"Injuries will heal as long as we're alive."
By Lenalee.

Started out normal. Until Dagu said,
"Why you like that? No enthusiasm. Why? shi lian uh?"

Hello? I was being normal just that she thought that I fell out of love -.-

Night

Me: I feel sad now.
He: Cheer up luh.
Me: Just very sad.
He: You sound weird. But don't commit suicide hor :P
Me: You think I'll commit suicide meh?
He: I think you will commit suicide lor.
Me: I die jiu die lor. Who cares
He: Later you really die how?
Me: I die then die luh. Be sure to come to my funeral.
He: I will attend if you die. I'll call jing too.

Lol. Just so funny. But very lame yea :D
It's just those little little things he says that can cheer me up.
I really like him a lot. As a friend.

All I need is enthusiasm. That's all.

Wah sick. I pri3 where got like him lor. Diao. P5 luh -.-

Out at 11 just now. For early lunch and stuff. J drove. So yea, was in the car. I didn't close the door properly.

J went, "You better wake up your idea. After you drop out of the car."
And Dagu said,"If you really drop out of the car. Sure die."
J replied,"Dirty mouth. Early in the morning. So dirty."
Dagu exclaimed," It's true. Will die."

And they started ranting and ranting. Blah.
I mean like.. Fine. I should have just dropped out of the car.

After lunch, shopped at Ikea :D Happy time.
J and Dagu bought me a table lamp. Cheers kiddo ^.^

I scratched myself with a pencil. Accident dear.

I LOVE Children :D Coz they're Cute eh (:

Gotta wash my decomposing(?!) shoe. And do Maths&Lit. Ja na-

My wounds take a long time to heal.
Some might even leave scars. Just that you didn't know.

&the pages keep turning.

"The friend who holds your hand and say the wrong thing is
made of dearer stuff than the one who stays away."

Visited Zhugo after lunch just now. She looks healthier :D

It makes me feel really sad for Dagu when I see how nice uncle treated Zhugo. I mean like J takes Dagu for granted. It's sad luh. J only talks big but doesn't do anything.

I miss Ice. Maybe I could see her in 3months time or so. I share stuff with her that I seldom tell anybody. Well not my bestfriend or anything. I just feel nice being with her coz she's the only one I talk to most of the time. We're Teens (:

I wanna watch WaterBoys. Motivational :D Although somewhat gay. haha
Ichihara Hayato & Te-Chan! (:

Attention Seeker. Crap

trying to be. but seems impossible.
jealousy conquers and rules over.

&the pages keep turning.

"A good friend remembers what we were and sees what we can be."

Gah. Screwed up for Science Paper.

Although it wasn't as challenging as what Mrs Liew said, but still. It was a screwed up. I'm seriously gonna fail the paper or at most B4. So disappointing. I made careless mistakes. VERY DISAPPOINTING.

After school, went SP with Jo. Lol. Supposed to be studying but in the end, crap all the way and I didn't even touched any of my maths. No mood. Coz I'm disappointed.

Everything will be alright after today (:

I wanna watch waterboys :D Ja na

I don't look like I care, but I actually do.

&the pages keep turning.

"Friends are those who treat you kindly at your back."

Paper1 was difficult. Bye to 50 ):

I was drenched to the skin. It rained really heavily this morning. And I came to school with digusting wet shoes&socks and wet pinafore. Gah. Ohya. When I was walking to the bus stop. I shared umbrella with this guy. Lol. He held the umbrella for me and I think he was wetter coz somehow.. I think he sheltered me more. My umbrella orh :D Friendly(:

ella ella eh eh eh

I went crazy just now. Went to NTUC with Jo to get some things. And I bought a lot of food. I cooked them and I was grossed out after eating some coz I cooked too much.

Bad day. Bad headache. I just wanted to go home. I was dying to get home. I couldn't think properly when I was doing Paper1. Coz I was in this sleepy mood and at the same time writting the compo. Sheeshed.

I'm gonna get sick soon.

I don't feel like doing anything.

I don't like fakes.
She sounded so fake.
But I know she's not one.

&the pages keep turning.

iLOVE Kelvin's&CheeYang's singing.
Great Voice. They rock. Really :D

&the pages keep turning.

