Watched dramas today (: I finished watching Dragon Zakura! Rocks :D

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Ah. I did nothing useful today.

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HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! (:

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I'm kinda excited for tomorrow. I wonder how's teachers' day gonna be in tkgs. I can't imagine what it'll be like in evps though -.- I don't know what to wear lei :x Huiqi and me bought things for the teachers. Huiqi, Jorene and Me gonna share the presents :D 

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School was pretty normal today (: A bit boring as usual :x

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There's definitely something wrong with me. 

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I'm DEAD MEAT. I think my Laptop kena virus! Not those contagious kind which can spread around but those viruses that affects my laptop. Argh. I hope I wouldn't need to spend money on repair anymore! ): I'm scanning my whole com now. It'll finish only at about 5am. Lol. Have to leave my lappie on the whole night.

But I'm really scared ):

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In the morning, went out for breakfast with xiaogu, aunt and sister. Then we walked around at NTUC. After that, just go home. While I was at home, the only thing I did was watching anime. Sigh. Didn't feel like doing any work. I watched Naruto and SK. SK rocks :D cuz there's Tao Ren ^.^ Anyway. I only started doing work at 4plus.. OHOH. I didn't go church today. Guess I won't be going till Ahyi's back

I was supposed to do geog notes this weekend. But I didn't write them in the end cuz I just have no self-discipline. I haven't feel the urgency yet. Sheeshed. Ohya.. Even till now, my chinese homework is not completed yet. Lol. Have to finish it up now. Ja na~

Sigh it's school again tomorrow ):

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I slept super late yesterday at 12plus AM. I seldom sleep so late. And this morning I woke up at about 8am. Super tired. I feel like sleeping right now. Lols

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I'm tired of my darn life okay? Stupid life. School. Studies. Sister. Her Studies. JUST KILL ME. RIGHT NOW. I'm pissed now. With her. With myself for unabling to control my anger. Stupid.

School and Choir was okay today.. Has TSC with Mrs Thong during Legacy. Talked about my school life and family. The family part made me want to cry but I had to hold those tears back cuz I'm talking to a teacher. Well, she really listened out to me quite a lot. Thanks Mrs Thong!

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Not really a feeling good these few days
Sorry to those that I showed my upset face to..

Maybe cuz of my sister? Maybe cuz of my notebook?
I don't quite know the reason why I'm feeling this way. Maybe I have some mental disorder.. But it's definitely not PMS -.- But I kinda lost myself a bit ever since my notebook was stolen. I have to rewrite them in the holidays. I'm looking forward to the holidays! I hope that there won't be so many homework. Lols

Lessons today was okay too (: AMaths is difficult! Cuz of the trigo thing. Lol worse than Log. But kinda interesting cuz ILOVETRIGO :D yea right

that's all for today. Ja na

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School was pretty much quite boring today. No free periods. Teachers are getting healthier these days. Lols xD But we had Chem SPA :D I love titration. So fun but quite difficult orh.. I bet tomorrow will be just as boring ):

After school was Choir. Ms Lim scolded us quite a lot today ): Saying that we're not good enough and stuff like that.. Sigh. I think I'm moving down to SOP2 sometime. I don't know whether I should feel happy or not. I want to be in SOP2 cuz they sing lower and my high notes are not too good. But I'll kinda miss SOP1. Haha

Ohya.. My notie is still not returned to me. Sobs ;_;

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It started out well today with me passing my English Compre! Banzai! :D Lol my target for compre is like so low -.- As long as I pass I happy already luh! ^.^

BUT THEN.
not every minute is a happy time

I LOST MY 2NOTEBOOKS. I don't really care about the Green Notebook that I lost cuz there's nothing important inside other than some Maths question that I did in it. BUTBUT. WHOEVER STOLE MY BLUE NOTEBOOK, I'LL CURSE YOU FOR LIFE until I get it back somehow.

I REALLY WANT TO CURSE THE PERSON WHO STOLE IT

My blue notebook is really precious cuz there's lots of Chem and Physics notes inside!! When I couldn't find my notie just now, I thought "Just kill me". Seriously it's an important book to me! So I really hope the thief would return it to me.

But I don't think it'll ever happen ):

Another sad thing. My combined humanities! I just missed 0.5marks to A1. I was really sad cuz I only missed it by 0.5. If it's 1 or 2 marks at least I wouldn't mind so much ):

But I'm more upset about my blue notebook ):
PLEASE RETURN IT TO ME! Sobs ;_;

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In TKGS, one day we have 6 periods of lessons excluding recess.
And today is a GOOD DAY. Lol. Cuz out of the 6, 3 are free periods!
So many teachers didn't sit in for class today. Busy with don't know what

I also got back my AMath paper. Satisfied bah. But I made some stupid mistakes. I'm happy that I got an A1 for AMaths! :D First time this year ^.^ EMaths lesson today was kinda.. diao.. as usual.. But I love EMaths! Oh! And today's also the first time I talked so much to the China guests! You know what? (I don't know)

