Yesterday, afternoon wasn't a busy period but the night was a bit busy :/

I'm always blogging about 'yesterday'. Haha because I can't possibly blog after I come back from work since it's already so late and I'd rather SLEEP :D Anyways, I did D/S yesterday with little disturbance so I was done pretty early. We could actually go home at about 10.30pm. Lol! But we got Christmas Cake to eat :D Our Ajisen Boss every year will give every outlet a cake. And our Christmas Cake is from Fruit Paradise at Manpuku. Lol must be very expensive but it was oishii-licious :D In the end we left at about 11pm :/ Lols.

And it was Elma's birthday yesterday! She didn't say anything about her birthday before so we didn't celebrate for her or what D: Sharon jie bought her a necklace and we shared the cost. I feel that at Ajisen, we're like a family. Warm and nice :D And I gave Elma a big hug :D Haha and in the kitchen, Yong Meng go and carry her and spinned her around. LOL and she was screaming away. Hahahahaha

Anyways, Dad, Mei and Ahyi left for Genting this morning. I'm half happy and half sad. Happy because today, tomorrow and the day after, I'll be free from Ahyi's "Laws". Lol. Sad because.. I probably lost my lifetime chance of going overseas together with Mum and Dad. They will be meeting Mum at Malaysia before going Genting cuz my Mum's flying over from Medan. I can't go for this trip because it's gonna be until 1st Jan. I can't get away from work. I can't possibly get 2 day off on New Year's Eve and New Year D:

Everyday I'm experiencing many new things.
They were too strong for me to take

Today's my Off day! Yay(:

emotionless soul

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I ended work at 9pm yesterday :D

We weren't that busy in the afternoon but at night, a bit uh :/ And you know what? I tried carrying 5bowls yesterday! :D Lol I did it 4times. But I was a bit scared not because of the weight but I was afraid that the top bowl might slide off and....... (Imagine yourself) But I'm somewhat proud of myself :D And Elma tried also! We're SAFE! :D

I was super accurate. It was 9.01pm and I asked Ah Ting if I could punch card and go home and she let me :D Haha so I left Ajisen almost immediately after I punched card :D Cuz I needed to go artbox to look for something and Yong Meng was waiting for me even though it's his off day :/

We didn't go home after that cuz I felt like it was early. Haha usually we leave Ajisen at like 10.45pm? Then yesterday was so early that I didn't feet like going home. We went to buy Chocolate Oreo and walked around T1. Seriously walked around -.- Aimlessly. Just to kill some time :/

Hope it won't be so busy today :/

understanding

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Yesterday was a busy busy day! At night.
Neilson worked again! Lol realised that our Ajisen Tampines becomes a little livelier with him around :D The next time we'll be seeing him is this coming Friday only! D: I had my break time with Vivian, Elma, Ying Hua Ahyi and Sharon jie! Talked about a lot of things again! It's kinda nice talking to them. We talked about ahem ahem (He's a Super Hot topic. Lols xD)

Today, there'll be a new guy coming for Interview. He's 16! :D

Sighsigh. I don't like emo people. Tsk. Makes me don't know what to do when I see them so sad D: I remember there was a period of time I was like so emo that it makes me feel disgusted going back to read those posts D:

And I realised that unrequited love ain't nice. But there's really nothing one can do to make the other party fall for you right? I think I have moved on. Truly wish that I have.

where were you?

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I can't believe I'm spending my Christmas working at Ajisen.
Lol not like I'll go anywhere anyways. Haha

We weren't busy yesterday. That's definitely a good thing for me :D I guess most families/couples/friends would want to party at home or do something else and not come out to eat :/

And it was Li En's last day yesterday. She looked like she was going to cry! (Or maybe she did. Omg) But I'm sure we'll be expecting to see her soon :D Hahahaha. Lol then Ah Qiang chef was saying 今晚老鼠明不能工作了. LOL! But he really was weird weird de. But in the end I realised it's because he didn't want to stretch his wound and make it worse and that's why he didn't talk much. Act cold uh :/

I don't think I will cry when I leave. I'll be sad but cry, maybe not :/

Neilson was also working yesterday. He everytime make fun and lie to me de. But I tell you uh, the way he stand at the front to attract customers is really GOOD uh! Super pro :D

like being stabbed in the heart

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MERRY CHRISTMAS! ♥

Yesterday was the Eve and we were pretty busy at Ajisen :/
I think today will be worse. Friday combine with a Public Holiday.
JUST KILL ME NOW! Lols.

