HIHIHIHI :D
I'm posting at the airport now ^.^
Okay.. I'm kinda out of words right now. Lol
ITEKIMASU!

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Just a few more hours, and I'm gone

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LOL I'm superduper tired today D: I woke up at 8plus and at tuition, although we were going through my favourite trigo, i wanted to sleep. My eyes were twitching and it just didn't want to open luh. After tution, went tm with JingQun. What a quiet day.. Needa get things for Mum and Ahyi. Ohgosh. I tell you uh. I sometimes feel that Ahyi quite guo fen! She ask me to buy so many things, bring many many things back for her somemore. And you know what? My luggage have to put her stupid things and then leave little space for my clothes and books -.- Can't she bring them back the other time when she went back to Indo with my sis. GOSHGOSHGOSH. Anyway, I haven't packed my luggage. And my flight's in less than 24hours time -.-

Ohya, I took bus with JingQun today. Lol I asked something and his answer came to me as a surprise!! Haha and after that, I just couldn't help but smile. Lol! Like some crazy person, smiling to myself man. LOLOLOL!!

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HELLO. 1 more day to go D:
Today's TKGS 55th Anniversary Concert! I guess everything went quite well :D And Elsa Chan said our performance was good. Lol. Anyway, for make up. LOL. Mrs Foo was asking us to put lots of make up. And then Hui Qi said I look ugly. HAHA I'm ugly in the first place even without make up luh. Lol I'm purple monster cuz of my purple eye shadow! :D after concert was dinner! The food was okay luh. But took a lot of photos! Lololololol. I had to rush home, so I cabbed home with Jorene. We left at about 10.30. And thank god, I reached home before 11pm. If not my dad will just lock up everything -.-

I'm feeling kinda tired now.. After those everday-choir-practices. Sigh sigh. I wanna be put into a deep deep sleep D: Oh. This morning I finished Hana Yori Dango I! NICE YEH :D I rushed the last few episodes before going to school just now ^.^ 

Argh. Just tired now. I realised that for the past few days, I always had bad headache during Choir practices D: But today, didn't. Lol got stomachache -.- Bytheways, my phone's charging now! So I'll post pictures tomorrow! Ja ne

I'm feeling so no mood now. Kinda sad? Kinda emo? Maybe.. Just so upset and fan nao over some little feelings thing and other stuff D:

This song quite long le! But still very nice :D

Nobody knows who I really am,
I've never felt this empty before.
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves will guide you through another day

Tooku de iki wo shiteru
toumei ni natta mitai
Kurayami ni omoeta kedo
mekakushi sareteta dake

Inori wo sasagete
atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made ee~

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you will follow me and keep me strong

Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku
nukedashitaku naru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki
de mune wo tsureteku

And every time I see your face
The oceans lead out to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can't see the shore

Oh, I can't see the shore...
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way toward you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you and keep you strong

Tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku
odayaka na hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki
de mune wo terashidasu

Inori wo sasagete
atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi
sono hate made

And everytime I see your face
The oceans lead out to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars
And soon I can't see the shore

Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashi-tachi wo osou kedo
sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne...

presence is enough

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2 more days to go D:
Yesterday for Choir, we had full dress rehearsal. So with make up and stuff. I love silky girl :D

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why do people like to talk about sad stuff?
maybe they can't help it..
why do people remind themselves of sad stuff?
maybe they can't help it either..
but why do people not do anything about it and just keep being sad?
who knows why..

you changed everything

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3 more days to go D:
Yesterday, couldn't play ms, cuz server was down. This morning also. Lols but I don't mind not playing anyways. Cuz I know it's impossible to get myself to level 200 in 3 days. Lol

So yesterday night, I chionged HONEY&CLOVER!! AND I FINISHED IT UP! :D Finally xD BANZAI! ^.^ I can return the disk to sherlynn le! The ending was okay.. I don't know whether should be sad or happy.. But HONEY&CLOVER IS AWESOME! Talking about dreams, talents, love.. A really heartwarming story (:

