disclaimer.
Navigations above the posts
Enjoy your stay here,
&hope something would inspire you.
Keep everything that's here just between you and me okay ;)
Thursday 27 October 2016
@18:11
Running man photo is up (okay since a long time ago but I only saw it today haha)! Chings, NY and I joined this RM group on meetup.com and yep, we attended it! At first I was really hesitant because that would mean having to make new friends (which sometimes I'm lazy to), have small talks with people, and be enthusiastic. But I'm glad I went because it was fun! The people who attended were a fun-loving bunch and it was easy to talk to them. The games were not bad too. Looking forward to the next meetup
On the side note, boohoo Gary is leaving.
Maybe Chings should replace him HAHAHA.
&the pages keep turning.
Wednesday 26 October 2016
@11:53
Boohoohoo. Thankful that the organisation gave me an answer as to whether they are going to hire me or not. Obviously they are not, if not I'll be jumping for joy now. Hahahaha.
Sian. Now I have to work hard for finals 😂😂😂
Time to apply for more jobs! Lemme just get over and done with this GLM assignment man.
&the pages keep turning.
Friday 21 October 2016
@23:34
My mood got really ruined by a comment made by one of my group mates today. We had our presentation last week and our journey towards d-day was not an easy one with quite a few conflicts. Nothing major. It's just differences in opinions but we still manage to work quite well on the whole. One of them had an idea of how to make the presentation more interactive. So yes, of course that'll be awesome to have. But the idea didn't materialise in the end. A few days before our presentation, I was asking that group how we are going to execute that idea. As of now (at that time), I really don't know how the end goal should look like and I need her input on this since she had the idea. And I thought she would have some clue about it. After that conversation, that group mate who came out with the idea took it as me opposing the idea. Sigh. Okay then nevermind.
Today, apparently one of the groups did this interactive activity in a manner that she wants our group to do. And she said this to me in our group chat "Vivi u can see what I meant nw alr Ahah" WTF. My whole night was just ruined by that comment (I know it's really not worth it but I just felt so disappointed and upset after that and I still am now). It's as if she was blaming me that her idea cannot be executed! I wasn't sure about her idea and I did ask her about it before to try to clarify and in the end nobody did anything then what do you want me to do?
#rants
I just needed an avenue to let go of my upsetness. I have never felt this upset with a groupmate before. I hope this is the last. I'm okay with conflicts sometimes but not this kind okay. When I made an effort to communicate but it back fired, and I get accused of whatever .
Time to let it go. And maybe it's just me misinterpreting her words
&the pages keep turning.
Monday 17 October 2016
@11:48
I probably haven't blogged about this but I'm going for my first job interview tomorrow! I'm really thankful for the opportunity to be called for an interview. The HR team emailed me a few hours after I applied for the job :O I have a applied for 6 jobs so far but only one got back to me. Still really thankful for this chance.
I'm more excited than nervous tbh.
Last week when I got the email, I was still feeling unsure about whether I really want this, but the more I think about what they could possibly ask and what I could possibly say, the more I think about what I could do for these people, the more I think about my purpose of being in this industry, I am more convinced now that I want this. The only thing that's holding me back is my lack of experience with this population. But if they are willing to give me a shot at the interview, I just gotta do my best anyway. If I get it, good for me, if I don't, maybe it's just not suitable for me.
My next thought is, what is mid terms if I have a job? But then again, I'm jobless now so I have to work hard hahahahaha. Mid terms on Wednesday - continuing to make the same mistake of starting revision late every semester 😂😢
Have a great week ahead everybody!
&the pages keep turning.
Saturday 15 October 2016
@14:44
:'(
Idk if Hillary Clinton's the best candidate, nonetheless, inspiring speech by First Lady especially in the first half. I don't really know how to express my thoughts on this in words, but I wish I was stronger, I wish I have higher self-efficacy to believe that I can do something about things like that. Thoughts just stay at thoughts, but they need to turn into actions to mean something.
"And in difficult times, we don't discard our highest ideals, no, we rise up to meet them, we rise up to perfect our union, we rise up to defend our blessings of liberty, we rise up to embody the values of equality and opportunity and sacrifice that have made this country the greatest on earth"
- Michelle Obama
&the pages keep turning.
@00:48
Hi! I think I've relaxed enough. Time to get back to work.
Here's photos of some yummy food (Just random)
Korean mushroom noodles from Kim Gary @ AEON Mall
Steamed egg with minced pork from Deck
This week's schedule has been crazy for me. Not because I have a lot of work (okay I do have but I've been procrastinating lately), but because I've been out and about, quite a bit. Had a little trip to JB with NY from Wednesday to Thursday (I did some work there too)! We explored Tebrau City near the AEON mall. The mall was somewhat disappointing. Even though they called themselves the biggest mall in JB, it didn't really feel that big and maybe it's the weekdays also, so the mood in the mall was... meh. I guess when all the stores are open, it'll get better? Oh but food choices were not bad considering that not all the stores are opened, oh except my milk tea!! No legit milk tea stores in the mall! How could they.... :'( Movies were cheap too. RM10 for student price ticket and yay we got them (although this NY not student anymore haha)! We watched Deepwater Horizon. We both liked the movie! And the ending scene was really touching. No sound tracks at all and all you see is families reuniting, the tears, the sorrows... Heart warming yet heart wrenching at the same time. Catch it if you haven't!
Then I came back to SG and straight away headed to Duke-NUS for a sleep experimental session. I had to sleep overnight there. So yeap, not home for 3D2N. Yay glad that I'm done with the sleep experiment and I get $$$$$! Always good money for sleep studies :) SUPPORT SLEEP STUDIES! ^^
Ahh but last week's sleep deprivation condition was really horrible for me. No puffy eyes, bigger eye bags or exceptionally dark eye rings (probably because I already have all these, so sleep or no sleep, no diff hahahahah). I couldn't keep myself awake at the Dean's Office. I napped and got "scolded" by the staff for sleeping haha oops. I really don't ever want to be sleep deprived again.
Anyway I just had my group presentation today. Yay one down! One more to go.
Time to start studying for my mid terms ON WEDNESDAY omgzxasdfzx
Too soon, too soon...
&the pages keep turning.
Thursday 6 October 2016
@22:48
Hi from an office at Duke-NUS campus.
I'm on a sleep study right now and tonight, I'm not allowed to sleep a wink.
Me @ 10.45pm. Let's see how my eyes will bloat up or how dark my eye circles will be tomorrow morning.
I'm bored. And sleepy (even though it's only 10.46pm haha)
&the pages keep turning.