"Real friends require honesty, openness, and even vulnerability.
They also require attention and simple acts of kindness."
By Mary Pipher.

Geog paper sucks

Finally it's over :D Tomorrow's HMT Paper1. Wish me luck -.-

Went there again. Jo,Wl&Me. I was plotting an evil plan. But in the end failed coz no opportunity. haha xD Anyway that plan wasn't evil at all. lol. But I'm really tired today. I didn't feel like moving and stuff. Just felt like sitting there. Stone. Yep. Whatever.

emo kid :D

I need iron to make red blood cells.

&the pages keep turning.

"True friends are always together in spirit."
By Lucy Maud Montgomery

Same Place. Same Spot. Same Evironment. Same People.


Jo was talking and there I was doing my notes for Geog. Brilliant thing (:

Then met wl at the bus stop and took a bus home. wl was telling us about chia. Lol.

Kalau di bilangi kek orang pikir aku gak apa apa
tapi yang benar, hati ku sangat sedih.

I like to observe people (:

It's Chips day today :D

&the pages keep turning.

"Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."

Great day (: Lessons ended really fast and *heaven, school has ended :D

Went to the same place again. Study. Do homework. I went there and sad to say, I only did Geography homework -.- There's Geog tomorrow anyway. So still have to do whether it's at home or there. Have to go back to studying again later ):

Ohya. Jo,Wl&Me were sitting by the sea, at the rocks there. Wow. Great View. It makes me feel really relaxed and so peaceful. I couldn't bear to leave that place. Haha. But sitting there looks really emo-istic xD

How I wish my house could be there.
How I wish I could be there everyday.
How I wish I could stay there forever.

I'm equal to everybody.
Nobody tells me anything.
I am nobody's good friend.
I am nobody's best friend.
Because I'm just nobody.

kalau kawan bisa katakan semuanya, itu bagus lah
tapi kalau gak mungkin, gak apa lho. terserah

I don't care (:

&the pages keep turning.

blah. no quote for today. lazy

I'm obsessed with rubiks. lol. I haven't been studying because I have been playing with the cube all day long. Since yesterday. Or sometime yesterday. And now. I have lots of things to complete. Maths. Geog. Science. Good luck to me man. I shan't touch my rubiks. But it's so impossible not to touch it coz now, I am having difficulties solving it. And so if it isn't solved, I won't give up. Big problem. I should hide my rubiks somewhere I'll never reach it. lol. Gah. I don't know what to do. Sobs ):

Back to WORK. not rubiks. lol. Byebye

&the pages keep turning.

yay i solved it (:

&the pages keep turning.

"There is no friend like an old friend who has shared our rainy days.
No greeting like his welcome like his praise."

Blah. While I was watching D.Gray Man last night, I fell asleep unknowingly. And I was woken up by the Tv Noise made by Kids Central at 8.30am. It's been months since the last time I watched KC. Anyway. Actually the Tv and lights were on the whole night. LOL. Waste electricity.

Today's a boring day. I woke up so early. I couldn't find anything to do. I went to play with my rubiks. 1st Layer solved (: And I just tried the 2nd Layer. And it's solved too. Now left the 3rd Layer. I still can't figure it out even with the formulae wl taught me. I need more common sense seriously. I'm lacking in that -.-

Many people wanna be my buddy. I went crazy accepting those people and typing "Thanks for the add" uhh.. lol. I'm so busy that I can't reply to the messages on crunchy. It drives me crazy there. Coz there's over 50 messages for me to reply. ARGH. I feel so bad not replying them but I just don't have the time luh.

Later at night have party. Argh. I don't like parties sometimes.
I needa study. Urgently. I'm still slacking every now and then.
I don't think i'll be online after I'm done with posting and tagging.

&the pages keep turning.

"You can always tell a real friend: when you've made a fool of yourself
he doesn't feel you've done a permanent job."



