I laughed so much at church. There's Church camp in the March Holidays. Church friends asked me to go.. But I'm not sure if I can make it though.. Anyways, I was surprised that Kak Chan knows my name. Usually when we leave the Chapel, we have to shake the hands of the pastor and the emcee of the day. And today, before I shook his hand, he said my name. Lol. Kinda surprised by how he knew my name. Lols, probably my sister luh. I think a lot of people know her. Haha.

I went to wait for my sis to come out of the room she has her sekolah minggu. Timothy was there and he asked me about my sis. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh. Sometimes I don't like the way people ask questions about my sis.. I don't know..

Night:
I did Zuo Wen! :D
I'm gonna watch a new anime I just found recently! Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto. A bit long uh, the name. Lol it's about Japan's History. Probably Meiji Era? or somewhere there. I love these kind of Samurai shows! Like peacemaker and Samurai Champloo :D

That's about today!

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Todaytodaytoday. Sigh, I only did a little bit of AMath D: Cuz I was watching The 12 Kingdoms. I left 6 more episodes to go and it's completed! :D It's quite nice :D Thanks Livia, for introducing it to me! In the afternoon, went for violin class. Uh, didn't learn anything new today.. But I didn't play well today D: I didn't concentrate.. Amirah once tell me that your feelings will affect how you play the violin. It's kinda true. Lots of things happened these days..

But I think I'll feel much better soon :D

you think i gave up on myself? what right do you have to say that? if i gave up on myself, i wouldn't have done it only yesterday but way back so that i wouldn't have to suffer that stupid fate of mine. if i wanted to give up, i would not be revising and trying my best. you say things so easily, but i'm the one who wants to cry most now. but i won't shed a tear. i'm not shedding any tear out of self pity.

Ah, anyway, I just watched Red Cliff. Paiseh, a bit late uh. Lols XiaoGu asked me to watch, so I decided to :D Not bad! Takeshi Kaneshiro chao shuai yeh! xD He acts as Zhu-Ge Liang and he looks so gentle and kind :D But Xiao Gu likes Tony Leung more (Zhou Yu) xD Hope I will have the time to watch Part II soon! :D

It's gonna be a busy day tomorrow! Project discussion, Church and homework to finish up! I wanna sleep le, Byebye!

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I've got mixed feelings right now. About Choir. Sigh, I didn't get into the SYF Group which I expected. Although I'm mentally prepared for this to happen already, I'm still a bit sad though. Hmm, but I don't think it's so bad afterall. If I'm optimistic.. I adapt VERY well in any type of conditions anyway..

At least, I could:
- Concentrate more on Schoolwork (Especially AMath differentiation)
- Quickly finish up Library Admin Stuff
- Iron my clothes (like finally..)
- Have more free time at home
- Have less scoldings from Ahyi just because I come home late on Wednesdays
- Have more time to practise my violin
- Watch more anime!
- Eat junk food

I don't have to go for Wednesday and Saturday practices anymore!

Anyway, I also don't think I deserve to be in SYF. Afterall, I'm lousy luh. No matter how hard I work, it won't matter, cuz my voice is just not.. good? Sometimes it's not the effort that you put in for Choir that matters. If you don't have the talent, you just don't luh.

Sigh, hopefully no one gets out of the syf group anymore!! If not it'll be really sad D: But since I'm not in the SYF group, I'll cheer on the choir :D Especially SOPOnes! ♥ JIAYOU!

Okay, back to school cirriculum time. Today, we got back our emaths paper! At first I needed 1/2mark to get my A1. But lucky I count count count, then realised that Ms Lee calculated the total score wrongly and I got my A1! :D Yay (: Kinda happy!

There was History SBQ Test. Uh.. Kinda difficult yeh D:

I really want to do well in my studies :D And since now, less choir practice, I should treasure the time I have! And work harder! JIAYOU, VIVI!

your reflection in the broken mirror

&the pages keep turning.

-eyes drooping-
Actually, I'm not that tired just that my eyes feels like resting. I don't wanna open my eyes D:

"Events" that occured today:
#1. Choir performance during Lower Sec Assembly.
I didn't really had the voice to sing some parts D: Guess I'm too throaty yesterday that it made my throat hoarse. Ms Lim came to conduct us and lucky she didn't scold us a lot today.. Well, compared the last few practices where she scolded walked out on us D: JIAYOU EVERYBODY!

#2. String Ensemble performed too!
Super cool! I wish I could play the violin that well xD

#3. Physics Olevel SPA.
Okay luh. Hope that all of us will do well (:

#4. Library Duty after school.
Lol, really relaxed cuz the whole time I was only talking to Mrs Malvina Lim about some Library Admin stuff :D Hopefully it'll be like this next week xD Then when Library Duty ended, I studied AMath with Jocelyn and xuele! Lol kinda fruitful I thought :D

That's about today!

a streak of light and hope

&the pages keep turning.

HELLOHELLOHELLO. Today's an OKAY day. Lessons were like that. Uh, like that luh!
We got back our History SEQ paper! And I was SUPER HAPPY with the results that I got! :D Maybe I'm feeling kinda guilty? Cuz people study harder but maybe they didn't score as well? All I did was read the textbook few days before the test and I remember whatever I read. I didn't write notes.. It motivates me to work harder sometimes :D But doing well for this SEQ paper makes me kinda disappointed with my Social Studies. Cuz usually, my SS has always been better than History but this time it's the other way around D: Sigh

Just now, we had AMath Quiz. Heng uh, quiz only, not counted. I'd probably get 2/119 MAX xD

After school was Choir. It started off with vocal training. Argh, I'm really lousy, can't sing nicely :x Time passed quite quickly..

