My this weekend is packed.
Probably cuz I'm working quite a bit and PW meeting and church coming up. Today's class was okay :) I had fun playing the new songs. Difficult but they were nice songs :D After that, went to Ajisen straight away. Did a bit of my homework there and then I went to watch some guy do magic tricks with Sharon jie and Christine. Damn coooool! He demonstrated to us some cards and rubber band trick. He's really good.

Today's a rather busy day at Ajisen.
But there were 8 of us working, so I didn't feel like it was a rush :)

I wanna sleep. I feel so sleeeepy :/

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Yesterday, school was fine.
But work wasn't.
Worst job ever.
The kitchen was flooding because something was stuck and the water could not flow D: I'm bad with water stuff and I'm quite scared of dirty wet stuff D: I was doing the duty of "Outside", so I had to wash the mops a lot of times D: It was so oily and gross. LOL I was complaining like hell yesterday. LOLS. And I finally see Jenny jie! Hahahaha :D

Today, I manage to survive all lectures without sleeping. PE was a total waste of time by the ways. After school, had class Chemistry remedial! I think Mr Goh teach not bad yeh :) After that we went for blood donation. From our class, only Lim Pin and Jia Hong donated D: Martin, Jasper and me couldn't due to our different circumstances.

And for me, it was lack of iron D:

I was really looking forward to this blood donation thing, but unfortunately, I can't donate D: I'm really really sad D:

Then I left school for Ajisen at about 4.45pm. Today's tama day! YAY. Love the egg there. Oishiilicious :D Anyways, a lot of us are working today, and Sharon jie came back to TM outlet!! So I didn't feel that we're too busy :D

Anyways, I feel so off today.. My body is in class/lecture, but my soul is elsewhere.. I'm a little worried about History. I just hope I didn't make the wrong choice of dropping it. History is all that's in my mind now D: I need to work hard D:

you

all over again

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I'm soooo sleeeepy.
I wanna sleep but I have many things to complete tonight D: Argh. Today's Pilot Test Day anyways. Lol, Rachael's group's pretty goooood! :D HAHA at least it seems like they're more successful than many other groups in terms of promotion of their project. Lol.

Han Ren's being a big B also.
I didn't expect him to click the send button when he typed some stupid rubbish in the message. I guess I have underestimated him. WTS.

Lessons today were okay. GP was interesting but I can't make impromptu speeches D:

I think I wanna go and sleep first and come back later to do work D:

Words that could be so easily said.. For good? Or to hurt?

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It's my 800th post! Bloggie has come a long way :)

Anyways, school was fine today. Just felt a bit sleepy D:
I didn't get to meet Mr Bashir or any Yu Neng teachers today. So kinda wasted my time waiting for them when I reached there at 4pm and waited till about 4.30pm before I actually saw them. But unfortunately, I had to leave already because of the Elective Programme at 5pm back in school. So we didn't discuss anything.

The elective programme today was pretty interesting :D
Better than the 1st session I thought?

Then when I reach home, sigh.

Mei's problem again.
Everyday, we have been receiving complains from her form teacher. When will she learn? She's too stubborn to learn anything. We scold her and stuff, but, her disobedience still continues on and on. Ahyi and me don't know what to do with her also. Just now we were talking and my tears just flowed. It pains my heart to see Mei like that. It pains my heart to scold her sometimes and I know she doesn't listen to me.. One of the reason she's like that because my parents dote on her too much. And she has become a spoilt brat. Seriously a spoilt brat. I don't care how much they dote and care for her so much and neglect me, but I'm a little thankful that they neglect me. At least, I'm not a spoilt brat, I'm independent and don't have to rely on other's concern to survive. Then Ahyi said, "Your parents have money, but why are they not doing anything?" I wonder why too. But I think to solve this problem is very hard because of Mei's character. It's hard to change her spoilt brat-ness. This sucks. I feel helpless not being able to do anything. Or.. Is it I haven't tried doing anything?

Next, about dropping History to H1.
I'm seriously considering. But.. If I drop, would it mean that I've given up before I actually work hard for it? Where's my determination and motivation to do well? I'm not like that last time.. But if I continue with H2, does it really help me when I have 0% of content for SEA in my head? I don't know..

