I forgot to post about yesterday's Funorama XX at ACJC.
Lol it was super crowded! And Livia, Jocelyn, Xin Fang and Me went to support Jing Yi! :D Hahaha Jing Yi was a good host :D But we didn't do much there, just eat some stuff. LOL things are uber expensive there ._.

Today, I'm feeling so sleepy.
Cuz I slept very late last night and I'm forced to wake up early D: *moans*
Youth service was okay. The songs we sang was okay too. One of them was by Nikita and Hillsong :D Their songs are pretty nice. Well, some of them are :D

This morning, I was trying to find Salut D'Amor scores. Ahh, I couldn't find the score that contains just violin. The one that I have has the accompaniment part also D: I don't want. And I found the String Quartet version. But oh man, I have to pay to download it D:

Anyways, sometimes you can't blame me for having such thoughts. More of my half of my life has passed without you here. Not that I mind, but you wouldn't understand the insecurity that I felt all these while. Nothing really matters in the end.

selfless faith

&the pages keep turning.

I'm feeling quite happy today.
For don't know what reason :D

Maybe because of violin lesson! We learnt 2 new songs today(: At least exam pieces are no more (For now) :D And one of the songs is Somewhere over the Rainbow :) It's very nice! And then just now I practised violin when I reached home. I think I got inprovement in doing vibrato :D Yays(: I just have the sudden urge to keep playing! And why?

PASSION answers it all ♥

Yesterday, we had Chamber practice. I stayed back till 5.30pm to practise some of the songs. And I asked Jingle and Joshua to come to chamber room if they're bored. Can play piano and stuff ma :D LOL, and they heard my horrible playing. Omg. I seriously lousy. Cuz yesterday was a CCA day for many of us, then we had dinner together. While waiting for Cassandra and Jerrie's CCA to end, we were at the canteen, playing guitar and violin. LOL I want to learn the guitar too!!

Anyways, for the dinner, those who went: Cassandra, Emmeline, Jerrie, Jingle, Wen Xiu, Dylan, Joshua, Lim Pin, Martin, Zuhair and ME! :D

Lol we ate at Simei there. Food court near the MRT. And we sat there will 9plus, chatting and gossiping. LOL. And we did gross stuff like mixing things into Joshua's drinks. Haha. But still, I LOVE CG 24/10! ♥ Just that some people like to teast me and you know who luh :/

falling, falling, and falling

&the pages keep turning.

Yesterday wasn't a too good day for me either.
Still having bad headache, cough and flu.
But I decided not to whine like what I did the day before. Cuz I know whining is irritating. I just have to take more care of myself and I'll get well soon, hopefully.

But I didn't exactly take care of myself D: I ate KFC for dinner yesterday! Some cheezy meltz thing and Root Beer. LOL -.- I'm not supposed to drink cold drinks. And I was there with Jingle, Wen Xiu, Martin and Dylan. Lol the same old people again ^.^

And for Chamber practice yesterday, a bit slack but I did practise my Simple Symphony and I think there's a slight improvement :D I'm glad I practised it in the holidays :D And there was only 7 of us -.- But 5violinist. 2 violin 1s and 3 violin 2s. At first Felicia went to the Piano there, so left Vanessa and me. LOL most of the time she's playing luh, cuz I can't really play :/

Today is a long day. Lessons only end at 4.40pm for us. Then "the same old people" went to Macs to chat until 6plus xD Hahahaha. Maths is tough D: Every subject is tough actually D: Sigh.

There's Chamber again tomorrow :D

to the other side

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Hello D:
I'm still sick today.
Feel kinda worse today, cuz I can't really breathe. It's not exactly block nose but when I breathe in, it feels weird! :/ and my head's like splitting because of that D: I wanna go see a doctor and take an MC tomorrow! D: But lectures and lessons are really hard to keep up if I were to miss them D: It's not like Secondary School anymore D: And I coughed too much these few days that my stomach muscle aches *moans*

School was draining for me today D:
Life sucks. Hate life. JKMNow D:

After school, Jingle, Wen Xiu and me went to the Library. To wait for Dylan and Martin to finish their Chinese lesson. And mug? Lol at least both of them were, but I was lying on the table, "sleeping". Really felt sick and tired. I should be more positive! Positivity helps one recover faster! SIGH.

I think I'm feeling slightly happier these 2 days! Ever since that, we seem to be talking more :D And I'm glad to have a friend like you(:

thoughtful for the unthoughtful

&the pages keep turning.