And in the morning, I wasn't feeling well due to some reasons and I wasn't in the mood to do anything. Could be because I was drained out of energy before I went to work because of someone uh. I did D and D/S somemore -.- But at 5pm, I had my break with Li En, Elma and Vivian. After eating, I felt more energized :D I then talked to Vivian about a lot and a lot of things when Elma left to go somewhere and Li En sat behind to do some of her own stuff also.

My Christmas Eve night and Christmas morning.. I've experienced new things and heard so many things. My heart feels heavier every moment because I don't know what to do or more like there's nothing I can do.

the many sorrys

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Yesterday was a tiring day for me. Afternoon wasn't too busy but the night was pretty busy. I wasn't feeling well. It was pretty bad in the afternoon cuz I was feeling hot and cold and my heart feels weird and I had to breathe very hard. Could be because I got caught in the rain the previous day and I forgot to eat panadol before I went to bed :/

Luckily got Li En to help me buy Chrysanthemum (How to spell?) Tea for me. I really needed it. We didn't get to eat Kanitama yesterday. *moans* Yong Meng cooked for me some noodles thing. I didn't mind eating it even though the soup is Ajisen's soup cuz I felt like eating something blander than the usual food.

I ended work at 9 (Thank God. I needed to rest so much) and after work, Ah Ting talked to me about my flaws at Ajisen. I'm not good enough yet uh, need to work even harder.

Today, a bit better, but not totally well D:

Within the past few hours, many things are happening.
I'm confused. Please leave me alone. Stop asking. And don't force me.
I'm tired T.T

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Yesterday was my day off again!
I was out with Yong Meng and we went cycling. Woohoo. It poured like mad when we were cycling in the middle of nowhere and we were desperately finding a shelter. Lols. I love cycling in the rain. But it poured so hard that my eyes hurt to open T.T Ah, then he fell. I was so shocked when I saw the blood and it took me quite awhile to react. Lucky at that time got passer-by, then they helped him. Omg.

After that we had dinner at Parkway there and then went home le!
But it was so late, about 9plus when I reached home. Cuz the bus ride was uber long :/

Anyways, it's been a long time since I exercised. I'm growing fatter day by day cuz I'm stuffing myself with too much Ajisen food. Lols. I'm working again today. 2days pass so quickly :/

And I seriously need Jorene right now. But she's in China!! I have so many things I want to talk to her about and when it comes to these kind of thing, she's the only one I can turn to. Ohman. I want you back now D:

nothing was right

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A day just passed like that.
I have a day off today. And will be having another tomorrow :D

I did nothing much today except Mapling and watching anime. LOLS. I didn't go out either. I wonder if I am tomorrow.. There were problems with the Maple server and I couldn't play my main account. I realised I like to play Maple in the holidays. Haha. I remembered the last time I played was last year december holidays also :D

Anyways, yesterday at Ajisen, we weren't busy. I kinda liked it this way(: Time passes by a bit slower but I like to take things easy. I went to Ajisen smiling cuz I was pretty happy but in the middle, I got picked by Ah Ting again. Then I started to become more wary of my actions :/

I finally understood how it feels to hear somebody crying to you in the phone, saying that he/she doesn't want to live anymore. I felt so helpless.

a little step

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Thursday was my first month at Ajisen :D
And woah, yesterday was a busy day again. (Hopefully today won't be :/)
I had to do D and D/S yesterday and there were times when I needed someone to save me cuz the drinks receipts were piling up but the drinks that I made earlier weren't sent to the customers' table. But there was always someone who saved me when I needed a saviour (:

A lot of things happened yesterday. Unhappy ones. And I was mentally tired when we were going home D: Anyways, Jorene came over to eat Ajisen :D I gave her the chocolates that I wanted to give her for early Christmas present. And I'm glad that she liked them :D

When you stop saying thank you to little little things that happen often, you're starting to take things for granted. I don't want to be someone like that. And I feel really bad for causing trouble for my colleages at times cuz I'm seriously causing a lot of trouble for them.

arigato

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Yesterday was a busy day. For a Thursday.
We were shorthanded because Sharon jie was on MC and luckily they called Nelson back. Yong Meng who claims to be the fastest there (actually he is, really. lol) had a day off, but thank God Nelson was there cuz he's super fast too. Haha and he's so humble and said that we don't need him cuz he's slow and lazy. Yea right. LOLS.