Everything's in a mess now.

D:

Why do I feel powerless to change something?

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Today's a not-so-good day.
I woke up in a bad mood. Not sure why, but just sudden. I feel like everything pisses me off. The lessons in the morning were kinda bad for me. I felt so irritated inside for some reason. Sorry if I made anyone annoyed with me D:

But after lunch, everything was more or less okay :) Yay.

We have to start on Written Report for PDubby already D: No more break D:

At least, maybe our group has one more advantage than the rest. We finished our Pilot Test, so we can fully concentrate on our WR and maybe EoM now.

One thing to be less sad about :)
Gold for Napfa! :D I'm really glad that every station was done with my own efforts :D I can do it! :D I wish I had this kind of motivation for my studies. Lol. But.. Can't feel any happier cuz some of them missed a bit to C and stuffs like that D:

I'm eating rock melon now. But it's not sweet at all D:

New turnout of things

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Woo. I'm really tired.
After not sleeping for a night.
Okay, I slept a bit at some point in time. Yesterday night, I was out with Jorene to volunteer for the Shape Run 2010. It's some women's run. Omg. The whole place was filled with women and I think some of them looked really fit and cool. They give off this feeling of independent women! (Y) Anyways, we had to assemble at 11pm at Nicoll Highway and the CIP only ended at About 10.45am this morning.

Jorene damn zai. I don't think she slept a wink. Haha.

In the middle of the night, from 12plus to about 3, there was nothing to do. That was when I got really bored and felt more tired because I'm not occupied with something to do. Haha but Jorene and me just talked. I wouldn't call it heart-to-heart talk I guess, but it sure was fun! ^.^ We volunteered at the Baggage area. Super cool. Haha new experience! But I was really sleepy and tired T.T LOL. Just now when I reached home, at 11plus, I immediately went to bed and slept all the way till about 5.45pm when Mei and Ahyi came back from church, and found me still in bed. HAHAHAHA.

We made new friends! Evangeline and Wu Gang. Ahahaha. Same team same team xD

Mirai

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HELLO!

I'm listening to Colbie Caillat songs! VERY NICE :D

Morning uh, went to NJC to support Yi Ying and Qin Fei in the Piano Ensemble Competition! LOL. I'm such an epic fail person. Got lost. And Wu Ji had to come out to the main road to walk me in. I tell you uh, I can totally do 2.4km lor -.- I kept walking around, but I just didn't know where to walk to. Fail. LOLS.

The performances were pretty cool! :D The competitors all played well and it was nice listening to them! Hahaha :D It's my first time watching piano performances :D Anyways, Yi Ying is going to learn viola! COOOOL. Qin Fei still considering! Chamber needs viola urgently! Because Li Wen quitted lei D: Sad. After that, we had lunch at Food Republic at Orchard. Wisma Atria is it? It was already quite late, so I had to cab to TM for lesson. Heh. Late for class. LOLS.

We learnt 2 new pieces today! Very difficult to play T.T

CIP TONIGHT! JIAYOU! :D

When I left, I'm surprised I no longer think of you..

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First thing first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

Anyways, past few days were nothing much.
Just tutorials, lectures, CCA, SPA :/ Haha. CCA rocks though :D

Yesterday, I worked. I rushed down to Ajisen right after SPA. Hahaha we weren't that busy last night :D And Ah Luo was really nice. He cooked for me Mapo Tofu before he left work! :D And the tofu tasted greatttttttt!! :D

Today, unfortunately, Jorene's sick D: So couldn't get my birthday hug from her lei. Hahaha. And whoaaaa! Wen Xiu baked me a chocolate cake for my birthday! Awwww! It's really chocolatey and nice! I was so surprised that she baked it for me!! Haha I'm really touched :D Last year Jorene baked cheese cake! And this year chocolate cake! Whoa, I'm really fortunate to have such awesome friends! ^.^

After school, I spent the rest of my birthday at EHub with Candice, Jelene, Genson and Wen Jie! Awesomest friends also! We went to eat Seoul Garden buffet. Hahaha my share was treated by Wen Jie :D Yay! And we watched movie: Blood Pledge. We had to convince Wen Jie to watch this movie because he says he scared to watch horror (Yea right. He's a sadist. LOL) You know how Genson and Candy convinced him? They said that in the movie got a lot of pretty girls. School girl leh! HAHA. And Wen Jie decided to watch it with us xD FLIRT! HAHAHA.

