AHHH, I SURVIVED THE HISTORY PAPER.
It was 3 hours of.. Agony? LOL! It's the first time we're taking full paper. And I feel so relieve after the paper today.
The funny thing was yesterday I stayed up till 2am to study (I was surprised I could actually finish studying 3 big topics in about 7 hours) and today, the questions that came out were not what I focused on. LOL. Sigh, so it was a kinda screwed up History paper.

And needless to say about yesterday's Physics and GP.
I couldn't answer the qualitative questions for Physics and I totally screwed up GP essay and AQ for not evaluating well. Wish me luck..

Left Math tomorrow and Chemistry Paper 1/2 the day after.
I should stop screwing up papers :/
But I don't deserve any good results at this point..


Escapism

&the pages keep turning.

Sigh. Sian ttm.
I don't feel like studying at all.

I wanna..



Anybody..?

Anyways, I started about 2 episodes of this anime. It's called School Days. There were reviews about saying it's good etc. So I watched a bit of it. Then I wikipedia-ed and realised it's a story of romance betrayals. I hate plots like that. Lol sometimes I feel lazy studying, so I'll just watch anime. LOL. I need to stop man.

And I'm chasing after an anime that I can never finish watching: One Piece.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

&the pages keep turning.

Sigh, tomorrow's GG DD.

GGDD :x

I'm not readyyyyyyy.

&the pages keep turning.

God gave me a chance,
but I'm not sure how I'll grab it.
And I'm not sure if I'll make full use of it.

&the pages keep turning.

&the pages keep turning.

Let go of the past and your future will come.

&the pages keep turning.

"Home"

- Home is where my heart sings.

&the pages keep turning.

Yay! Got my new phone yesterday and I like it a lot :D
A bit big :/ And although Windows 7 Phone, tools wise lacking, but I think it'll be really fun to try something different from others since most people are using iOS or Android!

Today, we also had History make up lecture!
LOL, we had about 5 hours of History with breaks in the middle and covered lots of stuff. I don't like Global Economy :/

Oh then in the lecture theatre, I was sitting beside Charmain in one of the usual front seats. Then Han Ren came in and he asked "Who is that?" LOL! He couldn't recognise me cuz of the short hair but his reaction was epic :D Super funny! Ming-Xuan and Ester was laughing too. HAHAHAH! But regardless, I love my new hair :) Short and easy to maintain ^^

Anyways, I don't know why, I feel more alive recently.
I'm getting excited about life cuz I feel refreshed and my head's clear from those nonsense that I usually think about. I feel totally awesome. My mood's been much better also. I know exams are coming, but I still can't help it but feel excited about what's coming up in life :)


Gan batte kudasai! :D

&the pages keep turning.

Ahh, it's been a long long long long time since I last had short hair.
I love my new hair now cuz I SIMPLY LOVE SHORT HAIR :D But I look weird in this new hairstyle, yea I know, I know.

Hope that having short hair will make me more confident :)
I want to be a confident person like a 女强人!

Anyways, had my hair cut by Agnes at Hair Secrets. Lol she was recommended by my aunt and seems like a lot of my relatives go to her :D She's really a stylish person. But I think she got kinda pissed at me for being indecisive about the hairstyle that I want :x Oops.

Oh and I was actually lucky to get her to cut my hair. Cuz it seems like she occasionally go to Shang Hai's outlet or usually have to make appointments in case she's not around. I'm sucha lucky girl :D

Regardless, I'm satisfied :)
I feel so refreshed, now that my frizzy long hair is no more.

A NEW LOOK, A NEW (Hopefully) ME! :D


Lemons, lime, apple, me

&the pages keep turning.

Haha today's sucha lonely day.

I got up a bus which goes Tampines Interchange.
And it's empty :D Well, just the bus driver and me.

Then on the way to Hougang for violin lesson, I went there alone cuz Komala said she'd be late and asked me to go first(usually we'd meet at the interchange first).

I went to Bras Basar to get stuff from Popular, alone.

Going up and down escalators alone because the escalators were empty too.
It was like that at Bedok Interchange too.

Whoa, being alone is really cool. Especially in the bus.


There were just some things I didn't tell you,

&the pages keep turning.

Then when I met them at Macs, the first thing Jia Hong asked was, "Vivi, you look very sick eh." I sat down and Cass said, "Ya, you look very pale. Your lips."

Wow, how long ago was this.
It was enough to make me drown in my tears previously.

Then Jorene told me this yesterday,
If you didn't want to fight back for it, it just means that in the first place, it wasn't so important to you that it's worth fighting for.
I concur. Because my pride didn't allow me to.

&the pages keep turning.

STUDY LA!

LOL yes I should.
I only started a bit of Math yesterday.
Not that productive cuz I was kinda sleepy.
But anyways, I think feelings are what you think inside and then you feel.

If I think to myself and say that I'm happy, I will be.
If I think to myself and say that I'm sad, I will be.
If I think to myself and say that I'm tired, I will be.


So I should tell myself,
I AM HAPPY AND NOT TIRED!!
Ahh, that was kinda lame. TTM.

がんばって下さい

&the pages keep turning.