Life sucks.
Quite a few tests are coming up this week D:
Demands of chamber practices and PW deadlines are just behind me. Chasing after me. I hate life. I wanna escape D: I just wanna fall sick so that I wouldn't have to go to school..

I'm not in the mood today D:
I'm tired cuz I lack sleep for the past few nights.
Homework and tutorials are piling up. And as usual, I'm not coping.

I'm so afraid that I'll break down one day.

It's the same feeling of paranoia once again.
I hate it.

VIVI JIAYOU!! D:
Because you can do it!! D:

&the pages keep turning.

HELLO! I'm back from Chamber camp! :DTiring! And I'm feeling kinda sleepy now :/
We had practice for all 3 days. And yesterday was intensive one. From 9plus am to 10plus pm. LOLS. And my neck and fingers hurt like crap. Friday night was J1 games(very interesting :D) and yesterday night we had night walk! Anyways, I'm glad to be back at home :D I kinda miss home and you!

I'm still feeling sad cuz I can't go guitar concert D: Ohman..

I gotta finish up lots of homework later D: JIAYOU!

Sometimes I'm not sure if I should believe you.
Because yours words are lies to me.
But maybe that was true..

&the pages keep turning.

Sigh, finally can rest a bit today.
Not so hectic because we have no tutorials tomorrow.
Thank God so so so much.

It's gonna be the start of camp tomorrow D:
Aww >.< I think I'll miss you!
And I have to miss violin lesson too D: I'll miss lesson D:
Exam results are gonna be out soon also! I'm kinda excited about it!

Today's a kinda funny day. Laughed a lot. And I bet Mrs Toh was angry with me D: And she picked on Tesla also. She must dislike me a lot cuz I'm always so noisy and loud. Chemistry practical was the best of all. It made my day because Jasper was really hilarious. Hahaha :D Math test today was okay. I hope to pass it. I don't want to stand for 5 tutorials >.<

The next time I blog will probably be next week D:
I'll be away. Don't miss me too much ;D

JA~

&the pages keep turning.

I'm here because I just to escape from doing work D:
For a little while. And I want sleep.

I'm being paranoid now.

I can't cope with school work and chamber stuffs.
I don't understand any Chemistry, Physics, History and Math. Basically it's almost all the subjects. I don't know. I think it's just me who's not putting in effort.

I hate this.

There'll be camp this weekend, and now I have to rush every damn homework because I'm always procrastinating. As I always say, it just serves me right. Congrats.

I hate this feeling of paranoia.

And today's the first time I actually do work during break.
Because I know I need to get things done D: If not I'll be done for.

I'm losing red blood cells every moment.
So just leave me alone D: And don't test my tolerance level D:

needing you

&the pages keep turning.

LOLS.
I felt so guilty yesterday :/
For not getting any work done, making you wait alone etc.

In the morning was TA Open House. We performed twice and both were quite soft I think. LOLS. School provided us with breakfast too. Nasi Lemak. LOL. I feel sinful. Eating Nasi Lemak, Fries and more fries and drinking Double Chocolate are really sinful. LOL.

Anyways, we learnt a new song during class yesterday ;D
Quite nice. But difficult at first :/

Okay, I need to get some work done right now. Ja~

More than just that
有想要牵手的感觉吗？
我似乎找到了答案吗？

&the pages keep turning.

Today sure sucks D:

I'm losing control of my emotions.
And tears just welled up in my eyes as we talked about it.

I guess it's still quite a sensitive issue for me.
That's the greatest reason why I don't cry over friends,
cuz there are other problems worse? :/

After school, had PW meeting. Lol quite productive I thought :D There was also Chamber practice :D Tomorrow's TA Open House. I'm slightly looking forward to it! :D

I reached home at around 6pm. Lol one of the earliest this week. I practised violin till 9plus also. Sigh, still can't play the songs fast enough D: And there's Chamber camp next week. I want to be able to play the songs by then, but somehow it seems kinda impossible :/ JYJY to me D:

Do you feel the same way as I do?
Maybe you're not even bothered by it.

&the pages keep turning.

It's finally going to be the end of the week! I love weekends :D

I don't really know what to blog about actually. And anyways, I can play chords on the guitar already! I was trying out Fall For You :D Hahaha I sort of succeeded! Yays(: Thanks to somebody ;D

And I like Chamber practice yesterday :D We then had rehearsal for TA Open House which is this coming Saturday. The songs we're playing are nice ^.^

Didn't feel this way before

&the pages keep turning.