Anyways, it was my first horror movie in the cinema. Omg. hope I can sleep tonight :/ The starting and middle were really scary. I can't take horror very well :/ Omg. But in life, there's always first timer :D HAHAHA.Then we just bus-ed home and talk a lot of crap (As usual) HAHA.

I'm just really happy that people do remember my birthday. Haha although most of them knew it from FB, but I love birthday greetings more than anything :D And I didn't receive many presents, in fact just a few, but I guess it's not all that important because greetings are enough! HAHA I love it when I get wished ♥ Thank you everyone for making my day! ^.^

P.S: Li En and Martin! Your letter/card are really sweet! :D
Joshua, Lim Pin! I love the violin! ^.^

At home, I was quite surprised that there was cake cutting. Haha cuz last year don't have.. Really happy! ^.^ Anyways, as usual, I know you don't remember my birthday, but well it's fine. When was the last time I celebrated it with you? 5 years old I think.

Haha anyways, overall, I feel really happy.
Just a bit tired maybe cuz of PE luh. HAHAHA. Run 2.7km today leh! :/

Coming to an end

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Today's the first time I slept in the lecture theatre.
Slept as in really really really sleep.
LOL. I just put my head on the small bench desk, and yea. Slept. GG I didn't listen to anything the lecturer said. But JH said the things taught today easy. LOL. I think easy for him only luh.

After school, we had the first session of the I believe I can fly elective programme. Mm, not as interesting as we expected it to be :/ And TA had to miss this session cuz of some band stuff D:

A good way to keep myself awake: Fold stars during lectures.

HAHA.

How did everything change?

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I have never felt like crying this much recently..

Maybe I should start a tweeter account.
Then I can tweet every minute till I go crazy.

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Sometimes it makes me wonder..
Is there such thing as.. Liking the "wrong" person?
Or in love, nothing is ever wrong..?

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LOL I wasted my whole morning chatting on msn and watching some twilight series videos on Youtube. GG none of my homework's done. LOL.

Worked in the afternoon and today wasn't that busy. So all's good.
It's Danny's last day today at Tampines outlet. He's moving to Taka outlet. So sad, we'll all miss him D: The ah beng yet super nice guy! :D

Anyways, I was finding songs yesterday. I learnt of 2 new bands. SCANDAL and ViViD. Rock band :/ I only like a few of their songs :/ Can't appreciate I guess. I still prefer pop or something lighter. Then I was listening to HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR also. LOL, I didn't know their genre of songs were screamo type cuz I liked quite a few of their songs(Well, not the screamo, sound like metal kind though. I guess it's just unfortunate that I can't appreciate certain music, like Jazz :/) I'm listening to SID songs now. Pop-rock :D Haha very nice.

I must be emo-ing now. Haha I tend to like less quiet music when I'm not feeling my best. Tomorrow's school again. Dread it :/

I think I should start on my homework already :/ Ja ne.

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Thinking back sure makes me happy!
It sends me this tingling sensation in my heart.
Very heartwarming indeed <3

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Hello! I'm backie :) After 2 days of no Internet.

I went to PC Clinic today. And yea, they said they couldn't detect the adaptor in my lappie D: So I've got a new wireless adaptor now. Sigh, costs me money again. I bet the PC Clinic guy must be thinking "What the hell. Come here 3 times to fix laptop in two months. Stupid girl. Might as well get a new laptop" LOL, the last time I went, he was telling me that I should get a new lappie. Nonetheless, I still had my lappie fixed. Lols

Class today was challenging. We had to play the songs really fast and one-by-one somemore. I totally screwed them up luh. LOL. I'm bad with playing fast stuff. Lols. Shows that I need much much much more practice.

And just now, I watched Twilight and New Moon! Pretty coool show. I think Robert Pattinson is not handsome at all. BUT. His smile is like...... WOW!! I guess smiles are the thing that can really attract me. Haha. Anyways, since I'm going to watch Eclipse with Wen Jie coming Friday, so I better catch up with the movies since I haven't watch Twilight and New Moon last time. LOL at first on the phone I was like, "Eeee, I don't want to celebrate my day with you." HAHA I was just kidding and then he went, "What lo, fine luh fine luh!" HAHAHAHHAHA.