Anyway, Ms Lim is coming tomorrow to conduct us cuz we're performing at the lower sec assembly. Sigh. I hope everything will turn out well D:

the hour glass is ticking

&the pages keep turning.

KONBANWA! I kinda felt that it's a good day today (: Lessons were pretty much the same.. Not that interesting :\ maybe except for SS? Where we watched a video on terrorism and there was Stalin and Hitler's face xD Lol Stalin looked kinda cute? HAHAHA or handsome? Lol xD

During the whole school hours, I was looking forward to after school, to go Gramercy with Teshura! And so, the bell rung and we went to Gramercy! I think Gramercy is a lovely music shop! :D We spent quite a long time there. Uh, because of me luh. Cuz I took so long to choose a violin book and in the end, I didn't buy any -.- And I bought a music stand le :D

After that, we lunched at "a pinch of salt". Lol, we chosed to eat buffet cuz it was cheaper. It costs 5bucks to eat like so junk food. There were about 10dishes (more than that) you can choose from and you can order as many as possible plates as long as you are able to finish it. If you fail to finish up your food, they will charge $1 for every piece of food that you wasted. Lol, the price is really reasonable. You get to eat lots of food like Cheese Fries, Wedges, Pasta, Soup of the Day, Ice-Cream(AWESOMELYGOOD), Fried Rice etc. for just 5bucks.

But one disadvantage of eating there. You have to wait chao long before the food is served to you. Maybe it's only today luh, cuz the shopowner(or whoever she is) said that they short of 2waiters today, that's why food was served at a slower rate.. Lol Teshura and Me were there from 2.45pm to 5pm. Lunch became dinner sia. Lol and Jorene even came to join us at around 4.40? HAHA we spent so much time there. But the 5bucks is worthwhile :D

ILOVEJUNKFOOD:D

我的世界不大，
但有一个空间一定有你

&the pages keep turning.

Good. AMaths is getting faster and faster and I'm lagging far behind the class, dying. This can't be any better -.- Chemistry and Physics lessons were really dry. The rest were okay.. I'm so proud of myself today! I managed to solve a difficult (to me it was super difficult)proving trigo question that Yunnie asked Jorene and Me to do! Lol, my working was very very long at first but I managed to cut down a lot of the workings. And I took a great deal to think of how to prove the identity -.- I'm really bad at proving stuff.

I hope there isn't gonna be any AMath test tomorrow. Since Plane Geometry is tested, I'm just gonna fail it. HAHAHAHHAHA xD

Anyway, I reached home pretty early today. About 2.50pm! Lol, I watched anime first before I started doing any school work. How typical of me. Play first, suffer later. Haha Livia's one better. Play and never suffer xD Or so she told me.

Joke: (Jorene say de)
Guy asked a girl: Do you believe in first sight? If not, would you like to me to walk by again?

I gotta do homework now! Byebye (:

轻浮的女孩

&the pages keep turning.

Paiseh, for not blogging yesterday. A bit lazy uh xD
Yesterday was a WOW day! In the morning, we(Choir) went to Hwa Chong for a Choral Exchange. There were 11 sec schools there, including us. NYG, StNics, Anderson, Fairfield, ChungCheng, BukitPangjangGovt, NgeeAnn, ACS(I), ChineseHigh(HC), XinMin. Lol the ACS guys got praised by Ms Lim for singing well xD Their SOP section is really cool xD Sing quite high :D Then 3 JCs came in at 12noon. HwaChong, National and Anglo-Chinese. Their voices were mature and good!

We had to perform for each other during this choral exchange and we sort of screwed it up. During the whole performace, Ms Lim constantly rolled her eyes at us D:

There's gonna be auditions by Ms Lim soon.. I'm so gonna fail D:

After that, I went home with Amirah by Mrt. Gotta rush cuz violin class was going to start. But when I reached home, I could even bathe and eat and dilly delly a bit xD Anyway, I wasn't late for class :D We learnt how to play notes on the D strings and Ms Xiao made us play one by one somemore :x But I think I did okay (: Not good but not bad either ^.^

I realised that xinyu is a hot topic xD

Yesterday night, I was supposed to do AMath when I came home but in the end I watched Nodame -.- IJUSTCAN'THELPBUTLOVETHISANIME. Watching that show makes me realised how much I suck at sightreading. Lols. I'm biased towards music sometimes. I only like to read the scores of songs that I heard before and can play it quite okay-ly. But when I don't know that song at all, I can't read the scores properly especially when there are rests all over. I'm bad at rhythmic stuff. Sigh, how can I improve?

Today! Lol I slacked in the morning again. Watched Bleach, Naruto and Nodame! AWW, the last episode of Nodame is so sweet! Cuz Chiaki hugged Nodame from the back xD It just makes me smile :DDDD But he a bit tall for Nodame xD

Afternoon, went to Church as usual. But today, I didn't go Youth cuz Ahyi asked me not to go and take care of my sis instead. So I brought my AMath stuff and waited outside the room where she had her Sekolah Minggu. I did only a bit of maths yeh D: Still not enough to catch up with everybody else D: When Church ended, it was raining super heavily D:

I don't like the rain. It's cold

i dreamt that you walked past my group of friends and me. You held the shoulder of this girl, smiling. You must be feeling happy (:

&the pages keep turning.