I decided to post before starting my GP homework :D

There was no Youth service today. So I just walked around Plaza Singapura. Yay, I took 3 more pictures for PW! :D And then I went to Daiso. OMG. I spent more than 30minutes there I think. Just walking around. But in the end I bought food stuff. OH and I tried the Crayon Shin-chan biscuit that he LOVES to eat. Lol! And it tastes great! :D

OMG. I'm seriously ill. Sore throat(since 2 days ago), then running nose and cough D: I KEPT SNEEZING. I SNEEZED UMPTEEN TIMES TODAY. Omg. I'm really sick D: I wish I can excuse myself from school tomorrow D: Hate school.

Yesterday I got scolded for sleeping late.
I'm always contradicting. When people scold me, I won't like it. Just like how Ahyi scolds me. I don't like it. And it made me think of my parents. I feel that they don't care about me. It's always about my sister and only my sister. But then again, I don't want them to care for me by scolding me. Then Ahyi said that they're too tired to scold me already. I must have been really bad D:

all wrong

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VIOLIN EXAM.
Screwed. Lol. My first 2 pieces and sight-reading was CRAP. LOL.
My distinction flew away already D:

After that, went to watch Alice in Wonderland with Jingle, Joshua, Martin and Zuhair at TM! Ah, the movie was okay only. Lol then walked pass Ajisen a lot of times. Lol. Yong Meng did Opening. Saw him, but luckily he didn't see me. Lolols :/ And we had lunch at the food court. Lol took a long time to find seats :/ And that Dylan, omg. Suggested the 10.50am timing for the movie, and in the end only woke up at late 2+ when we were already finishing our lunch -.-

LOL then they came over to Aquarius to "study" -.- We did more talking than studying actually. And Wen Xiu and Dylan joined us. LOL they came together somemore. HAHA. Most of them left my place at 6.30 and Martin at about 7pm. And left Jingle and Dylan. Lol we 3 didn't study much also -.- We were talking about a lot of people xD

It's so fun to talk about scandals. LOLS.

Anyways, the new term's gonna start soon. *moans*
I've not completed any homework. Good job Vivi! D:

what would i do?

&the pages keep turning.

TODAY.
Such a slack day D:

I ironed by clothes in the morning. LOL it's been months since I last did mass ironing. LOL. I took really long to finish ironing. Omg. Then I started practising violin for the next 5-6 hours. LOL. And you know what? I'm not done with Simple Symphony. I used up 3hours plus just to practise the FIRST movement and I still don't get it in the end. I'm SCREWED UP.

Lol I only practise exam pieces for a little while.
Tomorrow's exam. Wish me luck man -.- I'm done for.

Mm, am I thinking too much? I suspected some things recently. Hopefully I'm wrong. But at the same time. I want to be right. Maybe I'm getting too conceited.

just a little luck

&the pages keep turning.

I think it's gonna be a long post.
Cuz many things happened in the past few days :D

SUNDAY.
Church was okay.. But I'm screwed up as a keyboardist. I played something wrongly for every song and it was always Lia who was always covering up for me. After that, went to meet Emmeline, Jaime, Dylan, Joshua, Lim Pin and Martin at Orchard/Somerset to walk walk, take photos for PW. Oh, I ate some Japanese Parfait! I ordered some Dark Chocolate Parfait and OMG. IT TASTED SOOOO GREAT.


Then a lot of people left at 6plus, then left Dylan, Lim Pin, Joshua and Me. We had our dinner at BK. Omg. How many years have I not eaten BK. Then talked a lot about life stories. Haha so interesting. I wish my life was that dramatic too.

Actually, I just passed a dramatic phase.
My November-December-January holiday was a drama. A joke. A mistake.
The biggest mistake.

MONDAY.
Cassandra, Jerrie, Dylan, Jasper, Joshua, Han Ren and Me, we went to eat Ajisen Ramen! 50% discount on Ala-Carte Ramen :D We were there from 1plus to 6. Lol same thing luh, eat already then talk and talk and talk, gossip and gossip and more gossips. Then at 5plus they started doing tutorials. Omg.

At night, I just did Chemistry tutorials. It was really hard D:
My Chem is screwed up also :/ I need help badly!

YESTERDAY.
Chemistry extra lesson in the morning. Lolol -.- Redox is crap. I don't think all of us are concentrating fully. Could be because we're all thinking about the CG outing. HAHAHA. CG OUTING! CG OUTING! CG OUTING! :D

It was fun at Emmeline's house! Played GUITAR HEROOOOO. And I can't sing for nuts. Dylan and Lim Pin are imba people. They are damn in tune. And Emmeline sings really great! ^.^ Then we started BBQ-ing at 5plus. I love starting the fire! :D And we camwhored a lot. GO TO FB TO VIEW THE PICTURES! :D

At 6plus to 7, Jerrie, Han Ren, Cassandra and Me were teaching some of them to play Bridge. Lol while the rest did the BBQ-ing. Felt a bit bad not helping them much :/ Then they decided to play Cheat! I can't lie well, so I excused myself and did the BBQ stuff. Lol :/ We played Truth or Dare in between. Lol mine was Truth and it was a simple question asked by Mr Han. Haha :D But some of the Dares were pretty hilarious! Lols.