YAY, Seoul Garden here I come! :D

Thursday, nothing really. Just a normal day at school. Chemistry SPA was cool. The colour change was from something dark to turquise/teal, Jorene's favourite! HAHA. Very nice!! :D And after that just stayed back for PW since the next day, we were going to have our Pilot Test at Yu Neng. And we went for mini shopping together to get sweets and masking tapes.

Friday, the real Pilot Test Day. LOLS. We all rated the Pilot test 6/10 :/ Not very good eh. But I think the results will be good. We'll see soon enough, after we analyse the results and get all the kid's reflections and stuff. Hahaha. And really thanks to Martin for helping us a lot! Anyways, the kids were really cute :D And there's this Japanese girl by the name of "Yoshizawa Aika" I was like "Nihon-jin desuka?" to her and she nodded at me shyly. So cute! HAHA.

After Pilot Test, we all went opposite to get bubble tea and ate dinner. The ban mian there tasted greaaaaat. Anyways, JH was quite demoralised by Mr Alwyn's comments and the overall performance of our Pilot Test. Lols.. I guess the next thing we have to answer to is actually Ms Cai and her bombardment of questions. Hahaha.

At school, JH brought me to the AVA Room. What do they call it? Club house? :/ JH was finding the cutter. The big big one. Cuz we had a lot of things to cut. But in the end, he couldn't find it, so.. Pen Knives are the only solution :/ And whoa, it's really cozy there! Haha but no air-con at that time cuz JH couldn't find the remote controller.

Anyways, for the past few days, I feel a bit off D:
Somehow I feel like I'm not talking to the people that I'm usually talking to. I feel quite sad D: Maybe it's because we're all busy with PW and Pilot Test was near at that time. Oh well, hope that this coming week will be a better one!

Precious

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Helloo :)
Today, we had an outing to BMTC at Pulau Tekong.
For our class, volunteers were just Dylan and me. Robert had something on at the last minute D: Anyways, I wouldn't say this trip was fun but more of.. interesting? To see what the guys actually do in army. Tough eh :/ We get to use guns to shoot! This part was fun. Haha my first try, I fail sia! ._. But in my 3rd try, I got 6/6, which was what almost everyone else got luh. Hahaha. I'm such a failure xD

We get to visit their bunks, eat their food rations, take a look at their obstacle course, and see what they carry in their bags when in army etc.

Somehow.. Thank God I'm a girl? Lol.

The ferry ride to and from Pulau Tekong were okay.
I'm bad with vehicle movements :/ Lol.

Today's History lecture was one of the most interesting one I ever had. Seriously. Haha. Math tutorials were fine. Mr Ang wasn't around, so it was a relief teacher who thought us. I thought she wasn't too bad either..

Feeling uncomfortable at some point

Just some rantings here. I am unable to be friends with you. All the pretense was just to cover up maybe? Or it'll be too weird for me if we totally go different ways? But all I know is that I just can't be friends with you. Sometimes, the feeling I get when I see you is more like.. 酸酸的感觉。甜的都不存在了。 I don't really feel like seeing you anymore.

So close, too close..

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Boo D: Felt so sleepy in school D:

I think I'm going to sleep early tonight. Hopefully I can.

I finally manage to get 2 H2 passes T.T Barely got it. Shucks.
I probably won't be able to pass History and Chemistry even after moderation.

I still didn't get back my EZ-link card D: Couldn't find the teacher D:

Then, at 4.30pm, JH, Ab and me went to meet Ms Rosalind and Mr Bashir at Yu Neng Primary. They're like super friendly luh! Especially Mr Bashir! Haha I'm glad they seem to like our project very much :) Hope pilot test will be a success!! ^.^ Jiayou TJC 114 <3

Mm, I'm not sure why. But my heart is beating so fast now :/ I don't quite like this feeling. I feel like my breathe is gonna be taken away from me..

A reason to believe again..?