Once again, yesterday nothing much luh. I was a bit surprised to see Yong Meng pop by in the afternoon to give me an Oreo Bubble Tea. I was seriously craving for it!! These few days uh, I keep wanting to drink Chocolatey stuff. And on Monday, when I ate lunch at JustAcia with Livia, I took 7 scoops of ice-cream and more than half was chocolate flavour. Lol I even drank hot chocolate after that -.-"

Then at night, after we cleaned up the place, Yong Meng pop by again. Lols. Some kind of coincidence huh? And then we all left and bus-ed with him again.

thinking that I will

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Lol. I start to spill things.
Previously, I put the tray at one corner and when I cleared the customer's finished bowls, it lost its centre of gravity and the soup spilled on my apron and shoe and pants. Then yesterday, I moved too quickly that the lemon tea in the cup spilled. LOLS.

I'm not going to be emo and question "What's wrong with me?" Cuz I'm definitely okay, I'm not spacing out or anything but it was just out of carelessness (and maybe a little of stupidity) :/

Anyways, didn't get to eat my Kanitama yesterday. I don't like their soup noodles there and in the end, I had to eat the soup noodle (Cha Shu Ramen) so I was quite ... ... -.- But after reading my comic I felt much better. Maybe I should be more thankful of the food I have. Not everybody get to eat Ajisen Ramen everyday and millions of people in Africa are starving.

Last night was a half horrible day. Bus ride home was quiet and thank God Jorene called if not I wouldn't know how to deal with the quietness :/ We talked for quite awhile cuz we haven't talked for like ages and Jorene said she got a lot of life stories about her workplace to talk about. Haha :D

you create disaster

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On Monday, I was out with Livia.
Lol we went only 2 places but we spent the whole afternoon, which was lunch at JustAcia and walk around at Popular Bookfest at Suntec. We both spent quite a lot of money and time at Popular cuz there were many things that we were attracted to. LOLS. We had to even give up some stuff if not we'll be spending too much money -.- Anyways, Genson's working there so just went there to support support a bit also :D Haha and he said we walked pass him so many times but I didn't see him maybe cuz he looked quite different with his apron-like-thing and a jacket over :D But in the end, after seeing Genson, we went home!

Yesterday, nothing much I guess. Just another normal working day. I did Opening but I didn't go home at 9pm. And Yong Meng even came super early to help me and buy food for me when I already had my breakfast. Sigh. I'm really afraid that I'll take his help for granted.

Ah Ting bought this cake-like-thing from breadtalk and it was really tasty! Haha then when I ate it and smiled so widely, she said "你看你吃到这样幸福" Haha

I think I'll be really sad to leave Ajisen. I'll miss my colleagues there cuz they're uber nice people(: But studies are more important right now D: so I can't work part-time.

untrue

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I'm irritated and disturbed.
I seriously hate people who make others sad and I hate myself even more for not being able to do anything. Tsk. Why must things be like that?

I realised that many things are one sided. When I'm looking over others, no one is looking over mine. But it's okay, life's like that. A bed full of roses? I guess so. Anyways, it's really hard to be a good person. I should just be a bad one and destroy everything.

We were quite busy yesterday night. But customers were not that unreasonable and there wasn't anyone who came in at 9.59pm to make the last order and eat 3-in-1 -.- So we could clean up quickly and go home. I wasn't in the mood to say anything or even smile as we were going home. Just felt so "argh" inside.

I have a day off today. I wonder what I should do :/

unrequited

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Yesterday uh. SIGH!

Some people uh, hai, say meet at 10am, then in the end leave the house only at 10 -.-" LOLS and when Yong Meng and Me reached KFC, no more breakfast le and it was quite late, then I had to walk and eat if not i'll be late for work at 11.30am. Ah, nevermind, since it's called fast food. Lols, then he kept apologising. And I wanted to eat the KFC porridge but too bad no breakfast meals already. Heard that it's not bad D:

Then at Ajisen, I recently started carrying 4bowls. But I'm still bad at it and yesterday, I had no way of carrying the 3bowls out of the tray and I needed someone to save me. I'm such a failure. I felt so "argh" after that cuz I'm like the only one who can't serve 4 bowls. And my left hand is hurting each day because I have never strained my left hand this much after that fracture.