♥

HELLO!

I FINALLY CHANGE BLOGSONG! :D

Anyways, yesterday uh, I met Hui Qi, Jing Yi, Jocelyn, Joyce, Livia and Xin Fang at Marina Square's Pizza Hut. Unfortunately, I couldn't stay to talk to them for long because I have lessons at 2.15pm. Lol so in the end I only get to meet and talk to them for about 30minutes and I cabbed down to Tampines Mall. Omg. Still late luh.

And one of our class's Senior-Junior is so coool! :D

My friends were like teasing when I first entered the room. Cuz they know that I have always thought he was cool and stuff xD And he's called Guo An or something. HAHAH!

Then headed for City Hall with Dylan after lesson to collect his CD and dinner at Pasir Ris -.- The distance was really far luh. LOLS. And yesterday was my cab day -.- It was late at night already so I decided to take a cab so that I can reach home faster and prevent myself from getting skewered :/ MY MONEY!! T.T Lols, 2 cab rides in a day somemore. I have never done this before! HAHA

And then, realised that Dylan left his CD. So today had to meet him to give it back to him. Turns out he cheat me. LOLOLOL. *Inside stuff* LOL. And Youth service was okay luh (: It became quite emotional I thought :/

Then on the way home, I was stopped for a survey about God and his testimony :/ Argh.

That's about it. Lols.
I HAVEN'T REALLY STARTED ON ANY WORK.
I'm the best at procrastinating. Congrats to me -.-

11.04.10

&the pages keep turning.

Awesomest. Go for Chamber Concert! :D

&the pages keep turning.

I can't believe that I'm feeling the way I do now D:
I can't believe that I'm feeling the way I do now D:
I can't believe that I'm feeling the way I do now D:

I seriously can't believe that I'm feeling the way I do now D:

Lectures were.. .......... I felt like sleeping luh.

Although I slept early last night, I still feel tired D:
After school, there was Chamber practice. I'm screwed. I can't play a single thing -.- And yayness, there's violin lesson tomorrow! Lol, combining class with Senior-Junior liao..

Today, some of us just stayed back in school to talk talk also and then accompanied them for dinner. Haha as usual talked a lot of crap luh xD

And then yesterday, when we were having break, ohmytian. Robert played the guitar. ohmytian. ohmytian. ohmytian. He can play chords and then nice songs!! Lol. It was damn cool luh xD I like to hear people play the guitar!

For dinner, half of our class went to Yoshinoya! Mini class outing again ;D I just love CG24/10! :D And most of them left, leaving Jingle, Dylan, Han Ren, Lim Pin and me. They accompanied me to buy shoes for school :x I damn paiseh luh, cuz they had to wait for me to choose shoes and we kept walking around to look for the non-existant Fila shop. I insisted there was one -.- LOL.

Anyways my dream is to have my other half play the guitar/piano and then we can sing together xD Haha sounds really corny though xD

I still can't believe that I'm feeling the way I do now D:

&the pages keep turning.

Okay, somebody said the post was emo.
So yea, I'm here to brighten my blog up! xD

I think all the confusion and misunderstandings have been all cleared.
And I've been trying real hard to face my true feelings and stuff like that.
I'm a happy girl now :D Lol.

As usual luh, quite a lot of homework these few days D:

I want more sleep! :x

if they were the same as mine

&the pages keep turning.

I feel crappy right now.
I was on the verge of tears.
And thanks Jorene, for always being there for me when I needed the most D:

not treasuring the right things

&the pages keep turning.

Yesterday!

In the morning, went to NTUC with Ahyi and Mei.
Lol I met Ah Luo there xD Coincidence #1 of the day! :D

Afternoon, I had violin class :D YEAAAAA!
But we play the same songs again luh. Lolol.
And starting from next week, we're going to combine with our senior-junior. Hope they're not too pro :x AM I GOING TO SEE YOU MORE OFTEN? OMG. GTH out of my life.

After that, accompanied Dylan to get his guitar stuff and present for someone ;D at City Hall & Bugis. LOL. The guitar shops were damn cool. They were like WOW to me when I see those beautiful guitars being displayed. I wish I could play the guitar. Man~ D: Then, I saw Auntie Ying Hua at Bugis Ajisen! Coincidence #2 of the day! :D

We had dinner at Yoshinoya and I was treated to Ice-cream and FRIED MARS BALLS. FRIED MARS. LOL. FRIED MARS! LOL. FRIED MARS!! LOL. But it tasted quite good. Just a bit too sweet cuz it's MARS. LOLOL.

