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Saturday 29 September 2012
@21:43
WHY YOU SO CUTE I CANNOT STAND IT. OMG :3
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Thursday 27 September 2012
@00:20
Sigh. Have been rather busy this week, with non-important stuff.
I haven't been studying much, but on the days where I have been, it was rather productive! So kudos to that ^^ A little motivation and comfort for myself. Haha.
Today, Jerrie told me she was lonely so I went to TH to accompany her for dinner :P The main reason was because Martin was going to EH anyway. HAHAHAHAHHA. Sorry Jerrie :P But after that, we just htht-ed quite a bit and I got reminded of quite a lot of used-to-be-unhappy-things-but-now-don't-care-already stuffs.
I think my life's quite awesome. Because I get to experience many kinds of feelings.
I was also reminded of something that my friend once said, "I'm always there when someone needs me, but who would be, for me?" Not the exact words, but along that line.
Like how I enjoy hugging a big big big bear because it's like a source of comfort.
I want a big big big bear hug naoooo.
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Saturday 22 September 2012
@17:55
You know, I want to jump to conclusions and just feel sad.
I know this sounds really weird, but I don't really wanna ask anything to clarify because I'm afraid of the answer. How..
As I was going home from Angsana just now, this thought came into my mind. "I think when I die, I'll die filled with regrets." I haven't been spending a lot of time with my family. I think that'll be the greatest regret I can ever have. To die without feeling what the essence of a family is all about. My mum's here now, then suddenly I really feel that I miss her, after thinking about regret that I might have.
Lol that was just a random thought.
and I miss you so so so much.
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Friday 21 September 2012
@02:14
"Wish you'd give me a hug in the midst of this thunderstorm."
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Thursday 20 September 2012
@18:42
Changed blog song again! I can play this on guitar now :D
WOOHOO! I'm done for the week!
Feel so good that Stats test is over :D
Although it's not even the end of our mid-terms, it feels like it is -_-
The past week was so-so la. Just very chillax cuz I'm doing bare minimum for every piece of work that needs to be done or studied. Oh, but I put in a lot of effort on my Angsana mod assignment :( And I end up doing it "a little wrongly" and I probably have to re-do some time.. :( I'm spending even more time doing my Angsana mod stuff compared to all my other modules combined -_- How is that even possible right? Sigh.
I have been like pms-ing the past week. Omgzxasdfzx. Bad mood bad mood bad mood. Tsk.
Need a stress ball. LOL.
Anyway, on Sunday, I went for our first bouldering session! My love for climbing fulfilled ^^ I wish I can be a monkey if I'm revived as an animal!
The other days were just like any other day. Studying at night for stats test and doing homework when need to. Haha like what I mentioned earlier on, bare minimum. Hah. Yesterday, went to visit Emm and Jerrie with Joshua. Slacky night :D We left pretty late and Joshua's mum called and it's funny listening to how he speaks to his mum. Jealous max!
Yay, free day tomorow :):)
Shall go shopping alone! ^^
If disgust turns to hate,
if guilt turns to love.
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Tuesday 18 September 2012
@11:25
"When I pull away, pull me back."
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Friday 14 September 2012
@23:17
My uber emo day today :( idk why, or maybe I do know why.
I just felt like meeting Jerrie, idk why, or maybe I do know why. So I asked her out for lunch today. For one part, we shared a dessert - Iced Jelly. The funny thing was how we "thought" of each other before anything. Suddenly after finishing the dessert, Jerrie exclaimed something like "We shouldn't have eaten this!"
Immediately I apologised and said "Oh ya, you sick, we shouldn't be eating cold stuff."
And soon after, Jerrie followed up with another apology, "We shouldn't share cuz I'm sick."
Hahahahha. I just thought it was sweet how we thought about each other first and it's quite funny._.
Spent most of my late afternoon till night wasting my time.. Helping Marcus with his Mortal stuff (the thing he made for his mortal is so awesome). Guys can be so 有心!! Angsana peeps are love (Y) and then played the violin with Sam and we all dinner-ed for really long. Then we came back to the lounge and started playing guitar, played golf, decorated our lounge :) Haha whole lot of wasting time.
But good that with more people I'll not think of so many nonsense :)
Tomorrow must be a better day. It's Sentosa day~!
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@09:08
As you spoke, the reality suddenly sank in so hard, so hard.
Oh God, please hint to me that you're not the one.
I'm starting to get busy. Catching up with school work, doing homework, trying to join CCAs, but at the same time balance with having a life. Saturday, we had a mini 17 floor outing :) We went shopping at Bugis and then we headed to Haji Lane to have some Mediterranean food for dinner :D Haha bought clothes again, as usual. But I'm so satisfied with the cheongsam-like dress that I got ^^
Then Yue Yang got a roller bag for his kid. Hahahah super funny.
Hope next week will be awesome!
"What if God was one of us?"
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Sunday 9 September 2012
@22:36
Today I feel all sorts of things. Argh.
Emo, happy, retarded, excited.