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D: My EZ-Link card's in school.
I forgot to collect it back after PE D:

After PE, we had Chamber photo taking. Lol. I came late.
They were really nice. I wasn't in the earlier picture so Ms Loo said to take another picture when I reached there. So sweet luh <3

When I was at the Interchange, I was up on the bus already. Then I tried tapping my card. Argh. I realised I didn't have my card in my wallet. I quickly got down, and luckily I met Xian Jue and Yi Zhe. Totally saved me life. Yi Zhe lent me 60cents to cover for my bus fare D: I hope my card's somewhere in the General Office D: I must remember to collect it tomorrow! :/

We didn't do much in Chamber. Mr Yang just talked to us a bit about concert and stuffs and there was a series of announcement right after Mr Yang left. And that concluded our Chamber "practice" session. Haha performances that are coming up are on National Day and Staff Day! :)

I felt so sleepy during PW lecture today D: And Physics SPA was pretty tough D: The rest of the tutorials were okay luh.

LOL. I realised that there are many spies spying on my daily life and stalking my blog. One of them is Whimsy!! HAHAHA. My definition of spies: Those who don't tag me and yet read my blog. Hahah.

都无所谓，因为总有一天我会习惯你的不存在。

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Helloooo. I'm so sleepy. But sigh, haven't start on any homework! (As usual, always leaving things to Sunday nights, lol)

I saw this meaningful thing again: (From Li En's FB)
If a girl thinks about her future with her boyfriend, it's normal.
But if a guy thinks about his future with his girlfriend, he's serious.

Omg. I remembered Jorene warning me about this before.
I didn't take that hint. Shucks :/

Yesterday night, I attended a VJC concert with Jorene. Met people like Wei Liang and Zheng Feng there. And I saw Livia!! She was a stage crew, doing what she called "very high difficulty performance" Hahah which was to move the chairs on the stage xD The concert was great! The music they played were nice. Really. But I was so tired. I could almost fall asleep :/ Performers were VJC String Ensemble (They're good!), VJCO and 2-3 other overseas schools' orchestras (Y)

I immediately bathed and went to sleep after I reached home. Super tired already :/ It was 11plus only though :/ I have been sleeping about 5-6 hours which is quite a lot actually. But I still feel tired D:

Today, PDubby in the morning again. This time at JH's house. Did the video-ing and stuff. Hahaha I couldn't help but laugh because the song and dance is really lame! xD Okay, I was the one who created the dance steps. BUT seriously, I still think it's weird and funny. LOLS. Ab brought his guitar to record for the song and dance video. Hahah so fun playing guitar! At least now I know how to play basic chords and a bit of tabs xD

After that, I had work. Whoa, my leg totally hurt like crap :/ But I know it's healing. Yay :) Dinner there was sucky D: I'm bored of the Ramen and White Fish there. I should have ordered the Fried Tofu or something D: I felt like puking after eating that! Work was fine. But quite busy. The drinks receipts were like water flowing down the mountain -.- I was in charge of drinks today :/ YM's presence was just there. Talked very normally lo. Haha. And as usual, my colleagues are real nice. Always helping me (Y) I'm good at pretending. Or maybe there's nothing to be pretentful about.

Anyways, before eating dinner, Vivian and me went to the Hokkaido Fair downstairs. Today last day yeh! So I decided to indulge in Ice Cream :D It costs 6bucks. LOL my one hour pay is gone just like that. 1 scoop for 5 and 2 scoops for 6. I had Green Tea and Choco flavour (Y) It tasted damn good!

Danny walked me out of Ajisen and downstairs. He talked to me about YM. Then I told him what happened so far. I said this to him, “我真的对他没有感觉”He suddenly squatted down in the lift, tried to be funny and said “我对你有感觉噢”LOL then I just showed him the signature hand sign. HAHAHAH. After that he proudly showed me his handphone (again) with his girlfriend kissing him on his cheeks! Hahah. I told Ah Qiang that he got girlfriend and Ah Qiang was like “Huh! 哪里可能！”HAHAHA.

And Ah Qiang as usual, tried to annoy me. And he was making fun of Ah Luo and me -.- I don't know how this thing started also. WTH. Anyways, today's such a funny day! And I learnt of some new things today which I quite expected. Haha, stalkers just remain and stalkers as desperate also. LOL!

Gotta start doing homework -.- But I'm so sleepy. Sigh.