And then home sweet home.

I didn't do anything for the past 2 days.
I'll have to chiong all my homework and study for Physics -.-
Procrastinating sure rocks D:

mixed feelings can't be seperated

&the pages keep turning.

I'm thinking about it every moment.
I recalled every word of it.
You startled me.
I'm going mad.
What's gonna happen?

next

&the pages keep turning.

I didn't even realise that I haven't been posting for almost a week.
It shows how busy this week has gone by *moans*
With PI and lots of other homework D:

Anyways, on Thursday, it was APRIL FOOLS'! I got tricked by Dylan and Wen Xiu early in the morning -.- Then we had Sports Day! :D LOL Delta won quite a lot of stuff! Yays(: And overall, we got 2nd. Cheerleading was pretty unique and cool also :D

After that, we (Same old people plus Lim Pin) went to Downtown East. We wanted to go Kbox/Bowling/Pool but everything was expensive or can't wear uniform in so we abondoned that idea and went Dylan's house. We had dinner at Just Acia! Rocks :D I just love the food there. Oh crap, I should have taken a picture of the ice-cream we scooped. Dylan and me competed to see who can eat more ice-cream.

1st: 2 scoops of ie-cream
2nd: 3 scoops of ice-cream and so on.. Until the 6th: 7 scoops. Lol

In total, we ate 20 scoops of ice-cream. LOLS.

Dylan got dog. Why do people keep dogs? LOL.
At first I wasn't that scared. I still carried the dog. And then Dylan released his dog a.k.a Bubbles on his bed and I become so scared. She barked luh! And I jumped. Omg.

We camped overnight at his house. Wen Xiu and Martin left first. Before that we played card games and stuff. LOL I suck at Stress. And we walked Wen Xiu and Martin out and we went for night walk. Walk until don't know where also. I just know that we walked a long long way. Reached back his home at about 2+am and we started playing guitar. I learnt to play the Doraemon song! JOIN GUITARCHAMBER ENSEMBLE! xD

Jingle went to sleep. And Dylan and me played Guitar/Band(Don't know which is it) Hero.YAY! I can play medium already. Cuz we played at 5plus, the easy was really....... -.- Make me feel like sleeping. And we played till my visions blurred. Lol. We went to sleep at 6plus, till 8plus. AND WE ALL WENT HOME AFTER THAT. Ahyi sort of scolded me D:

Ah, she said my friends are a bad influence to me D:
Cuz in TKGS, I seldom stayed till very late.
I'm screwed luh. I think I'm going to get grounded one day. Lols.

Yesterday, when I reach home, I closed my eyes on the table and Ahyi was "scolding" me again cuz she knows when I have sleepover, I don't really sleep. So I decided to play violin! Playing violin makes me feel awake! :D I so love the 2 new songs Ms Xiao taught us how to play! :D And I practised other songs and vibrato also! YAY TODAY GOT LESSON! ♥

Anyways, we went Parkway and ECP yesterday.

Present: Cassandra, Jingle, Han Ren, Joshua, Lim Pin, Martin, me D:

So little people. It was just a (super)mini class outing? We were supposed to cycle there but it was too late when we reached ECP so we just sat on the beach and played card games and talk. LOL Jingle just learnt how to play Taitee then and she owned all of us xD Her cards are super good luh :D

We had dinner at Mossy. Dylan joined us. But we had to leave shortly after we finish eating. Sigh, Ahyi smsed me again D: I hate people controlling me. It's not like I'm with bad company D:

We bus-ed home and WTS. Joshua and Han Ren were like Paparazzi. Keep taking photos of Dylan and me. And somehow, Joshua and Han Ren became my best fwens. Fwens. Lol. But yesterday was an uber cool day. Han Ren showed his true colours. His unwavering love for..!

When I reached home, I bathed, blow dry my hair and went to sleep. I was so tired luh. But some things stayed in my mind for awhile before I got dragged into my paradise.

I don't know what I should feel now. Everything is confusing.

And for the past hour, I sneezed more than 10times already -.-
Somebody must be cursing me, thinking of me, and then I am confused. LOL.
And I became sick.

Some kind of mystery.

&the pages keep turning.