The lessons today were pointless. Except Music (: My one and only favourite lesson. Today's the last guitar lesson. Sad. Very very sad. My dear guitar! lol. Anyway. Soccer for P.E -.-

Ohya. Just now also have home econs test. I could do most of the questions. Coz I did study. Yesterday and today (: THANKS HILDY. Love ya for making an effort to test me! ^.^ Oh. I had to munch on something while studying yesterday. If I didn't eat anything, I'd probably fallen asleep. Food can motivate me to study (: Nice. Ah what I was eating was Potato Chips. Unhealthy. Home Econs and Chips. zomg. HOME ECONS AND CHIPS! ZOMG! I was studying on that topic on all those heart diseases, cholestrol when you eat too much of certain food. You know.. Such as chips -.-

After school, went studying. Jo,Wl&friend. At first wl couldn't make it. So asked Jingqun to come, then he don't want. Fine lor. But in the end, somehow wl came with his friend. Yup. Anyway. Wow. The environment was too nice. I couldn't study coz I just felt like lying on the table and looking around. I only did a bit of Science Test Paper. And.. That's all. NO ACHIEVEMENT AT ALL.

I'm a BAD photographer -.-

Dribble dribble Beckham score

&the pages keep turning.

"Life's truest happiness is found in friendships we make along the way."

English paper in the morning. Wow. The compo was okay. The compre was okay too. But I'm pretty sure that I'm gonna fail the compre part. Excluding the summary. Then after school, went to Singapore Post to study with Jo,Hildy&JianNing. Lol. I didn't do much work. Only revision on Enzymes -.- I couldn't concentrate well coz JianNing kept ranting. Lol. Anyway English paper just over. So not in the mood to do anything. haha. Bad self-discipline.

Ah. Spot the difference. Anyway JianNing has to use my badge for this while coz the badge and the pin got seperated and she doesn't have an extra one. So I lent to her mine (:

Blah. STOP APOLOGISING TO ME. Aww.. I'm not that petty. Am I? SOBS. haha

Sigh. I needa do a lot of work later! All last minute work. Jiayou to me :D

JianNing eats lizard legs xD

&the pages keep turning.

"Time change, and we with time, but not in the ways of friendship."

Really warm day. And once again. I was almost late for school. Today I woke up later -.- 6.52am. It better not happen tomorrow. Coz there's English Paper. Whatever. Then bell rings and school ended. Lessons were boring but somehow time flies. lol. After school, Jo&Me went to Singapore Post. She wanted to buy something for *some people. But she ended up buying a drink herself instead. Lol. And I tried on a NEW drink today. haha. It tastes.. okay luh. Not so bad I guess ^.^

And after going to Ntuc, I wanted to go home. But in the end Jo wanted to study. Fine. We sat at somewhere in the foodcourt to do Science. I'm very guai today (: I did my Science 2006 Paper. Jo too :D We sorta completed it. Except for some questions that we're unsure of.

I have to complete some Lit stuff later ):

The Sun is Bright

&the pages keep turning.

"The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you."
By Elbert Hubbard

School was boring as usual. Especially Literature and Chinese -.- I don't like languages. Anyway. I was almost late this morning. I woke up only at 6.52am when Dagu suddenly went into my room and said "You today no school uh?" I jerked out of "bed" and quickly got dressed and rushed to school. Fortunately I reached school on time. Great. This isn't my first time. I should set 10 alarm clocks next time -.-

Ohya. After school, went to study with jo&wl. Fine. I betted with jo on something and in the end I lost so I had to treat her to a drink as promised. FINE. haha. I was quite surprised that I would lose! haha xD I did quite a bit of work. Maths and Science. I re-organised the notes on enzymes in the Science textbook and did a few Maths question. Ah. Then rubiks time. Lol. wl taught us how to "do" that cube thing. To make all sides the same colours. Lol. Difficult eh. I can't remember.. Argh. But he used my rubiks. So which means that the colours at all sides are the same already. I never want to touch it again. haha. Coz I won't be able to make it back.

Oh. jo&wl so evil. They didn't want to buy anything to eat. Argh. And I was the only one who ate dinner. I felt really bad okay. Making them wait for me. And I took quite some time to finish up the food coz the rice was hot. Meaty food. lol. After dinner, wl and us parted ways and jo went to my house to grab her bag and took an Mrt home. I walked her to the station. And so I had to walk back alone. In the dark dark night. Blah. I took the long way. I walked the overhead bridge and then the oo-loo way home. Took about 7minutes or so. I don't know. lol. Well I still reached home anyway. Doesn't matter.

