I get to play my favourite piece of all time for exams (only the first movement of course)! How lucky is that?! Just started learning the piece today and it's quite hard though. Haha I really need and want to play this well!


Go listen to this! Beautiful :) And this "Spring" song really makes me feel like it's spring and fresh! Love it!

&the pages keep turning.

So this is what happens when life likes to play tricks on people like me.



I WAS LIKE... WHAT... THE... F...............

I received the news about being able to check theory exam results on the ABRSM webbie yesterday afternoon, during lunch time at work. And I was screaming like crazy and banging the table (yes that was how crazy and depressed I was, in the office with my colleagues) when I saw 89 MARKS. HAHA and my colleagues just laughed at me and tried really hard to be high to cheer me up.

Yes, they were singing to Sound of Music songs, changing the lyrics here and there, singing them in funny manner etc. HAHA trying to make me feel better. And I guess everyone was just really happy that it's Friday and all.

But yea, my colleagues are awesome right, I know :)

Disclaimer: My boss wasn't around. Hah.

Anyway YAY! JB in a few hours time :)
And I'm listening to The Book of Life OST. The songs are lovely!

&the pages keep turning.

So much loves :')

&the pages keep turning.

I want to feel needed.
I want to feel wanted.
I want to feel important.
I want to feel appreciated.
I want to feel reciprocated.

#musings #teenageangst #whocanstandme

&the pages keep turning.

I slept a lot this weekend.
Started falling sick on Wednesday but it became really bad on Friday afternoon. Glad I had the weekend to rest away. And today I'm feeling a lot better :) Hope I'll be all okay to go to work tomorrow.


I used to think that my love language is Quality Time and Physical Touch. But recent happenings made me realised that it's half truth. I hope I didn't complete the quiz having the confirmation bias mentality.

Here's the linkie of the quiz: http://www.5lovelanguages.com/profile/

And here's my result:
And yep, I have low scores on Physical Touch. When I did the quiz, I realised that those physical touch options were not as meaningful to me as compared to the other option. I'm also not super touchy. Or at least I don't really express my affection through my touch. Friends who know me will know that I don't really give hugs.. Haha I'm the awkward turtle when it comes to touches.

Recent happenings also made me think that Words of Affirmation are so much more important to me, but the quiz revealed that Quality Time is still dominant.

I think in general, I love receiving cards, letters, encouragement, praises from people. And I too, like to show others that I care through these methods. Words are not just words, but they can be so powerful.. While words can tell me how much the other person cares, words can potentially make me think too much about stuffs too because the words said can affect me so much. Sigh.

Your Love Language Personal Profile

Interpreting Your Profile Score
The highest score indicates your primary love language (the highest score is 12). It’s not uncommon to have two high scores, although one language does have a slight edge for most people. That just means two languages are important to you.

The lower scores indicate those languages you seldom use to communicate love and which probably don’t affect you very much on an emotional level. Learn more about your primary love language and how to put it to use next to the corresponding badge below.

Important to Remember
You may have scored more highly on certain love languages than others, but do not dismiss those other languages as insignificant. Your partner may express love in those ways, and it will be helpful to you to understand this about him/her.

In the same way, it will benefit your partner to know your primary love language in order to best express affection for you in ways that you interpret as love. Every time you or your partner speak each other's language, you score emotional points with one another. Of course, this isn't a game with a scorecard! The payoff of speaking each other's love language is a greater sense of connection. This translates into better communication, increased understanding, and, ultimately, improved romance.

Quality Time
In the vernacular of Quality Time, nothing says, "I love you," like full, undivided attention. Being there for this type of person is critical, but really being there – with the TV off, fork and knife down, and all chores and tasks on standby – makes your significant other feel truly special and loved. Distractions, postponed dates, or the failure to listen can be especially hurtful. Quality Time also means sharing quality conversation and quality activities.

Words of Affirmation
Actions don't always speak louder than words. If this is your love language, unsolicited compliments mean the world to you. Hearing the words, "I love you," are important – hearing the reasons behind that love sends your spirits skyward. Insults can leave you shattered and are not easily forgotten. Kind, encouraging, and positive words are truly life-giving.

Acts of Service
Can vacuuming the floors really be an expression of love? Absolutely! Anything you do to ease the burden of responsibilities weighing on an "Acts of Service" person will speak volumes. The words he or she most want to hear: "Let me do that for you." Laziness, broken commitments, and making more work for them tell speakers of this language their feelings don't matter. Finding ways to serve speaks volumes to the recipient of these acts.

Receiving Gifts
Don't mistake this love language for materialism; the receiver of gifts thrives on the love, thoughtfulness, and effort behind the gift. If you speak this language, the perfect gift or gesture shows that you are known, you are cared for, and you are prized above whatever was sacrificed to bring the gift to you. A missed birthday, anniversary, or a hasty, thoughtless gift would be disastrous – so would the absence of everyday gestures. Gifts are visual representations of love and are treasured greatly.

Physical Touch
This language isn't all about the bedroom. A person whose primary language is Physical Touch is, not surprisingly, very touchy. Hugs, pats on the back, holding hands, and thoughtful touches on the arm, shoulder, or face – they can all be ways to show excitement, concern, care, and love. Physical presence and accessibility are crucial, while neglect or abuse can be unforgivable and destructive. Physical touch fosters a sense of security and belonging in any relationship.

&the pages keep turning.

https://www.facebook.com/tryguys/videos/435711796605708/

WATCH THIS!!

Omg. So much thanks for my mum for giving birth to my sister and me. I think my sis was delivered through C-Section. Omg all my mum's intestines etc were taken out. Like whuuuuttttt. This video is just epic.

Now I'm scared of motherhood...

&the pages keep turning.