Have you ever denied having more feelings for someone because you feel that you'll find somebody else out there? Have you ever denied having more feelings for someone because you feel that you'd be giving up on someone better? Have you ever denied having more feelings for someone just so you could protect yourself from getting hurt, or maybe just your dignity, perhaps?
I can't get answers.
I'm feeling lost. I wanted to make a decision, but I can't seem to make myself do it.
That disgust with myself lingers because I was once happy for the wrong things. But recalling did make me happy, excited... ...and greedy. Damn.
Just now, I told my violin mate about a hug. I didn't think that it could mean that much. I should be careful. Click here to find out!
Emo weemo today. I'm glad I'm back at Angsana. I think I'll think less about emo stuff here.
Just heard something that made me happy again!
A stranger said that I'm pretty. Haha how rare. Too bad it's a female and not a male. Hahahaha. Although I know I'm not, but it still feels nice that someone thinks that way :):)
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Saturday 8 September 2012
@22:58
I have feelings too.
Please don't take advantage of my indifference...
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@15:14
Time passes really fast. It's already the 4th week of school and I'm still slacking away :/
It's been a rather packed week for me. With lots of impromptu meetings :):)
I shall start with the worst day of my week.
Thursday.
I had lessons/activities back-to-back from 10am to 9pm. Lesson, lesson, PsyINFO session, lesson, some student-group welcome tea thingy. Lunch was like dabao subway and walk and eat on the way to the next venue. The night before I slept at 4+am doing an assignment (My fault cuz I procrastinated) and I didn't have enough sleep.
I was trying hard to keep myself awake aka I dozed off a little in class -_-
That's not the worst part :/
I code red-ed. Had cramps for the whole day. The day sucked so badly when every thing was back to back, with not much rest time. I was freezing in the LTs. Tend to break into cold sweat when I get cramps. Wish I could get a warm warm warm warm hug every time I get cramps. Well, at least I brought my jacket down for classes. And I was so glad that I pulled through that day not having mood swings or what. I don't usually have mood swings, so not really an issue. Yayness :)
But you know, you can't blame a girl for having mood swings. Actually I wouldn't even call that mood swing. Take having cramps as falling sick. When you fall sick and somebody kajiaos you and annoys you some way, you'll feel like blowing up right? Cuz you're already feeling so uncomfortable but there's somebody there who's making you feel worse. Who won't get pissed off right.
I always wonder which is worse? To have code-red/child birth or army? Code-reding is like a once a month thing only and some females might not even go through child birth. But for army, every guy goes through that and it's a 2 year thing. Quite long eh :/
Meh.
On Wednesday night, we had our Angsana Formal Dinner :) Awesome company and awesome food! Everyone looks really beautiful and dashing! Absolutely love Angsana ttm!!
Then we went back to our lounge and htht about relationships and religion. Sad stories.
This week, I had quite a few impromptu meetings with Joshua. I like impromptu stuff. It's when you least expect something to happen, it happens, and that impacts a lot. I always feel really guilty like how I'm always late when it comes to meeting him. Don't know why also. Hmm.
Last night, Wenxiu came to crash my room! Whee~ So glad to have someone over cuz I'm proud to show how pretty and neat and homely and awesome my room is :D We talked till we both fell asleep. Haha and then this morning brought her around UTown to see see look look :D Hehe bet she really loves this place! It's good to meet someone whom I can share a lot of stuff with! So I shared with her some of my happy happy stories.
Sharing happiness is such a wonderful thing to do :)
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Wednesday 5 September 2012
@17:19
“感觉上会越来越喜欢你”
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Tuesday 4 September 2012
@10:24
I'm addicted to thinking of ____________. (Fill in the blanks)
Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn. Going mad. Lolololol.
Currently listening to Sungha Jung's guitar playing on YouTube.
He plays really well. Spasm!! *jumps around with peace sign*
Hope one day I can play many many songs too! :D
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Monday 3 September 2012
@16:30
Saw these 2 quotes from Twitter. Pretty real. I didn't want to retweet, so here it is.
1. They say you don't know what you got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew exactly what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it.
2. Never go back to an old love. Because it's like reading a book over and over again when you already know how it ends...
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@09:00
I feel a little distracted this morning.
As I read my readings, a lot of other thoughts hovered past my mind, giving me shivers.
I'm probably just thinking too much as usual.
Stay focused please.
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Sunday 2 September 2012
@22:16
Just came back from an OBS camp.
OBS ROCKS MY SOCKS.
Although it was a short 2D2N camp, I thoroughly enjoyed it!
I found out new stuff about myself. I am no longer scared of heights! Woohoo! I remembered when I went for adventure camps last time, when we had to climb this really high element, my legs were shivering like mad. But this time, I was so eager to climb even higher and I wasn't shivering at all. Yay! I've grown up to conquer my fear! :D
Should start conquering my fear of darkness!
My group mates were pretty awesome :D I love our group name. FASSUKE. Haha! Ninja-ed. Instructors and facilitators were funny too.
OBS camps always have this reflection session every morning and night. We always have to do reflection on the activity the day before or the day itself. Really helps to consolidate our thoughts :) And at the end of the camp, you'll always feel this attachment to OBS and your group mates :)
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