Great day (:

&the pages keep turning.

"A friend loves at all times."
Proverbs 17:17

Boring Day. Usual. After School, I went to Jorene's house. To do blah. Secret! Lol. And after we're done, we were slacking. Looking through at blogskins and music.

I slept really late yesterday. Smsing Jian Ning and Wl. I think we were practically talking about nothing? I can't remember. But that was my first time smsing so much WITH Jian Ning. She's like.. talking nonsense. She's ANOREXIC man. lol. She's so skinny and bonny, but she just wanna get thinner. Smsing Wl is normal, lucky he's not like Jian Ning. WAH heng uh. On the whole.. For yesterday. I used up 105 sms. I still have another 6days and it's gonna be the start of a new month. I LOVE smsing. Lol. Unless it's Jian Ning. Haha.

I have to continue with my Science stuff. Ja~

23rdSeptember(:

&the pages keep turning.

"True friendship is seen through the heart not through the eyes"

I slept at 2.30am or so yesterday. Listening to music. I love music (: And I woke up really late today. No breakfast. Only lunch. Uncle,Aunt&Viki came to our house and we went out for dimsum lunch together. Once again, UncleJohn and Dagu was saying that I'm artistic. And that I should take the Arts next year. Come one luh. When was I ever artistic? They must have remembered wrongly. Lol. But I'm not gonna take the Arts anyway. Coz I have never thought that I was artistic or even creative. Blah.

I have lots homework to complete today. Because I used the computer for about 12hours yesterday. From 12noon to 12mid. And I didn't do any homework yesterday night after I was done with the com. Lol. I wanted to do Maths at 12plus while waiting for the show at 1am. I opened the Maths assessment I bought. -.- I couldn't do any question. Super challenging. Lol. Lots of Square roots for those algebra questions and I stoned there. Lol. But the cover of the assessment book wrote "Challenging Mathematics Problems" Yep. But I didn't expect it to be this challenging. I should try those questions next time. Lol. When I'm in the mood xD

I have many things to do later. Shush.

Tomorrow's Monday. And there's School. Oh Great -.-" I so hate school. How I wish that I could fall sick and stay at home ):

If you have a crush on somebody, you'll always look forward to school

&the pages keep turning.

"The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, never saying a word,
and walking away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had."

I woke up late today. Because I really wanted some good sleep. I've been sleeping late the past few days because I needed more revision for History. Blah. Life's boring to me. I made it boring. So just too bad.

My cousin's playing a sad song on the piano. Lol. I feel like EMo-ing (:

I realised many things. Why I'm so problematic. I'm that sort of anything-person. It started out in P6 probably. When PSLE results were out. Although I did badly but I was just.. "Oh.Okay" I didn't cry over results. I jump for joy if I did well. And "Oh.Okay" if it sucked. I just take it as life-goes-on-thing no matter how good or bad I did. Very cynical. Pessimistic yet realistic. That was one;third of my happy-go-luckyness.

In Sec1. When *we're more apart. I started to let go of everything and just start something new. I took it as a bad dream but just continued on as I didn't see a necessity to brood over it. But come to think of it. Sometimes it's sweet (: lol. That was two;third of my happy-go-luckyness.

And lastly. When I stopped saying *that word. I felt that by not saying *that word, I feel so fresh. *That word's really a burden. Coz you will vent your anger. It's not good to get angry over something. Spoils your mood, your day. Ever since then, I started to have that anything-also-can attitude because I just wanted to be happy by not getting angry and letting others to do whatever they want. They have their freedom of speech and movement. So I shan't stop them either.

Now, I only get angry over stupid stuff that makes no sense. And when it comes to serious matters, I just let everything go. lol. I'm weird. haha. That makes me three;third of my happy-go-luckyness. And officially a quite happy-go-lucky-vivi is born (:

Haha. Long history. Lame History of mine. lol
Emooooooo-ing! xD

Don't praise me. I'm not as good as what you think I am.

I don't think I'm going out later. I wanna stay at home and rot. yea.

Love is controllable, but you need to know how

&the pages keep turning.

"I believe that true friends are quiet angels who sit on our shoulders
and lift our wings when we forget how to fly."

