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Saturday 27 February 2016
@14:22
I don't know why but I find this song kinda cute! Maybe it's the uke :3
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Tuesday 16 February 2016
@19:31
Not a very lucky evening huh. Trains constantly stopping.. I guess it's the time for self reflection and reflection about my life in general.
Sometimes the difficult solution might be the better one.
Honestly, I don't think I have any regrets. I did my best and I gave it my all.
I'm not sure about you though.
Come on! Pull yourself together. Can't keep staying sad because nobody is worth your tears.
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Monday 15 February 2016
@14:07
Sometimes staying together becomes a social pressure.
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Sunday 7 February 2016
@12:11
Glad that we could all still have meetups like that even after graduating from SF, graduating from NUS. I don't think we're super duper close in general, but when we do meet, we always have a lot of fun together and can chat about a lot of things. Simon cooked us topokki and japanese curry! Very yummy :) He's like our resident chef. Yesterday we played Mahjong too! I love it hehe. Won twice in the first two rounds just because #beginnersluck but after that, I lost terribly. HAHAHAH.
Yay it's CNY eve! I love CNY because I love to see my relatives. Not exactly because of ang baos. Of course I like to receive ang baos but that's not the point. I enjoy having family gatherings. And we would chat about work and school. I don't mind such conversations in fact. Because that's just the way adults show their interest in our lives? Even though some times they could just be small talk. I also like to hear about the things that adults talk about. Hahaha. Guess I'm preparing myself for adulthood/working life too. Hmm, I highly doubt there'd be such a big family gathering next time because families these days are so small.
Looking forward to reunion dinner and visiting! :)
(But not so looking forward to all the assignments that I gotta complete by Thursday)
Why my prof so cruel :( Give us so many assignments during CNY. Sighpie. I guess she expects us to start working on them earlier? Idk. But we've got other modules too.. Oh well. I know I can survive the workload and complete them in the end la. I just want to complain. Haha
Anyway, it's CNY eve. And I think my aunt is still angry with me for what happened on 2nd Jan. That was when NY came over to my house for awhile. My aunt already told me not to bring a friend into the house long time ago, but I did. Honestly I didn't do it out of spite or anything, and I did apologise to her. I really just wanted to spend time with NY. And he's my bf so I would love if he comes to my house, knows my family etc. It's sad that she's still angry with me because it's been a month. We haven't been talking. It's CNY. It's suppose to be a family, happy occasion. But home is sad. We're living in the same room and not talking. I mean we don't usually don't talk that much. But this time, the way she ignores my greetings or talking, I know it's different and that she's probably still unhappy with me.
I think being angry is a tiring thing. I just pray that she will 宽容一点 lest it harms her health.
&the pages keep turning.
Friday 5 February 2016
@23:53
Glad that in the end, everyone could make it for the CNY gathering! Really thankful that Baosies, who couldn't make it at first, made an effort to change his schedule. He went for his visiting earlier, before the gathering. I think it means a lot to me to see everyone present at the gathering. I'm sure it's the case for everyone else in the group as well. I always love the gatherings with this bunch.
Haha now that 5/7 of us in the group are attached, we move on from topics of starting relationships to maintaining or furthering relationships. And about graduation/jobs too etc. It's pretty nice to observe how our conversation change throughout the years.
Hopefully we would continue to have more of such gatherings even when we grow older, have kids and then we start bringing the kids for gatherings too, and the kids will know each other and so on and so forth..... Hahahaha. Thinking too far. But yea. Hope that our friendship will last for a long time!
&the pages keep turning.
Tuesday 2 February 2016
@22:56
Free day today! I absolutely love my free days! And today, I was rather productive :) I cleared quite a few of my to-do lists. Yay. I fought the inertia to start my report!! *big pat on my shoulder*
I need to keep up my spirits! 💪💪
Anyway, I'm also saddened by the fact that my friends are too busy. So busy that even organising a gathering is tough. As CNY is approaching, I've got some gatherings here and there. Then just today, Baosies said that he cannot make it. At the very last minute. Abi (the host) actually changed her schedule for us when everyone said that they could make it. But now, Baosies suddenly said that he can't make it... He has a visiting to do.
Oh my... There's 4 days (Saturday to Tuesday) to do visiting, but why why why why must it be on the day when we're supposed to have gathering? Couldn't he have told his parents earlier that he has a gathering to attend? Why can't he chope that day for us earlier? Afterall, we have discussed the date quite early as well...
Why?
Why? Are friends not important?
I'm not angst. Really.. I'm just questioning because I don't quite understand sometimes.
I think my family is important to me, and as much as possible, I would accompany my mum when she's here in Singapore. So I'd try to ask for her schedule when she's here, so that I could arrange plans with my friends such that it doesn't compromise any time spent with her. And in the case where I already made plans with friends and my mum suddenly comes to Singapore without notice, I'd choose to stick with my original plans and not cancel on my friends, especially when it's really difficult to decide on a day.
I probably don't have much rights to say all these because everyone has different circumstances and priorities..
Priorities. I guess I'm/we're at the bottom then...
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