We only left Emmeline's house at 12plus. LOL. Wen Xiu, Dylan, Lim Pin and Han Ren actually camped at Macs at Tampines East CC till today morning. LOL! And when I reached home, I got scolded -.- Cuz it was late. Then Ahyi locked the door and tied ropes around the knob and lock so that I wouldn't be able to open the door -.- It took me quite a lot of strength to open that door. Tsk.

TODAY.

SIGH. And something's definitely wrong with me these 2 days. I've been eating slower and slower. I didn't have the appetite to eat anything :/ And yesterday, at the BBQ, I ate only one Satay and 4 marshmallows :/ Then today, went to the CC and ate breakfast with them. I ate the burger so slowly D: Totally not the usual me. It could have started from yesterday morning. I had a tummyache. Craps. Felt so uncomfortable during Chemistry lesson. And then for lunch, I bought Korean food. I usually love eating it. But yesterday, I felt like I was gonna puke after eating it -.-

I went for lesson at Ms Loh's place. Argh, Aural practice was crap. A lot of mistakes. I played the exam pieces so crappily also. I tend to play very fast for the first song and it causes me to stumble upon many many notes :/ I'm screwed up for exams! My distinction! T.T

Okay, I think I'm done for today. D:

if instincts were perfect

&the pages keep turning.

I went Church before violin lesson today :D
Rehearsal 2! Michael seemed to be a little unwell :/
Hope I just don't screw up tomorrow's thing.

Today's the last violin lesson before exams on Friday D:
I'm kinda unprepared :/ At least my Scales and Arpeggios are okay xD
AND I REALISED THAT I SWITCHED BOWS WITH MY CHAMBER MATE. Probably the bow that I have now is Felicia's. Omg. I only realised it today when I was applying Rosin on my bow and turning the knob. The bow looked different, felt different and the weight is also different. I want to get a new bow. My bow is heavy D:

After class, you appeared. OMG. Why must you appear in front of me?
It was raining after class, and I didn't have an umbrella. So I had to wait until 5pm for shuttle bus home from Century Square. Means that between 4 to 5, I have to walk around TM first. Argh. The first 15minutes was an awkward one. Then LUCKILY I saw Ivy and Ah Luo! They seriously SAVED MY DAY! Like two angels descended from the heavens. Omg. I needed a saviour so much!! T.T

And why are you so persistant?
Just leave me alone. I wish that you could get further away from me.
Or disappear from my sight.

Oh and I met Joshua at TM. Lols.

leading to where you are

&the pages keep turning.

Today's a short day!
Lessons ended at 11.40am for some of us :D And we could go leave school at 12.30pm then :D But I didn't go home at 12.30pm today. Lol stayed back with, Jingle, Martin, Wen Xiu, Dylan, Lim Pin, Jia Sheng, Jia Hong and TMS people! :D Lololol we talked and joked a lot at the canteen. Super funny! I had a great time staying back in school, talking nonsense xD

Around 2pm, we went to the Library. Lol some people want to study :/ But we were making quite a lot of noise. I think I'm the cause of it :/ LOLS. And Wen Xiu made a lot of new scandals. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I headed for Church after that in school uniform. We(Lia, Michael, Grace and Erick) had rehearsal from 4 to about 7pm. I think I learnt the songs quite fast today :D Yay(: We're having rehearsals tomorrow again! And Erick is an Ex-TJCian. He just graduated last year. And he got 6 As for Alevels. OMG. He seems to be VERY proud to be a TJCian :D Haha upholding the TJ spirit xD Lolol.

I probably want to sleep early today. I'm tired D:

Last of all, it's finally the start of the March holidays!
But it probably won't be like a holiday at all D:

nothing to lose, yet nothing to gain

&the pages keep turning.

I'm so sleepy right now *Yawns*

I just completed my English Portfolio. Rejoice! Sigh, but after this, have to study for Chemistry test. I told Jamie that I will treat her to a drink if I pass my Chemistry test tomorrow. Both of us stayed back after SPA to ask Ms Wong Stoichiometry questions D: I really don't know how to do a lot of them. I have to jiayou!

We got back the Math test that we took yesterday. Quite surprised with my result :D I'm happy with it! Lol although not like Dylan, imba, get full marks -.- lol but I'm quite contented for now cuz I expected something worse.

Anyways, just now I practised my exam pieces. Omg! I played Rigaudon and at first I thought it might have been just luck that I'm able to play it properly. Then I played 2 more times, and it sounded better than usual! :D I see an improvement! I'm really happy. And I hope to get distinction for the upcoming exam. Wish me luck! D:

Maybe I shall take a short nap before I start with Chemistry :/

one who is not discouraged

&the pages keep turning.