I also downloaded animes and read manga! I feel so accomplished. Lol so long didn't download anime le :D I can watch all these episodes when I go back! FairyTail rocks :D Anyways. Just now, I watched Joyce's Hana Yori Dango! But 1st episode only cuz I gotta go to school later, so have to stop le D: Quite nice. But I don't like Jun Matsumoto. I think Oguri Shun is cool :D 

I have choir till 9pm today.. I don't think I'll post later at night, since I'm posting right now.. Nothing much le! Byebye (:

即使所有的事情到最后都只能成为回忆
可是我还是很高兴能遇见你

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HELLO :D
I slept only at 2plus yesterday. This morning, I woke up late somemore and was little late for Choir D: I'm sick. Sigh. I keep wishing that I'd get sick. Now that I'm really sick, I think it kinda sucks. I had super bad headache the whole time.. These few days have been like that D: I felt like somebody was squishing my brains. I didn't eat lunch cuz I no appetite to eat D: Anyways, Choir was quite okay.. We talked about lots of funny stuff! Oh Ms Yin and Mr Chew came into Beethoven Room together in RED. Haha together somemore. And we had a good laugh at that! So 有默契! :D By the way, Mr Chew plays the piano really well!! 



Okay so now it's about Sunday. BBQ@ECP. Lol. We had to walk from Area C to Area F. Some of my friends took 1hour. Hello. It's one WHOLE HOUR to walk there. LOLOLOL. And somemore, I was walking alone. So lonely D: Nobody to talk to. But I met Hildy and her family on the way! ^.^ Anyways, about the BBQ, we took a long time to start the fire.. Kinda tiring to start the fire cuz we had to fan a lot! But I thought the whole thing was pretty fun :D At least the seniors kinda "bond" with us a little :D



That's all about today! No maple :D Haha. I wanna read manga! Ja ne~

maybe it's just a feeling
but I don't know why
喜欢或不喜欢被爱或不被爱
都无所谓啦就勇敢的接受

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HIHI.
I just came back home and bathed. Choir today. Rehearsals. Nothing much about rehearsals..

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JUST NOW WAS THE WORST NIGHTMARE EVER
I ALMOST BURNT DOWN MY HOUSE. I LEFT THE FIRE UNATTENDED. GOSHGOSH. Before my Dad came back, I quickly washed everything, scrubbed everything till the pot had little sign of soot. Gosh. And the sink was choked I think cuz some soot went down the sink and choked it. ARGH. The house smelt of smoke and I had to spray the nicenice smell thing. Gosh. When my dad came home, he realised that the sink got choked (I think he also realised about the smoke smell). Dad was kinda angry with me >.< He cleaned up the whole place and fixed the sink. All I could do was stand there, watch, and feel guilty ): I stood there like some idiot. I didn't know what to do. I waited for Dad to go back to his room before I could walk into my room with peace.. But I'M FEELING SUPER GUILTY NOW. SORRY DAD!! >.< It's seriously my worst nightmare

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HELLOHELLO.
Today's tuition was okay! :D As usual luh. I made a lot of stupid mistakes when we're trying out on the questions that teacher ask us to do -.- Stupid me. Next Saturday will be my last lesson! I can't learn differentiation.. I gotta learn fast next year ): I'm slow..

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I'm back again! ^.^ 
In the afternoon was Choir practice. Today's practice was okay (: I realise that sometimes Choir isn't that bad. Cuz.. SopOnes are really funny people :D Ohbut I still dread sectionals :x Rehearsals for 55th was alright. Choir ended at about 6? I think so.. Can't remember. I only reached home at 7plus. I rushed like mad. Bathed and eat super fast(dad cooked. really nice :D) and I reached tuition in time. 8pm. Lols. Nothing much so post about tuition. It's just amath and more amath :D

But today's not really a good day.. I couldn't really sing in Choir ): And then my head was gonna split and I felt like vomitting. What the hell is wrong with me? Am I dying soon? Hope so.

Something that Jie Ning said during Choir:

Jie Ning: You can sit or not? (I was sitting in the Japanese style.)
Me: Ya (Then I took a piece of Ruffles Chips from Samantha)
Jie Ning: Why you eat that? You should be eating seaweed eh

Lol. I wonder if people who read it gets it. Haha :D
That's about today! Ja ne~

i chose to not turn back anymore.
i chose to not walk beside you anymore.
and i'll be disciplined to not disturb anymore.