I left a few more weeks and I'll be leaving Ajisen already. Feels kinda sad. And I enjoy eating with Sharon jie and Yong Meng. Yesterday, we 3 eat together! Haha eating with them is really fun :D

Yesterday, I managed to attend the 1h 30minutes of violin lesson. LOLS, we learnt vibrato and I seriously don't know how to do it. Ms Xiao taught us but I don't quite get it :/ She says it usually takes about half a year to master it. But I think I'm gonna take a year! ARGH!

doshite doshite

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Yesterday, Livia and Joyce came, as promised :D
Livia did treat me that half bowl. Tan Tan Ramen! And it was my first time trying the Baby Octopus. Lol. I don't know how to appreciate such food :/ And then Yong Meng treated us to the desserts (2 Ice cream pancake and pudding) Too much money to spend :/ although no service charge since he's a staff and got 20% discount somemore, but it's still money! But it was my first time eating those desserts and they're not bad :D

I did D/S yesterday and it was my turn to do the drinks. I kinda hated my job more than usual because of some people -.- Tsk. Irritates me.

I'm starting work at 11.30am today and I have break time at 2.30pm to 5pm! So I can go for my whole 1h30minutes of violin class today! I'm so happy :D

And I've decided that 25th Jan will be the last day I'm working at Ajisen. Cuz school's gonna start on the 28th Jan and Li En won't be working there anymore so I don't really see the point in working there any longer and I want to try to concentrate on school work :/ Sigh.

my story, your story

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I was pretty tired yesterday.
I had to be up early because I went to Korean Embassy to get my Passport early in the morning before I went over to Ajisen to do Opening. Wants more sleep *yawns* And today, I just wanted to wake up early cuz I'm trying to download Maple Story! Haha I wanna be a pirate and shoot! Anyways, I get to go home at 9pm yesterday but I chose to stay till everyone else finishes work. LOL I was indulging in Jellies, Sweets and Chocolates! I'll get fatter man. It's already late at night and I'm still eating. LOLS

Ah Ting never fails to get mixed up with Li En and Me. Always call us wrong names. Lols. And Sharon jie's coming back to work today! Haha kinda miss her after not seeing her for 4 long days xD

I'm starting work at 12 today. I don't like Fridays and Saturdays cuz we're usually really busy on these 2 days. I'm a lazy person huh. And Livia and Joyce are probably coming today! And I'm eating with them! I kinda feel excited :D

if yours had me

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I got a day off from work today :D
I had fun, out with Jing Yi, Joyce, Livia and Xin Fang. Jorene was working, so didn't get to go out with her. I feel like it's been a long time since we last met :/ Because of our busy schedule?

We went Sukiya to eat the lunch buffet. Shabu shabu. The food not bad luh, but expensive leh! Each of us about 20bucks :x And after that we went to catch a movie. We watched Couples Retreat. NC16 movie. Not bad also. Then after that, we walked around Marina Square and suddenly say want to play Hide-and-Seek. Lolols.

And my last week and last last week's off day, I did go back to Ajisen to see see look look. I always tell Sharon jie that I won't ever step into Ajisen when I got off day. Lol but in the end I still go back. But yesterday, I told myself that I'm so not going to Ajisen tomorrow (which is today) and I really didn't! :D So I'm at home right now. Relaxing :D

Anyways, yesterday wasn't a good day for me. I was unwell and felt really uncomfortable. I wasn't in the mood to get things done either but it was a pretty busy day. After "dinner", I almost vomitted out my food but maybe because I ate too full? Not too sure either :/ I felt like there was something in my stomach. Just felt weird luh :/

Back to work again tomorrow! But I'm doing the Opening tomorrow, so I'll be there really early :/ And Yong Meng's gonna teach me how to do since he's staying overnight at Ajisen tonight. Sometimes I wish that he doesn't help me too much. I know I'm like slow and not good with a lot of things but when he helps, I feel like I'm not learning anything :/

And recently, I did talk to Jie a bit. He said he talked to Regina. Lols and I jokingly asked if he still habours feelings for her. Lol, then he started talking about Jing Qun. I told Jie some stuff and he said this thing which sounded quite mean to me. About being kind :/ I'd rather not be treated kindly if those feelings weren't true. Sigh sigh. But it's been a long time since we talked anyways.

probably yours but replaced by others

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I woke up at 4plus today. My Mum went back to Indo just now. So I went to the Airport with her to send her off. Lol we had breakfast at Ya Kun's. I know that my Mum don't like butter but I didn't know she hates it. Haha. When I reached home at about almost 7am, I went back to sleep. A bit tired :/

I'm working again later. But I have a day off tomorrow :D

Yesterday uh. Nothing much happened I guess. It wasn't a busy day.
I hope it'll be like that again today! Lolols.