Argh I kinda dread school these days :/
I don't have that much homework and tutorials to do this week BUT, there are tests coming up. And you know what? I'm gonna fail both Math and Chemistry tests because I don't understand anything at all. Great.

I get tired easily too D: I have been almost-dozing-off during Lectures D:

Anyways, yesterday during Chamber practice, we got a new score. Omg super hard. I don't think I can play it D: I can't even play Simple Symphony yet. I'm gonna use one whole day to practise playing that piece in the upcoming holidays. JIAYOU!

Sigh. All the best for Math test tomorrow D:

Charmain didn't come to school today D: Then we had History-people-lunch. I'm the only girl since she's not around D: I ate the Sweet and Sour Chicken Rice. LOL! Not bad :D Hahaha. I'm like promoting their stall :/ Lols. Afternoon classes were Physics and Chemistry. *Moans* for Chemistry. Stoichiometry is really tough. I seriously need help in it. Screw myself. ARGH.

if they were to happen..

&the pages keep turning.

Hello!

I went for Youth Service today. I think today's theme is quite interesting.
I sort of understand luh :/ Haha and there's a newcomer. She said she came 3 times already, but I don't remember seeing her. And you know what? SHE'S A TJCIAN. Lol. And we have History Tutorials together but I don't remember her. Lol but she remembers me. I felt so guilty :/


This was the banner outside Church. I thought it was quite meaningful :D

Then again, it makes me reflect on what kind of person I've been. You can say that.. I'm not someone really nice. Honestly, I haven't been a nice person.

Anyways, I look at my blogskin. I've been using this skin for almost a year! LOL. And I'm still loving it. Haven't get bored of it yet :D I'm still looking for inspiration for CG24/10's blog and my own blog.

I like this thing that Martin said. Haha
Life sucks. Get a straw.

&the pages keep turning.

This week has been a busy week again.
Because I'm always doing tutorials only at the very last minute :/

Chamber practice on Wednesday was okay(: I like the movie songs that we played! :D At least I can play them better than Simple Symphony :D And I start to can do vibrato le! I'm kinda proud of myself! Haha but still not that good. Maybe in 6months time :D

On Thursday, I slept only at 12.45am because I had to complete my Write-Up for OBK Application :/ I thought so hard about what to write because I just can't find things to write about :/ Thanks to my lack of ideas and horrible English.

But I didn't fall asleep during Lectures on Friday! :D I ended lessons at 11.40. And I went to watch Vanessa and Earl play at the Atrium. I was standing there all the way till 2pm! Lols, I enjoy seeing them play very much :D Cuz they're really awesome violinist!

Today, we had Kite Runner CIP. It was a kinda interesting CIP, but I thought it was a bit disorganised. Just a bit. lolol. After that, our CG went Pastamania at TM to have lunch. Haha saw Ah Ting outside Ajisen and she was asking why we didn't go Ajisen to eat and instead go Pastamania(must be their rival xD Since they're just beside each other! Haha) Lol anyways, Ajisen food is really expensive.

And Joshua spent $26.90 $26.80. OMG. He ordered like appetizer, salad, pasta, dessert and a drink. Omg. It was really a lot. Lol.

I was late for violin class just now. Had to rush home after lunch and I managed to catch the 3pm shuttle bus. I ran so much. Lol -.- And I went for class in school uniform. We just did Scales stuff and Exam Pieces for today. Ms Xiao praised Mus and Me for our bowing techniques :D Quite happy. But she says I lack the feel. Which I think it's true. I'm those kind of look-at-the-scores-then-play type. Lol.

After that, met Livia and Jocelyn to buy present at TM! :D Spent quite awhile to choose the present. Haha :D But it's great seeing them again ^.^ School is getting busier, I guess it'll be harder to meet Secondary school friends :/

the fateful encounter

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Sigh, feel so sleepy during lectures these days :/

Anyways, Chamber practice yesterday killed me. We learnt a new piece. Everyone else can sight read so well, but I was just there, looking at them play, I tried playing, but I just couldn't read and play that fast D: Sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.

For P.E, our group did Shot Put. Slightly slacker compared to the others who did other activites such as relay and triple jump :D Yesterday was really a long day D: We met our GP/PW teacher for the first time also and she seemed quite scary :/

Nothing much about school I guess. Just that lectures are going faster. And I don't understand any History stuff at all. I'm screwed. Really.

Just now, went Tampines Mall Ajisen to meet Elma and Li En. Elma's going back tomorrow already, so we went to meet her and we sat there, have a little chat and yea. Hope we'll still keep in touch, maybe in facebook or friendster :D

Anyways, I want more sleep! D:

a dream to hold on to

&the pages keep turning.