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I didn't post yesterday.
I was mapling. Sigh. Keep mapling. I feel like no life eh. I'm Bored..

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Today's the 3rd day of holidays! I haven't started on any homework >.<

Anyways, in the morning, I was mapling (as usual). And finally. I've found a reason to play maple! :D I made friends today! And I'm in a guild now (I hope i won't get kicked out again. Argh) The friends that I made are really nice people. My guild leader's a pro. lol. And he's not a cold guy. Lol. Anyways, xue le, hildy and jie's playing with me too! ^.^

In the late morning, we(choir comm people) met at Parkway for comm lunchie and talk. Lol. Long talk. Haha. After that was Choir. We tried on our gowns which looks.. okay? I guess so.. And then we had sectionals for the white horses song. Argh. A difficult-to-learn song. We were kinda restless. Lol. But there were many funny moments once again! Haha super funny :D

Today's cold joke (YanJie told us!):

Q: A girl living on the 24th floor took a lift from the 1st storey to the 10th storey. But from the 10th to 24th, she walked up the stairs. Why?

A: Cuz she's too short to reach the 24th lift button.

Q: Then why can she take the lift to the 24th storey on a rainy day?

A: Cuz she can use the umbrella to press luh!

That's about today (:

you are not what i need

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HIHI :D
I just reached home! For the whole afternoon, I was out with HuiQi, Livia, Amanda, ZhiQian, Joyce, Jocelyn and JingYi! Lol. So many people. We went to Kallang Leisure Park. For bowling. And Archade. Lols xD At about 3plus, JoyJoceJYXF went to watch Quantum of Solace. MandaZQ went home. Left HQLivMe. We just walked around lor. Haha kallang leisure park not say very interesting luh but somehow we managed to stay there from 12plus to 5plus! :D

I look gay. Lols. But I had fun today (: Happy advanced birthday HuiQi! ^.^

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HELLOHELLO.
It's a boring day. I just sat down and rot.
All I did today was mapling -.- What a thing to do. Lol. Early in the morning, I decided to do tuition homework! And so I did, and completed all the questions teacher gave! After doing work, I mapled. Lolol. I couldn't find anything else to do. 

Actually I do have lots of things to do (excluding homework). Such as watching anime, deleting emails(i have over 4000 -.- gosh), replying crunchy messages (when was the last time did i reply those messages? 6months ago?), or I could watch Sherlynn's honey and clover vcd and Joyce's hana yori dango. Lol. But instead, I chose to play maple. Goshgoshgosh. I needa catch up with my dear anime!! >.<

Anyway, I played maple for like supersupersuper long hours. More than 6 hours? Probably. But I only leveled up a bit cuz I wasn't really training. More like.. exploring around. I went to towns that I never went before. I went to deep deep dungeons that I've never stepped into before. Oh and I was hunting for higher level equipments. OHBYTHEWAY. I got kicked out by my guild. Lols. I'll try harder to get into another guild another time -.-

I'm gonna download anime now! Byeeeeeeeee~

overcoming the past, and moving on

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KONBANWA :D
I just came back from Churchie. No Youth today, not anymore, till next year. I didn't go for adult service also. Lol. I went to accompany my sis at sekolah minggu. They were doing some early Christmas celebration (I thought it was a bit too early though. lol.) There were performances :D Quite nice luh ^.^ That's about churchie. Lols. In the morning, I was mapling. LOL HELP HILDY TRAIN -.- Up to level 55. Sighsigh. I hate to train in maple alone! SO LONELY. ROARS. I think I'm missing out a lot on anime nowadays. I still download episodes every week, but I don't watch them.. Cuz of maple. Lol. I'm gonna read manga now! Ja na~

romeo

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KONNICHIWA! :D

Yesterday:
It was bad day. At school, I was really angry with myself for being stupid. Anyway, during chem lessons, Yunnie and Livia did their work like super fast. And I was there.. trying to THINK. But I'm too stupid to think. Lol. The last period was olevel physics spa. Gosh. I had an anomily. I asked teacher and he said won't minus marks. Lucky.. But I was a bit anxious when I was doing the spa. And before spa was social studies lesson. My heart was beating damn fast. Lol. But anyway, it's over! Banzai! ^.^ And yesterday was the last day of extended studies!! :]