Went over to Jorene's house. With AbiGUI. To study. But I wasn't in the mood to study just now. I did a little notes on Diffusion and Osmosis just now and that's all. The rest of the time, I just dazed around. Blah. No mood because i had History paper in the morning. And since one paper's over, I don't feel like studying. But I have to do some English stuff tomorrow. Urgent eh. Jiayou to me (: What I want now is only lots of sleep.

I wannna waste smses. But nobody would sms me. Sad

It's the Emo-Swing. Very emo-istic
I need to work harder! Seriously..

I need you. Or maybe I don't.
I wonder if I should see you later.

It's alright if I'm busy, coz I'll always be there. For you (:

&the pages keep turning.

Double post. Blah

Fish.

It's irritating. He is irritating
I have my limitations too.
I'm in peace. But he just has to interfere

Thanks Jo (:

I'm so gonna break down sooner or later -.-

&the pages keep turning.

"When it hurts to look back and you're scared to look ahead,
you can look beside you and your best friend will be there."

We had at least 2 periods of free period. Relaxing (:

Again. Mrs Chua held us back. To go through one question with us. It's VERY last minute luh. I don't know what to do coz I don't wanna do another P-E-E-L later. I don't have so much time. I'm feeling so.. I don't know. Wish me luck for tomorrow. I'm dead.

I have to eat my lunch and get back to revision. Ja

I'm not nervous.

What is stress?
Is it stress?
I don't think so.

&the pages keep turning.

"What brings joy to the heart is not so much the friend's gift as the friend's love."
By Alfred of Rievaulx

Cheryl: Jian Ning likes to talk crap.
Jian Ning: And the crab snaps you.

School was boring as usual. Other than Guitar lessons that I have always looked forward to (: I love the Guitar. A boyfriend that can play the Guitar and Sing with it is lovely. haha. Music's my passion (: I really love it so much that I can't live without it.

After school, Cheryl&Me went over to Jorene's house to study for History. Blah. I feel that I relaxed too much. Sheeshed. At about 5.35pm, Cheryl had to leave and we walked her to the Mrt Station. And so Cheryl has gone home and it was left with Jorene&Me. I had to go to my Dad's house to collect something at 7plus, that's why I could stay at her house till later. From 6 to 7, we went to the playground, swings, and then sat by the swimming pool, talking about loads of stuff. Yea. About life. And blah. Haha. It does bring back memories (: Ohya. We were kinda crazy. There's this little convenience store nearby and we went there to buy 2 cones of Ice-cream each.

Jorene felt really happy eating Ice-cream. lol

At about 7, we went back to her house. When I was wearing my socks, I suddenly felt this tremor. I thought I was shaking at first. So I stoned there and I realised that the whole building was shaking and the water in the fish tank was like.. up and down thing. It was my first time experiencing it but I thought it was cool. Jorene was really scared of it and it took her really long before she could calm down. I wonder if she's okay right now. lol. I'm not sure why I'm not scared. It's not that I'm putting a brave front or anything. But I just felt nothing. I'm weird. Really.

So I took a bus near Kembangan Mrt Station. And off I went to my Dad's there. Xiao Gu passed me the thinggy that she wanted me to bring home. I met her at the club house. And the I taxi-ed home. lol. Xiao Gu paid the fares anyway. lol. She said the things are heavy and I was carrying loads of books in my hand. She's rich. lol. taxi.

I have to bathe now. And later continue studying for History and Home Econs. Ja

I'm useless. I couldn't do anything
I don't need to be comforted. I'm better off alone.

&the pages keep turning.

"Friendship improves happiness, and abafes misery,
by doubling our joys and dividing our grief."
By Joseph Addison.

Ah sweet thing.

I must continue Jiayou-ing! :D
It's History Paper this Friday. I'm still unprepared. lol
That's so typical of me. Gah. I have to continue revising later.
FYE's around the corner. I wish everybody all the best (:

Today's lessons were okay luh. I love Science lessons. Coz it's Physics! Electricity. Ha. Somehow. I can manage this chapter quite well luh. I have to start studying for Bio soon. Eeks. Ohya. And Chem too. Blah. And Mrs Lim didn't come to school today, and we had to do Literature worksheet in class. I just don't like Literature. It's Englishy. And I don't like English either. I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Coz there's gonna be Guitar Lesson! yay.