I'm such a lazy person. Haha

And Xiao Gu and Ahyi said I lost weight. But I don't feel it at all. I felt like I put on a lot of weight cuz even though I'm working, the food portion at Ajisen is really big. Lols. And I eat mayo like I'm drinking water. Lols. Mayo is super fattening. Haha. Yesterday uh, Yong Meng put a lot of mayo in a tempura bowl for me and I finished them all but lucky got Li En to help me eat a little. If not I'll grow even fatter. Lols. And got high cholesterol.

I just watched the latest episode of Naruto Shippuuden. Uber awesome! :D

misunderstandings never cease

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Hello! I didn't blog the past few days cuz I have been quite busy in the morning and yesterday, I just wanted to accompany Mei and watch TV with her.

Mei just undergo an eye operation on Friday. It must have been really painful. Yesterday when Ahyi helped her put her eye drop, she whining in pain and when I saw it I teared cuz it really pains my heart to see her like that. She's so young yet she has to go through this.

And they didn't need me to be in the hospital on Friday, so I was working. And it was Li En's birthday! :D There was a mini celebration after we cleaned up the place and everything. I'm glad that Li En was happy. Or at least she looked happy :D

Yesterday was a busy day at Ajisen. I wonder if I can stay at Ajisen till February. I've been really tired lately and I seriously can't understand how one can work there for years. I spaced out quite a lot in the morning :/ Just so not into my work.

Just this morning, my Mum and Me talked a little about my future and Mei. She asked me about what I want to study and work as next time and then once again, she asked if I want to get married. Haha she doesn't seem to mind me not getting married, in fact, she seemed quite happy about it cuz I can take care of Mei then. Lol! I guess I just haven't found that Mr. Right! Hahaha xD

wakaranai

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Yay! It's my Off-day again :D

Thanks to Yong Meng who saw the cross on my name for today!

I'll be going out later with Li En, Yong Meng and Livia. Lol I asked Livia cuz I felt awkward and she's like the only one who's not working now -.- and is so free. Hahaha.

I hope it'll be fun! (:

Anyways, yesterday, even though it was Wednesday, we were pretty busy :/ And Shi Bei came again. Lol! One week can come 2 times. LOL. I'm starting to feel really tired these days cuz I haven't been getting enough sleep. But I have only worked 2weeks and I'm this tired already :/ How can I withstand 2whole months and plus plus? Ohmy.

I seriously just wanna sleep :/
My Panda eyes are growing darker everyday and I find it scary to look at it.

Sometimes I feel like I'm giving it to others, but nobody is giving it to me. When will it be my turn? When can somebody be happy for me? Or even cry for me..

the many words said
I hate those the most

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Ah ah ah, I'M GETTING AN OFF-DAY TOMORROW!

I was really tired yesterday.
The previous night, I only slept at 1 because of somebody -.- and I woke up at like 7plus yesterday to go out with my Mum, so I was really sleepy and on Slow-motion-mode. Lols.

I'm feeling better today (Maybe)
Later still have to go to work. Sigh.

I'm going out with my Mum again later, for awhile :D

Yesterday on the bus ride home. I got bitten by that idiot! -.- The bite mark on my arm was still there when I reached home. Today don't have le, Thank God. I seriously didn't think that idiot will be so serious to bite me. Lols.

kyouminaishi

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Yesterday wasn't a super busy day. Okay okay.
My rest time was with Yong Meng. And before that, there was only 2 of us cuz the others rested earlier. So he was like One-Man Show, cuz I'm not really needed cuz he does things really fast. Anyways, for staff meal, he cooked the noodles and the side dishes and it felt quite awkward eating together. Lols even though I'm supposed to be used to it but I'm not, yet.

Thank God, Jenny came awhile later. Lolol

Last night, I was a little touched, honestly.
It was 11plus already, I was on the bus home with Yong Meng and then my Mum suddenly called me to ask me where I was and was worried for me. When I reached home, she haven't sleep yet. Until I bathed and everything then she went to sleep. I'm a bit touched.

Sometimes, I feel that being too independent isn't good at all.
You'll feel kinda lonely at times.

This morning, I was out with my Mum :D Quite happy :D
We went to the temple to pray and then ate vegetarian food, bought some stuff and went home. Lol, and my Mum would hold my arm and we'd walk together and I think it kinda feel nice :D

Have to prepare to go to work! Ja ne

like never before

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