The China guest LIKES BYAKUYA TOO!!!!!!!!! :D

byakuyarocks.byakurarocks.byakuyarocks.byakuyarocks

Anyway yesterday I watched Shaman King! Natsukashi na :D So long didn't watch it already. It's my third time! ^.^ As nice as ever :D After Shaman King was dinner and I had to teach my sister spelling. I so angry with her cuz she just couldn't concentrate when I teaching her. GRRRRRR. And after that I didn't talk to her cuz I was in the bad mood. People specially take the time to teach you and then you don't concentrate. GRR. Aiya whatever. OHOHOHOHOH. I read Naruto! I'm at Chapter 334 now. I'm gonna continue after I finish my SS homework later (: Ja na~

don't bug me,
omaesa mendou dakara

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Ah. I'm here so early in the morning :D
Lol just felt like posting something now. I cried so much yesterday till my eyes hurt. Absolute Boyfriend really rocks but the ending is soooooo sad ): I finished it up already. Yesterday was my anime day! So today I have to get some work done :D Since I've enjoyed enough.

Chem File. SS worksheet. Chinese Zuo Ye. Sigh -.- I don't wanna do any

I'm not going anywhere later. Not going church also.
Ahyi just went back to Indo yesterday evening. I was surprised that I felt quite sad. I gave her a little hug and she left.

It's school again tomorrow. I don't like school.

saya egoist. kamu juga
so you don't share your happiness with others

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It's Saturday today! Lol. I just LOVE the weekends :D
I downloaded animes just now. I'm gonna watch it later! ^.^ Oh and for the past 1.5 hours, I have been watching and listening to violin solos on youtube. WOW. Especially to Gabriel Ng and Ladusa's performance. Young prodigies.

The music was nice :D And they are really talented. -envious- lol xD

There's homework that needs to be completed.. Sigh. I'd probably do them tomorrow. lol procrastinate. I'm bored now. Tsumanai ): I don't know what to do

Jo asked me to go guides campfire with her tonight. Lol. I told her that I didn't want to go and in the end she also cannot make it. Lols xD

I feel sad right now.. it's because of you
i should just watch anime now. Ja na~

i need to feel more

you think i don't know..
but you're the one who doesn't.
you don't know how much effort i put in.
i'll do my best. even if i'm tired. sad. breaking down.
and i don't give damn excuses to stop working.
no matter how i feel. i just work till i fall apart.
you don't know my past.
you don't know how hurt i felt either..

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Things happened today and I felt a little disappointed and sad.. But hopefully everything will be alright after awhile. School was boring once again. Except EMaths lesson which wasn't too bad. Oh and English was fun too. Lol. Cuz teacher's not around. lol free period. Played xD

After school was Choir. And Ms Lim wasn't too happy with us. I need to improve myself seriously. If not I'd just be burden to the whole section. Sigh

Have to do some choir stuff right now. Ja na~

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Konbanwa! :D
I'm kinda happy today! AMaths Spring Test was managable just now and that's the last test for the term! YAYS (: Lessons were pretty much alright also.. OHOH after school 3e9 and 3e3 went to Jurong Island for some Learning Journey. Chemistry stuff. But we only stayed there for about 1hour plus.. Quite short eh

But I learnt quite a bit of things :D
And it inspired me MORE to be a chem engineer ^.^
It'll be a difficult.. dakara atashi ganbaruzo!

what colour is the rain?

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School was boring today. Humanities day -.-
I got back Geography and AMath paper! I was kinda surprised that I didn't fail geog -.- and I'm happy with my AMath results! :D This kind of good result doesn't happen all the time.. So I must jiayou more! (everytime i say that, but.. i have no self-discipline seriously)

Just finished revising teenie weenie bit of AMath for the test tomorrow.. But I don't think it's enough. But I'm kinda tired already ):

That's about it today.. Ja na~

won't make the same mistake twice

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School was kinda boring.. Sigh
Got back Emaths paper. I didn't do too well.
Not feeling good these few days ):
Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

I have lots of homework to complete! Ja na

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Today
Went cycling and picnic-ing today with jo and yunnie
Lol. They cooked lots of food! Nice orh :D
Hmm. I didn't help much in the preperation. Gomen-ne ):

Yesterday
I finally caught up with Naruto, Soul Eater and Nabari no O!
I watched many many episodes. Lol

I wanna buy Absolute Boyfriend! But I can't find it yet ):

Needa do Maths homework. Ja na~

unsecure

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National Day is over. Was quite touched by the NDP vidoes screened :D
Yesterday, I went with 2 Ahyis to Orchard and Bugis. Just walked around and shop! I was trying to find myself a new slippers, but couldn't find something that I like.
Today, before church, I went shopping again! Lol. For yesterday and today, I spent more than 50bucks on clothes. I have no money already >.<

Church was alright. I made friends :D
Oh and Tim was the one who sent me the birthday card I think. Cuz he was asking if I did receive the card. Lol :DDDDDD

Happy happy. Needa go do something. Ja na

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

wah.. It's been quite some time.
This year is my 10th year living in Singapore
and celebrating Singapore's birthday (:

I ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Singapore! ^.^

I finished up Samurai Champloo just awhile ago. Rocks :D
The ending was really good. To me luh. Lol.