Hmm. I wouldn't be posting long posts for quite some time I guess. Till exams are over maybe. Because there isn't anything to write about other than what I'm studying. Which would be really boring. Nevermind. I'm always boring anyway. lol

Happy Birthday to 911 babies xD Hildy (:

&the pages keep turning.

"What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies."
By Aristotle

Boring Day. I went to Supreme Court. With Jorene. A quick one. And again have that X-Ray thing. LOL. And there weren't many people there just now. I just love visiting the court. haha. No reason. But I don't think i'll be going there anymore in the near future. After that, we went to Macs at FunanDigitaLife Mall. Or whatever that place is called. Studied there. A little.

Ah. I'm motivated to study. But no confidence at all in getting good grades. I'll try. As hard as I could to reach Dagu's expectations. So. I'm off to have my dinner and more studying (:

To the Triples :D

&the pages keep turning.

"Life's greatest wealth is not in money, but in friendships."
By Edwin Louis Cole

I didn't go out today. Other than lunch.
I woke up very very late in the morning.
And I dreamt of many things yesterday.
Now, I have to study and do my homework.
Tomorrow's the start of a new term. Time flies.
So that's about it. Ja na-

Finally. A dream (:

&the pages keep turning.

"A friend knows the song in my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails."
By Donna Roberts

Ah. Sweet thing (:

I went to Plaza Singapura with Jorene just now. Ahya. I tried this drink that I bought from Daiso. Eeks. It was gross. Tomato Juice if I'm not mistaken. I don't like tomatoes. I didn't know it was tomato because the picture was greenish and I expected it to be some mixed veg&fruits thing. But it ended up being tomato. Eeeww.

Anyway. The Finals for the dancing competition was held at PS, that's why we're there. To watch. In the middle, there was this little game thing where they will call up 3 groups from the crowd. 2 in each. And when the groups are on stage, they will play "Breaking Free" and the groups were supposed to sing and dance to the music. And there was this "little couple". I think at most 6 years old. Both the guy and the girl. And you know what. When it was the chorus, instead of the guy initiating, it was the little girl who actually started holding his hand, sing and dance. Cute couple :D

Oh. LuoZhiXiang came. And he has lots of fans. Ya. A lot of them were girls luh. Lol. They went up to the stage and got his signature. And some even gave him flowers. Anyway. I wonder if his hand ever hurt. Maybe he's so used to signing his signature, and now he's trained to sign continueously. Without rest. Haha.

After that, since we're not gonna wait for the autography session to end, because it's taking a long time, we left PS and head over to the Library in Bugis. Nothing much to write about the Library. So ya. That's about it.

Friends are forever.
Men are whatever.

I saw this in Popular just now. On a notebook. Lol. Ah. I bought 2 assessment books today. Again. Maths and Science this time. I've been concentrating more on M&S. And that's not a very good thing. It means that I'm not trying hard enough for other subjects. Ah whatever. I'll see to that some other time xD I'm VERY motivated to study today. I should be able to last through the night. Maybe not through the night. But I can study till quite late today coz I'm only sleeping at 2am. It's a Saturday (: That's why. Anyway. Maybe 2am is early for some people on Saturday nights. Who knows. And I don't care. Blah

I Love Blah
I Love Yoshi

My happy ending (:

&the pages keep turning.

"To strive with difficulties, and to conquer them, is the highest human felicity."
By Samuel Johnson

OKAY. Off to Supreme Court in the morning. I woke up a little later today. I slept at 1am yesterday, writing my diary before that. And so I was quite tired to wake up at 7plus. I left the house at 9am in the end and I took a train down to City Hall and walked to Court. Lol. It's cool. Really. But a bit lame luh. You know. They have that X-Ray thing, where you put bags and stuff inside and they'll be able to see what's in your bag. Ya that. And I put my bag and stuff down and let that thinggy scan through my bag.

Guy1: How many handphone do you have?
Me: Err. 1? *took my handphone out of my bag*
Me: Um the other one is my MP4 and CD player.
*took out my MP4 and CD player out of my bag*
Guy2: *took out my MP4 from the cover*
Guy1: And I see batteries.
Me: Um it's for my CD player.
Guy2: Okay.