After school was Choir. Sigh. The set piece is really difficult. Tune is weird. And I needed some time for the rhythm part. But it wasn't as bad as curriculum time. Cuz there were many funny moments during Choir! :D

I bus-ed home with Yan Jie and on TVMobile, it was showing Life's Funniest Moments. We had a good laugh watching it! :D Haha. I reached home, quickly bathed, had my dinner and I was out again. For tuition.

Lol JingQun and me were super late. But lucky teacher didn't scold. Anyways, I don't wanna talk about class luh. Nothing much. But just that I was really tired. Since Thursday, I keep feeling tired ): But only till yesterday, I was sick. I kept coughing after choir. And when I reached home, after dinner, I keep wanting to vomit. I felt so horrible inside ): After my tuition, my mood was down-er. Sigh. What a life. I don't want to get on with life..

Today:

Tuition again! Okay luh. At least I didn't feel as tired as yesterday.. After tuition, met Jie to go TM! Going out with Jie is super fun! Cuz he's really hilarious! HAHA. We talked about funny things and I really enjoyed myself :D He said it was fun too! ^.^ Hope there's another time like this (: Makes me feel much better.. And not so upset anymore

besties are besties! :D
Anyway, Jie's called 花花NOT公子 xD

i won't try persuading ever again.
no sweet talks. no comforting.
cuz i'm a realist

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Today's the 2nd last day of extended studies! ONE MORE DAY TO GO! YAYS (:

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I'm feeling kinda happy now! You know why? Cuz OLEVELCHINESE IS OVER! But you know what? I THINK I'M FAILING. Lol. Cuz the paper is not difficult but I don't even know if my answer is correct or wrong -.- I did quite a few practice questions for chinese yesterday. BUT. NONE OF THEM CAME OUT. Lol. Count myself unlucky.

After school, Jorene brought me to this place to eat wanton noodle. Her parents were there too! The noodle not bad luh :D Haha but have to thank them cuz they paid for my food! ^.^

Sigh. There's extended studies again tomorrow -.- At least no chinese, thank god. lol
I gotta do emath and history homework now! Ja ne~

下了一场大雨后,
天又晴朗了

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Lol I'm blogging pretty early today. Cuz I'm bored of doing Chinese -.- Argh. Tomorrow's the chinese paper and I'm not prepared at all >.< But I don't wanna do anymore practice questions!!

Anyways. Yesterday I didn't blog. Gomen. Cuz I was chiong-ing maple. Haha. I'm level 121 already and you know what? I lost interest in maple story. #1: I don't really have a few friends who can play with me. #2: I've got the 4th job and the skills that I wow-ed at last time. Lol. All I want now is a hog. And nothing more. I don't care if I level up, or what, nothing really matters now luh ):

Hope that the chinese paper won't be too difficult tomorrow! >.<

should have said no
should have said that i didn't miss you
should have said the truth

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KONBANWA! :D
I just came back from churchie. Today's the last Youth session. The Youth Choir sang. Not bad! :D And their teacher played the piano. Accompaniment(did i spell it correctly?). SUPER NICE! And in the morning, I was mapling -.- Haha. Sighsigh. Everyday, I'm like rotting at home. And you know what? I haven't start on any homework. Cuz on Friday, Yesterday and Today, I just slacked -.- Chinese paper is coming, I have to do something about it! >.<

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I wasted my whole time today. In the morning, I watched Honey&Clover and in the afternoon, I downloaded lots of anime. Lol, and suddenly Jing asked me download ms. Sigh. It took super for the whole thing to be installed. Anyway. It's done. Lol I go play later. HAHAHAHA. So that's about my day today..

people in love are affected. in a bad way.
and i hate it. so much. so much that..
i don't want to come close it.
not now at least.

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