我的梦想。

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Omg. There's this class photo where Joshua tagged everyone. LOL.
I was drinking my favourite Honeydew Iceblended and I almost choked on it as I looked at the picture. Lol. How scary yet hilarious. Haha.

I had PDubby early in the morning at school. We managed to get things done pretty quickly. So all's good ;D Tomorrow also have PDubby again!

Lesson in the afternoon was alright. Just before I was going to leave the house, my dad asked me to buy bread from downstairs. WTS. It caused me to miss the shuttle bus and I was late for class! -.- WTH.

Anywyas, Ms Xiao made us play the new song that we learnt just last week really quickly. Killed us all (again) LOL. I haven't find a new music school yet. Argh, I'm quite lazy :/ I went Popular after that and bank until about 4 before I went to take the shuttle bus home. The weather's not very good today :/ What a gloomy sky. I don't like. And my wounds hurts more than usual. Could be because of the new gauze. A bit rougher. Friction etc :/

可能只是一个错觉?

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Seeing someone else sad sure isn't nice.
And I'm pretty sure she her smile and everything else has been a facade since I don't know how long ago. Sometimes in love, you cannot talk about "worth". But when one side dies down, is that really then you can talk about worth? Or would it mean you haven't really loved the person afterall?

School was alright today. Skipped mass PE.
And the PE for us was quite lame. Hahaha. And less demanding luh (Y)

After that was just a series of lectures :/

I went to Chamber with Felicia after our less lesson to help do a bit of clean up and stuffs. Sigh, it's been a long long time since I last touched my violin. Almost 1 week already! D: And I played the piano. Sigh, it's always the same old songs :/ Feel quite sian already. But I can't learn new songs luh. It'll take me ages -.-

We left at about 12.30pm after Wen Ya came. I had lunchie with 24/10 as usual :) and then it came this line from your mouth and I felt rather insulted by it. Somehow. Craps. Then as usual luh, PW meeting. The dance step and stuff is finally done. Yay. And I felt quite stupid doing those steps in the canteen when I was trying out with it. Haha. There was some PW IT training also. Haha learnt quite a lot of things about Photoshop! Haha not like I have Photoshop but maybe it works on GIMP too. Hah.

Under different circumstances makes it justifiable to break promises?

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Today's a pretty long day for me..
Lectures were.. :/ But tutorials were rather interesting :D

I feel kinda happy in school somehow. Haha I don't know why xD
Good sign? Probably. Hahaha.

But one thing. My wound hurts like crap today D:
Then when I attended to it awhile ago, I realised the tape was somewhat dislocated D: Causing some friction and blahblah. But I can see it healing :) Yay.

我已经找到答案了。
有你，没有你，我还是过得好好的（你也是吧）。
决定了不需要你，所以再也不会去想它了。
时间应该会治疗一切，因为你可能只是我生命中的过客，
只是插身而过。

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Helloo. Lessons were alright.
Contact time was supposed to be interesting. Because it was on blood donation stuff and I was really interested in listening to the speaker. But, I felt so sleepy at that time D: So I didn't fully paid attention D: Then after school, sigh, PW D: Today was just Ab and me. The rest had CCA D: WTS. I was like complaining just now because today's the only Wednesday that I don't have CCA D: And yet, I can't go home early to do homework and stuff because of stupid PW D: But nonetheless, the "meeting" was somewhat productive. At least we got things done. But I hate it when my free afternoons are taken up just like that D:

And my dad insisted he gave me 62bucks for Alevel papers.
But I was quite sure I returned it to him since the other time, the school didn't want to collect it from us yet D: WTH. I'm trying to save up and yet I can't save because of all these stupid crap. And Ah Ting only put me to work on Sunday for this week. I want money luh D:

Anyways, we got back History and Chemistry Essay part. History was somewhat unexpected, but still fail. Lol ._. Chemistry was epic fail. LOL! 8/40! Nobody can beat me. LOLS.

I am sure now..

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School was alright today. Quite enjoyable I thought. Teachers were really nice and every lesson was filled with laughter xD Hahaha. Oh, got back Physics paper. I did better than what I had expected BUT still, the marks weren't good. I can't expect much since I feel that I didn't do enough of preparations and practice. So yea.