And they finally let me go. Uh lol. So what if there are batteries? LOL. I'm not gonna light up some match stick and set fire to the building just because it's FLAMMABLE. lololol. And that guy probably thought that I had many many handphones -.-"

I went up to L3 where the translation service room was. I gave whatever I need to translate to the lady and she told me to come back on Monday to collect it. Since I was gonna study with Jo&Abi at the airport, I left the Court. I walked through this unknown shopping centre before I could get to the station. I was like.. lost? lol. But I managed to get out of that U.S.C without asking for help. Fine. I was in the train. My phone rang and it was from a weird number.

"Hello. Vivi Tan. This is from the High Court. The translation is done and you may come and collect it at 11" Uh lol. But I didn't go back to the Court. Because I was already in the MRT.

"Um can I come on Monday instead?"

"Okay."

And we both hung up the phone.

Wow. The people working at the Court wore Suits and stuff. Obviously. And I was the only Kid there. Wearing normal home clothes. Weird luh. I'm so not used to this kind of environment. lol

Ah. I met Jo at the airport and we studied at Macs at first. Abi was late. At about 11plus, we were chased out. Many people were chased out. And within like 1minute, the customers in Macs were halfed. HA-HA. In the end, we studied at Delifrance. lol. But the place there is pretty good. Bright Lights, not so noisy at SOME corners (lol), just that the tables are small.

I was quite motivated today. Although I know that what I did today was still not enough, at least I did more than usual. *Comforting myself* xD I was on Maths the whole time. Going through corrections that Mdm Surayah never ever went through and I managed to solved some of them and I realised that loads of them were stupid mistakes and careless ones. Ah. I'm just stupid (:

I love Quadratic Graphs :D

&the pages keep turning.

"Remember that happiness is a way of travel, not a destination."
By Roy Goodman

I tried to go to Supreme court today. And in the end, I missed the bus stop. Well I didn't know where to alight. I just tried looking out of the bus to see if there was any Supreme Court building. And. I didn't see it. So yea. Took the bus all the way to Jurong Interchange and after that, I went to take the Mrt to meet Chong&Kai at Chinatown Station there. I took the Redline. Don't know what's that line called anyway. Basically I took the Redline to drag time. Because I had a lot time before I met them.

We walked around Chinatown aimlessly. I was quite bored. No where else to walk. And nothing much to see. But we bought *her present already (: After that, I went to PP there to "study" with Jo&Wl. I didn't study much. Read through a little bit of History textbook and did one question in the textbook on a Cartoon. And then I just browse through his physics textbook. Thick one. There's electricity :D Interesting. But he said it's difficult..

I saw Jade Seah. At Macs. It really looks like her. And. HuiXian. That Campus Superstar girl. And maybe Ben. He was with HuiXian. It looks so much like him. Yep

Not Mood Swings. Feeling Swing.
It triggered. What. Kokoro.
Yesterday Emo. Today Ego (:

&the pages keep turning.

"Happiness does not come from doing easy work but from the afterglow
of satisfaction that comes after the achievement of a difficult task that
demanded our best."
By Theodore I. Rubin

The competition at Plaza Singapura was great (: I think they did great :D Those kids ^^ BaaBaa. Haha. Just Kidding. It was last minute practice and more choreography but they're really great. Anyway many things happened. With her and her and her. Ya. Her. Everything's over anyway. Fantastic thing :D The *kids are.


I so like him :D Ain't he cute? His hair is cool (:


Whatever. I just feel like being emo. Why did I ever tear? Crap. Shit. Thing. I wanna study till I get stressed up and just break down. But.. I don't ever get stressed. I'm someone without limitations. So. That doesn't really work. Maybe. Watch animes till my eyes get sore and go blind. I can't stand this. I don't know why I'm like that all of a sudden. I feel so bad inside. I don't know why. I just keep tearing and tearing. I don't feel like talking. I don't feel like laughing and smiling. I feel so fake. When I smile and laugh. I feel fake. Really.. What's wrong? I wonder too. I hate this feeling. Weird. Bad. Suck. I'm an attention seeker -.-

Hold his hand tight and never let go

&the pages keep turning.

