So I officially got fired by my boss OR I fired my boss - it's arguable, really.

I'm a little displeased at how my resignation was handled. I am technically still an employee of the company until 8 May at least. But I feel like I'm treated as if I'm not an employee anymore; I'm not needed anymore.

My boss has handled my resignation VERY badly. My 1.5 years stint has already been bad and I thought it would be better when I quit, but nope, even quitting was bad.

1) Just one day before I was told 'tomorrow is your last day' when she previously said that she would rather that I cash out my 7 days of Annual Leave.
2) I wasn't given the chance to do a proper handover, and instead, was asked to take a whole week of leave because 'I don't think you have much left to do'
3) Boss gave me a black face for a week when I told her that I was going to resign, before we talked about my resignation proper.

I really don't want to burn any bridges but I felt like I did. Sometimes I don't know what I did or did not do to deserve an experience like this. I've given my all to this company though it wasn't a job that I wanted to do but I still did my best. But now I'm just being treated like I'm nothing.

Friends will just say I'm being too emotional, overly attached to my job, I shouldn't give a fk about this etc. Here I am trying to handle my resignation professionally and do the necessary before exiting, but I'm not given the chance to. How to not feel 委屈? Am I really being too emotional about this?

Is there anyone who will acknowledge my feelings? To tell me they are valid feelings, valid concerns?

&the pages keep turning.

I just went for my first interview in a year!

And I owe it to Julia for this opportunity. 1.5 years ago, I got my current job with the recommendation from Wen Ting over a hiking trip in JB. And this time, I am shortlisted for an interview with the recommendation from Julia over a hiking trip in JB also! Haha. I need to go for more hiking trips to get lobangs.

I have been slow to apply for jobs, just occasionally applying a couple from time to time. But yea, usually I don't get called for interview. My last interview was with MOE for the School Counsellor position last Feb.

Today's interview is for the Psychologist position with MINDS. Hmm, honestly I'm not sure if they like me or if my answers were satisfactory. I tried my best I think. Can only hope for the best and prepare for the worst. Anyway what's the worst that can happen? Just continue with my job search la.

I only can't wait can't wait to leave my current company. Today is the first step 👍

&the pages keep turning.