After school, went over to Dr Tay's (again -.- WTS. And I waited for the buses for very long -.- Wasted quite a lot of time travelling -.- And I don't have EZ-Link card because it was confiscated since I was late for school just now morning and I forgot to collect immediately after lessons ended. I had to waste a lot of cash on the 4 bus rides. 4! 4!! Omg. ) and had PDubby meeting. Just Cass, JH and me for today. Didn't do much though. Just the template for spectacles and tried on blurring effect and stuffs.

Anyway, I don't like to bathe now. Everytime the wound touches water, I feel like !@#$!@#$!@$#%$!$%!@#$@$#@!@#$#!@$!@#$!@#$!@$#%$!$%!@#$@$#@!@#$#!@$. Craps. I should have been more careful with that bowl of noodles -.- But anyways, at least I get to miss a week of PE. Thanks.

If it could happen all over again.
If I could feel over the moon again.

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Hahaha I'm feeling over the moon now.
Maybe I won't be able to fall asleep because of this ♥

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Changed blog song :D When I first heard it from Li En's blog. Fell in love with it. Haha.
Anyways, I caught this on her blog also.

你不会知道你有多想念他直到你再次看见他。
不管你多想看到他，他就是不会出现。
偶然，还是会相遇。
一次的相遇，又不知道几时有在相遇。
好想和他说话却又不敢。
你知道他不再属于你了，你只好离开他。
放手，我想我还不能。
虽然痛，可是你知道这是为你们两最好的方法。

《 你应该放了他并且祝福他
有时候，幸福不在于拥有它，
而是在于他过得好吗。 》

I guess I feel the same way. Bless you, always.
私もだ。私は、お前がいなくて寂しいです。
お前わ何所ですか？お前の心が私もないですか？

Anyways, I've yet to confirm my feelings for you.
Now that it's after JCTs, I really should :)

&the pages keep turning.

Hahah today, the day started early.
Somehow, I manage to wake up at 7.30+ despite sleeping only at about 1am last night. Lol anyways, we had PDubby meeting this morning at Tampines Macs. I was early! Hahaha xD And it was quite productive I think? I left at about 10.50 because I have something on with someone. Hahaha. I am not allowed to discuss this in detail due to the person not allowing me to and other various reasons.

Then in the afternoon, lesson :D Hahaha today's lesson was damn tough. Ms Xiao made us play the song super fast (Original speed). It killed us all -.- Killed me at least. Hahhaha. And we learn new song also. Quite hard, to me. LOL. But still can play luh! :D

I feel kinda happy today :D

A dream that might remain as a dream forever?

&the pages keep turning.

Yay, finally :) JCTs are over! :D

Today's Math and History paper were kinda screwed :/
I think my Math can pass, but just how well I do. History totally CMI.
I didn't study on nationalist movement! The question was somewhat unexpected :/ I thought Japanese Occupation will come out or something. But it turns out it didn't.

After History paper was mini class outing at Udder's Ice-Cream and Parkway Parade :D As always, 24/10 rocks :D At Parkway, some of them had their dinner cum lunch and after that we walked around PP to look for stuffs.

Felt kinda dizzy and tired when I was at Parkway. I just wanted to go home when the the day started to darken :/ So Joshua and me left the rest first. We took different buses cuz he needed to rush home and stuffs. The bus ride home was a long one. Maybe cuz it's peak hour. And when I'm alone, my mind starts to run wild. I don't like that.

Although JCTs have finally ended, somehow I can't feel very happy.

It rained heavily today. Kinda ruined my mood cuz I don't quite like that rain :/

Closing my heart

&the pages keep turning.

Yay! Tomorrow's the last day of JCTs! (Well, at least for this year)

Today's Chemistry paper was okay, at least better than Physics T.T But still, I'll fail cuz my answers were all rubbish and incoherent :x Craps. But I think I won't fail too badly luh, if compared to Physics :/ Sigh, but there's 2 big big papers tomorrows. Math and SEA History D: I hope I can pull through this :/

But after JCTs, I don't think it'll be much of a break.
Our group will have to go FULL BLAST for PW due to circumstances :/

I just want this exam to be over anyways.

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only thing I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone you can adore

&the pages keep turning.