"Success is getting and achieving what you want.
Happiness is wanting and being content with what you get."
By Bernard Meltzer

Ah. I relaxed the whole time. At Macs. At BurgerKing. At the Airport. Argh. Although I did quite a few Maths and Science Questions, I still think that it wasn't enough and it's really not enough luh. Well at least better than staying at home. If I study at home, I can't use my room to study because my cousin's using it AND I have to study in my uncle's room. And you know what. His room is really noisy and there is a COMPUTER. lol. I would be more attracted to the computer than the thing that I'm studying. I have bad self-discipline. Bad bad bad.

Anyway. It was quite fun :D Studying with jo, wl and zf. Thanks to wl and jorene (: YAY :D I learnt a lot of new stuff. Ah. I also learnt something new about our dear calculator. hha. How dear ^^ Yup. Really have to thank them so much for teaching me those things that I don't know. Aiya. I don't like using my brains. That's why everything don't know how to solve. BIG problem.

Ya luh. Just. THANKS THANKS THANKS ^^
love you guys loads. haha (:

Jorene was commenting on some lame stuff. She was being random. him and me?
Ahems. There's a mistake there. Problems with her eyes. LOL! And she wrote this letter. The content was really funny. I can't help but laugh when I was reading it just now. To me, it was really sweet on how she wrote about *ahem ahem*. VERY TOUCHING INDEED (:

Sad. Time flies. It's already Tuesday. Tomorrow's Wednesday. I want the holiday to be longer. But somehow. Time passes real fast. So fast that I can't seem to catch up.

love at first sight is only obsession not love

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"It is not how much we have, but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness."
By Charles Haddon Spurgeon

Happy 200th Anniversary! yea right. My 200th post :D

It was fun today (: Quite. Went over to Jorene's Sister's Friend's house. Her name.. MeiFang if I didn't remember the wrong person. The dancing thing was pretty cool ^^ AbiGUI came and she taught them quite a bit too :D Thanks to her, they were more organised somehow. Wish them Luck on Wednesday :D

And I played Maple Story at her house too. It's been a very long time since the last time I played it. And you know what. I gained 2% in 20minutes or so. PATHETIC thing. 2% only -.-"

Yesterday night, I watched Tsukuyomi Moon Phase. LOL. Vampire thing. But so cute! hha. And I continued with Air Gear6. Ikki's COOL :D He followed the groove of Buccha's music and he skated so *cool-ly. haha. LOVES

I wonder what I should do later :D ENGLISH!
Right............... lol

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"Happiness is neither virtue nor pleasure nor this thing nor that but simply growth,
we are happy when we are growing."
By Willian Butter Yeats

Ahh. Finally I feel better now :D

I'm not really tired anymore. yay. I'm quite refreshed somehow. It's 2nd of September today. Argh. So fast. I want time to slow down. I want more holidays. I don't wanna study. This morning, I woke up quite early. I did 2 Sudokus and then I started copying Maths questions from Test Papers so that I can re-do them. It's boring. Makes me sleep. I'd rather revise my Geography. I wonder what I should do at night later..

I'm Bored. Really.

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"Some of us might find happiness if we quit struggling so desperately for it."
By William Feather

I just finished reading S.A book4. cool ending :D
HIKARI and KEI's SWEET TOGETHER (:

You know. I'm so tired again. I'm getting weirder day by day. Eeks. As usual, I had a bad headache. Now and then. Yesterday also like that. Few days ago also like that. Everyday's also like that. Well nowadays I don't really know what happen to me luh. I don't really have much appetite to eat. I know I'm fat and I shouldn't eat too much. Even yesterday, when I was back in EV and out at TM, I felt dizzy and I just wanna go home.

There are things that I don't wanna talk about. When somebody talked about it, I felt as if my head's gonna burst anytime. And he/she insisted on talking about it. Well I didn't reject what he/she said, I don't reject people's words, I didn't scold him/her for talking to me about it, I didn't ignore him/her when he/she talked to me about it, I just tried to absorbed everything he/she talked about, but deep inside it was so pain. I don't know why.

WAH. I'm turning into an EMOkid! lol. hha. maybe not :D
I'm gonna study later. Although I'm not really in the mood, but I'll try (:

&the pages keep turning.