I'm at Dagu's house right now.
Happy Birthday to my mum and uncle

I brought my laptop over. lol. That's why I can blog now.

I have nothing to write luh.
Life's pretty boring. Somehow ):

Jeremy's friendly. lol
and the "party" was kinda.. fun? ^.^

&the pages keep turning.

Maybe I'm just envious.
Maybe I'm just over-sensitive.

Morning was something. we were sharing information with each other -.- lol. But fun luh :D

We had lunch at her house. Nice food :D Thanks for the meal. lol

Jing Yi went home and the rest of us went bugis to meet Yun Shan and shop? Uhm. Walked around bugis junction and bugis street. But couldn't find the bag that she wanted ): Quite tiring to shop actually. Lol. Makes you lose weight just by walking :x

Thanks for making my day :D
I needed to escape from home badly.

Need to calm myself down.
We'll be goodfriends.
I'm nasty.

&the pages keep turning.

A holiday again tomorrow :D Ya-ta!
We got back our results slip today.
I did okay. Just okay. Room for improvement
But at least I did better than last year, L1R5 that is.

I've gotten my IC. Blue ^.^ I'm not 15 yet. But the person let me make my IC. I contribute too much to Singapore. Lol. That's why they let me make it before 15 :p yea right luh. But I don't know why anyway.

I have been busy with loads of stuff these few days. Sadly. English project keeps me busy. I'm feeling so stressed up and crazy inside. I don't know how to express myself anymore. I thought that going to tkgs could make me a confident person, but it didn't. It made me worse.

Everything is bad. The situation I am in right now.
I hate life. I wish that I could have an enemy. Or maybe I do have one. And he or she could just hate me so much to kill me!! Maybe I could just escape from home one day. Who knows. Why must they do this to me? Nothing works out luh.

Why must you do this to me too?
Why must you put on that face that makes me fear you so much?
Do you know that the face that you wear creates problems for everyone?
Why do you have mood swings like the unpredictable weather?
Why are you so desperate?
Why are you so impatient?
Why can't you be smiling?
I'm scared of you.

It's nowonder you're not my best
cuz I'm scared of you.

You're too stuck up.
She is too irritating.
She keeps threatening me.

I should just die
Then it wouldn't cause so many problems
For you and them at least.

My mum, you and her would be the happiest. I bet

How I wish I could be emotionless. Be a robot. And not talk. I should zip up my mouth and shut up so that she wouldn't use that word for a reason to scold me ever again. I still haven't calm my thoughts. So I have no intention to talk to her unless she initiates somehow.

Argh. I'm feeling so emo.stupid.crazy.noisy.shit

I've had enough
I start to break down
And drop to tears
Why? I didn't know..
I was this weak

&the pages keep turning.

So.. It's the March holidays.
But it doesn't seem to be much of a holiday to me.
Although I'm quite free everyday. But there's lots of homework to complete.

About 2more weeks to April. I'm looking forward to it definitely.
But I'm afraid that Internet will affect my studies and everything.
I'm getting worried for my studies. I'm afraid.
I have never felt this way before. Sigh

Today is a good day :D

At about 11am, I met Bel, XF and Li Lin at our school bus stop. Today, we were supposed to discuss about the Cheerleading thinggy. We went into the school and sat somewhere near the void deck to discuss little stuff for cheerleading. In the end, we couldn't come out with good ideas and decided to go KFC to further discuss things there. We were asking each other if we wanted to give it up or not.

If we give up:
Quite sad. Cuz it's our first competition and next year no more cheerleading already.

If we don't give up:
What to do?!! There's only 5 of us -.- We can't think of anything for cheerleading.

In the end. WE TOSSED A COIN

The coin told us that we SHOULD give up

And so we did :D Lol

I'm more than happy anyway. I don't like cheerleading and I can't dance for nuts -.- Anyway. Even if we didn't choose to give up, I'll just try my best luh. Although.. I.. ah whatever

After the little meeting we had, we all parted ways.

I took a train down to Habourfront to meet Jia Yi and Judy.
Off to VIVOVIVOVIVOVIVOVIVOVIVO :D

We bought tickets for Death Note Spin Off, 2pm. We only manage to get the tickets at about 1.53pm and the tickets were selling fast at that time. You know what? We got the front seats -.- The FIRST ROW somemore.

FAINTS

It was quite difficult to look at the screen cuz we had to constantly look up. Neck pain leh. But still :D It didn't affect the movie ^.^ The movie was not bad :D

L ROCKS :DDDDDDDD

yesyesyes.

After the movie, we walked around vivo and then left for suntec.
Judy is weird. She was so quiet. Almost for the whole time we were out together, only Jia Yi and me talked to each other. Judy just walked behind us and........ STALKED. lols

Ohoh. Judy didn't want to show us her handphone. Lol. But in the end we still saw it luh :D It's a very small slide phone. Kawaii desudesudesu ^.^

Jia Yi bought a jacket from I.P Zone and after we left the shop, Judy had to go home. Jia Yi ringed her mum to ask about dinner. In the end, we went to Secret Recipe for dinner. Actually my dinner is at home. I just accompany her. I had ice-cream!! :D

I'm so obsessed with ice-cream -.-

I tell you uh. GREEN TEA ice-cream rocks!!

Ocha! Ocha! Ocha!!

That's about it for today. We took a train back and I alighted at Tampines. My eyes kept twitching when I was walking to the interchange. Quite tired I guess ): I walked past Macs and then I just turned back and I saw somebody. Don't know who.

2nanoseconds later, after processing in my brain and figuring out who it was, I opened my eyes bigger and then realised that it was weebian. Lols. Waved and that's it. Go home.

I had fun today :D Talking to Jia Yi and going out with her and Judy. She has lots of funny tales about her classmates. lol. Jia Yi didn't catch up with Bleach episodes. So I was telling her some stuff about Bleach. Spoiler :x I watched from episode 151 to 163 on Monday. Lol. Bleach rocks. But too bad. Byakuya haven't appear luh -.-

Why didn't he save Rukia? So sad to see her drop to the floor and bleed.

Butbutbut. I think Byakuya will appear soon :D Hopefully

Long post, for an Archive!! ^.^ Ja na

syndicate; we work together for a common goal

&the pages keep turning.