Wear Red&White today!
Gotta go go out soon. Ja na~

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Today's the Eve of National Day :D
School was fun ^.^ The mini concert was really nice and enjoyable! Carnival Day was okay although we didn't finish selling the brownies, but it was an experience :D

After school just went to buy stuff with Jo then went home.
I finished up La Corda! I LOVE TSUKIMORI ^.^
But Byakuya rocks more. Lols xD La Corda is not bad! :D

I also watched D.Gray and Bleach just now. I still have Naruto, Soul Eater, Nabari no Ou, Amatsuki, Hitman Reborn, Samurai Champloo and S.A to watch. Just kill me. Have so many to watch. Lols. Actually have more, but the others not in my number1 list. Lololol.

I wanna go read Fairytail now. Ja ne~

we were supposed to meet after the rain
but it didn't rain..

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Feeling quite unenthusiastic today..
Maybe cuz of Physics? Maybe I'm tired? Or.. just that
After school went to Zoe's house to bake brownies. Lol her house so far! Haha was super tired on the way there. Felt quite down in the bus also. Don't know why luh. Some problem with me lor. Anyway when we (yunnie, jo, cheryl, sherlynn, zoe and me) was at zoe's house, baking, it was quite fun actually :D kinda had fun. And I felt much better after that! ^.^

Left zoe's house and reached home pretty late. Cuz it was raining so heavily..

That's about it today. Have things to do now. Ja ne~

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Finally NAPFA is over! :D
I've gotten back my honourGOLD ^.^

Okay the honour part is anime quote.
"I want to restore my honour" By Zuko

But today wasn't all too good for some of my classmates though ):
After school I had choir and it was okay (: It ended earlier too!

That's all for today. Hope that tomorrow will be a better day :D

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Today is an okay day (: At least.. Not so sad anymore
School ended at 12 cuz of COE thing. Thanks for seniors who have done well in English in the past few years! Lols. After that went PP to get things for Carnival Day. Then Jo and Zoe left and Xinyu and Me went to Comics Con to see see look look. Nothing much.

I wanna watch La corda! Ja ne~

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TODAY IS A SCREWED UP DAY
MAYBE IT'S FRIDAY THE 13TH
oh no.. it's 4th of August, MONDAY

It's only Monday.. Start of the week and it's already screwed

#1. I woke up late, thank god ahyi woke me up
#2. I didn't do Chinese homeowork and I had to rush it in the bus and in school :x
#3. I didn't bring AMaths Textbook and CPB
#4. I didn't bring Physics Textbook (although we didn't use it in the end)
#5. I didn't bring EMaths CPB
#6. I failed my Physics test
#7. I didn't go for an important meeting

Failing Physics test was the worst thing that happened to me today. I felt so demoralised for the whole day, up till now, I'm not okay yet. Just feel reluctant to talk.. I wanna stone, stare and scream. Okay I can't scream luh. Lols. On my way to school in the morning, when I was crossing the road, I already felt that something was weird about today. And it turns out to be a REALLY BAD DAY -.- My prediction is so right.. Sadly ):

I have a feeling that I won't do well for AMaths. After what Jocelyn told me about one question of the paper which was worth 8marks and I'm gonna get a ZERO for it. Just have a feeling ): Maybe I should really wake up. And work harder..? I don't know. How I wish someone could put me to sleep. I'm tired.

Tired of life..
Even yesterday night wasn't too good..
When Ahyi said that aku egoist ):
Did they ever think about me? I wonder.

Just have to try harder next time. Ja na~

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I'm a screwed up as a leader. I didn't check my email and there were many important things I missed out. I even missed meeting.. Oh gosh. I'm so frustrated right now. I don't know how to face the teachers tomorrow. Argh I don't know luh.

There's concert later in the afternoon. After that at uncle's house got buffet.

I'm tired of everything..

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Went to Sheng Siong this morning. Just came back. And I saw this little boy! So cute okay? His eyes are like BIG and he is so CHUBBY! :D Lol the funny thing was that his father put him inside this trolley. And he was sitting inside. Stoning. His face without expression. And he just stares at you so.. mesmerizingly. His eyes are beautiful. yea. Adorable little boy ^.^ Then after his father got the things that he wanted, he came to "pick" his son "up". lol. And off they went. Okay that's all I'm gonna post for today. I'd probably be doing something meaningless for the whole of today :D

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It's a good and bad day today.
Hear the bad stuff first

My Physics. Sigh. My target is just B3. But I think that B3 has flown away ):
Flown far far far away from me. Mr Seah and Tang went through the MCQs and the first open ended question. And I already minus 9 marks. Get C then C lor. You know what? Who cares.. Sobs

Okay Good stuff.
Officially CAs are over :D English was okay today. Hope I can pass compre.
Godsend = blessing. Yay! I got that question right! :D Well 1mark only luh -.- haha

Choir was quite fun too! lol *how rare*

Cuz Zhi Jun and Clara was like high. And siao for today! haha must have eaten some wrong medicine xD But Choir ended at like 6 plus which was much later than usual. After that bus-ed home with Yan Jie and Xin Yu. And so I'm at home now, blogging :D

Nothing much already. Ja na~

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